musical abstraction

SOC Tumblrs

Kaz: Crows, dark aesthetics, tattoos, blood, book quotes 

Inej: Inspirational and/or obscure quotes, tattoos, pretty hairstyles, fanart for her favorite bands 

Jesper: Overwatch and other FPS video games, memes, reblog for money posts, sweet romantic textposts

Wylan: Pastel aesthetics, anime, math puns, sheet music, abstract art, tag yourself memes

Nina: Food porn, space, makeup palettes, selfies, pretty clothing

Matthias: a lot of wolves and dogs, nature aesthetics, fitspo photos, stuff nina tagged him in

Monday 8:27am
I woke up with you on my mind.
You called me babe last night —
my heart is still pounding.

Tuesday 10:53pm
Today I realized we won’t work.
What we are is hurting her.
And I think she matters more to me than you do.

Wednesday 11:52pm
I broke things off with you today.
She barely said a word.
I’ve never regretted anything more than this.

Thursday 4:03pm
I shouldn’t have sent that message.
You shouldn’t have been so okay with receiving it.

Friday 9:57pm
I almost messaged you today.
I didn’t.

Saturday 8:49pm
I’m walking around town in search of alcohol.
They say that liquor numbs the pain of having a broken heart.
I want to put that to the test.

Sunday 2:32am
I heard you texted a girl you’ve never spoken to before.
I wonder if it’s because you’re trying to replace me.
I can’t help but wish you weren’t.
I thought I was irreplaceable.

—  a week with you on my mind, c.j.n.
Looking back, I can’t remember the truth. I blew everything out of proportion so I could feel the hurt and betrayal and write about it in vivid detail. It was my own method of torture. My own undoing; and I enjoyed every second of it.
—  c.j.n.