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be there. 12x12 coda. deancas. (ao3)

Dying is different when it happens slowly.

Concern is rolling off of Dean in waves, and underneath that is fear and desperation and a dozen different types of longing that, for reasons Castiel still doesn’t understand, Dean has never acted on.

Dean tells him it’s not that bad, that he just needs time, but no one is a good enough liar to make that one believable. Even if Dean were, it wouldn’t matter. Castiel knows exactly what Dean’s denial looks like.

He knows exactly how this is going to go, too, in spite of Dean’s protestations. He can feel the rot radiating out from the wound, spreading through his chest, crawling down his arms and numbing his legs. Time moves on, and the last thing it’s going to do is heal him.

Castiel gathers the last shreds of strength left to him and takes a deep breath. These will be his last words, and he wants to make sure they’re good ones.

He knows it’s cowardly to tell the Winchesters how he feels only now, when he knows it won’t cost him anything, when he won’t have to deal with the fallout. I love you feels strange and unfamiliar in his mouth, but he doesn’t regret not saying it sooner. The words scare them all, especially Dean. He can see it in the way Dean can’t meet his eyes when he says it. He recognizes it for the rejection it is, and some small part of him is glad he won’t have to live with that.

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Hesitation

I legit can’t write for anyone other than Peter now ahhh
Hope you guys don’t mind xx

Title: Hesitation
Pairing: Peter Parker x reader
Summary: A slightly jealous conversation and close proximity leads to more between you and Peter
Word Count: 1,284
Warnings: None 
Tagged: @tmrhollandkay @ifoundlove-x0vanessa0x

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           "Ok, here, listen to this one,“ you insisted, handing Peter the headphones once more.

           "Come on, Y/N,” he replies, rolling his eyes with a sheepish grin on his face.

           You were sitting in your bedroom, listening to some of music you had picked out for Peter. He wasn’t a music buff, but you demanded that he spend a few hours listening to the music you recommended, and he’d do anything to see a smile on your face.

           Thus, he accepts the headphones and looks at you as he listens intently. Peter pretends to understand the musicality of the song, but for the most part it’s just sound waves travelling through his head. But if this made you happy, he’d do it. Besides, it was a good excuse to spend time with you.

           "So?“ you asked as the song finished. "What’s your rating?”

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Essays in Existentialism: Valentine’s Day

With Valentine’s day coming up, how about a themed Clarke and Lexa story?

The hospital swirled with the quiet steady of patients and doctors, all taking their time getting anywhere at all. Nurses stations filled with deliveries of bouquets and cards and chocolates, while the halls were littered with cardboard hearts and babies with little wings and bows. Reds and pinks of every shade and color turned the fifth floor into a haven of sappiness and commercial love.

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File a dispute or reuplaod the video? That is the question.

After 4 years on YouTube it fails happened; a video of mine was blocked world wide.

FOX themselves have manually blocked my video ”Olet Puolisoni Nyt” because of the “Anastasia” footage featured in the video, which is the kind of crap that I though that only Studio Ghibli dealt with in the crossover and AMV community.  

And now I honestly don´t know what to do. The video does not break Fair Use laws when it comes to the visuals, but if I would file a dispute and FOX decides to fight me and counterattack, then I can loose my whole channel.

So from that standpoint a reupload would not be too bad, except…

I would loose all of this… Dang it!! DX

Anyway, I got some thinking to do…

OBS: The video does not fall under the laws of Fair Use when it comes to the song (which is why my whole channel is non-profit), but as you can see above, the song owners are aware of me using their music and even earned money thanks to my video. But FOX on the other hand have no legal ground to stand on to stop music videos of this sort (still don´t know if I wanna fight them). I just cant understand why they did not monetize it like UMG did. Like, who says no to money??!?

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Note: I dind’t like the movie I just loved the books and songs. Matt Bomer is my Chirstian Grey. 

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