muchtoo

Watercolor

I am restless today,
he tries to
draw me,
watercolor fingers
that mean business
busy on the white sheet,
I look away
distracted
by their meticulous
intensity,
worried that he could
get some of
my mood
onto the paper,
who wants to feel that
vulnerable?
I heave a sigh,
my mind plummets
down thoughts,
I am caught entangled
in a mesh
and I cannot come up
for air,
I dissolve
slowly, painfully
until I am only water
that will stain his canvas,
or maybe, I will pour
like rain
over every last line,
and, my soulful black eyes
will be charcoal shaded
blurs
that reveal
(too) much
too little
of what I feel.

© SoulReserve 2017

Writing Fanfiction
  • they shrug too much
  • the blush too much
  • Too little dialog
  • what is pacing
  • Andddddd….. they’re all gay. cool cool.
  • music playlists
  • unrealistic expectation ™
  • Fairytale ending- or morbid murder. No in betweens.
  • YOU FORGOT TO TAG UT AS MAJOR CHARACTER DEATH MOTHERFUCKER
  • (squints) Is that a meme?
  • (squints) Is that cannon?
  • (squints) Is that gay?
  • THE READERS. ARE. NEVER. SATISFIED.
Hello

Hello
Allow me to introduce myself
One of myself
The self I made special
Just for you
because I thought you would like it.
But not too special
You see I make one for everyone
I just like this one the best
Because I wore the idea
Of a me that was made for you
Like a favorite sweater
You know
Sentimental value and
all that.

You don’t like it do you?
Don’t lie, your eyes already
told me everything.
Don’t worry
I’ll just make another one
You’re bound to like
one of me.

Hello
Allow me to introduce myself
I am a storm
A force of nature
A force to be reckoned with
My surgewater soul
My hurricane heart
Will drag you out to sea
And keep you there
Tossing, no, rocking you
Natural disasters have no notion
of tenderness
I guess no one ever told you
Storms are only beautiful
From a safe distance
and in concept.

What’s that?
You can’t swim?
You should have mentioned that
back at shore.  

Hello
Allow me to introduce myself
I am a disease
of the most virulent kind
I will infect you
With my bacteria-self
The microbes of me
Will make homes of your eyes
Until you hallucinate a reality
in which this is healthy
While I tiptoe through your veins
Seep into your heart
I’ll eat you from the inside out
Consume you cell by cell
And the worst of it is
You won’t even realize
I’m killing you.

Did I mention
The only solution
is amputation?
What are you doing with that
knife?

Hello
Allow me to introduce myself
I am a hope you had
for a better life
I am everything you need
An ocean of understanding
The very embodiment
Of lightheartedness and grace
In whose soul sits a songbird.
I am not shattered into
A thousand shards of me
My thoughts are not
Slicing me apart like razorblades
I’m one whole person
about one day a week.
The rest of the time
I’m just
everything else.

Wait a minute
You wanted me
to be me all the time?
Well at least we have
that much in common.

Hello
Allow me to introduce myself
I am nothing
Before I become
a thing you regret
The least of your worries
Until suddenly I’m all of them
The antidote until
One day I am the poison
You won’t remember
How it began
It wasn’t nearly so remarkable
As the magnificence of
the flames in which it ended
Maybe the fire
Will finally reduce me
to something simple.

Could you love me
If I was simple?
If I was boiled away
To just one thing
Could you still call it
me?

Hello
Allow me to introduce myself
and myself
and myself.
I am too much
Too many
I have to go now

Goodbye.

Jungkook’s Nose Crinkle Appreciation Post

okay okay

lets talk about

THE CRINKLE

in my opinion

its the cutest thing ever

look at it

scrunching up his nose JUST LOOK AT IT

also the eye crinkle

its my fav thing ever

and the bunny teeth

this cute bean

i love him so much

too cute too cute

jikook yes

such a look tho

hes such a smol cute bean i love him

(picture credits to @fykook)

unfathomabletortoise  asked:

hmm. i really want to break from the pack/introduce new ideas here but you honestly seem super heart to me? or light very muchtoo? im going to put in as my New and Cool idea a maid of light what do you think about THAT

honestly maid of light was the first myth role i gave myself! i was like 13 but frankly i had good taste it’s still such a nice combo. thank you!!!

the delicate machinations of persuasion
or how we failed at wanting effectively,
curving question and answer
around a personal evolution -

you could say we grew 
some length
apart, somewhat accidentally
and i’m sorry

for this shape of us, the workings 
out of defeat by minutes and miles
as we stand on distant sides 
of a reality measured too much

too often i think of you
and how happiness exists
in multiple dimensions,
of one where we are bent straight

and the fullness completes

You Are Art

You feel everything
You’re emotions are colors swirling together
Sometimes they get so muddled all you feel is black.
Some people drink to feel anything at all
You drink because you feel too much
Alcohol is not an emotion
You’re covered in scars that no body can see
In your mind, in your heart, in your soul
They inspire you to create
Because you feel so much
Too much
And you have to get it out
Express the emotions
In paint, in dance, in song
People don’t always understand art
So what are you supposed to do
when you are art.

I don’t want to write a love poem
Love poems are too much
Too many
Too cloying
They rot your teeth

Of all the pretentious poems
Ever written by sentimental
Hypersensitive
Melodramatic
Visionaries
(To which group I
Begrudgingly belong)
Love poems are all of those
And more
Coated in a saccharine candy shell
Dipped in sprinkles
And glitter

So I don’t want to add
To the epidemic of love poems
By saying that you are the reason
My heart is still beating
Even though it is true
And not hyperbole at all

So instead,
I’ll call you a nerd
When the light in your eyes shines out
I’ll bask in the feeling
Of your skin on mine
I’ll breathe in the scent
Left on your pillow
And tell you how much
I don’t want to write
A love poem

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I’m Not Ready to be a Princess (From Disney's Sofia the First: Once Upon a Princess)

Everything seems crazy big
And I’m feeling unsteady
Mom says I’ll be just fine
But I don’t think I’m ready
New school, new friends, new family
And a ball where they want me to dance
I’m just a little girl from a small, small town
In this world I don’t stand a chance

I’m not ready to be a princess
I don’t have what it takes
I’m too short for gowns
I look bad in crowns
And I’m gonna make a bajillion mistakes

I’m too average to be a princess
I respectfully refuse
I don’t know the rules
I don’t want the jewels
And these feet were made for comfortable shoes

Shelves bursting with trinkets
That I’m afraid to touch
Fancy toys and ginormous pillows
It’s all much too much
Too much

I’m not ready to be a princess
One look and that seems clear
Cancel my debut
Keep your royal crew
And if I ever find Mom’s room
I’m outta here

Sofia, not a noble name
Sofia, even my wave is lame
I’m not ready
To be a princess

Never Enough [One Direction]

Wanna pull an all nighter and get into something we’ll never forget
Wanna stay up and party the weekend away and not know when to quit
Wanna drive in the night to the end of the end and go over the edge
Wanna wake up with you and say baby let’s do it all over again

Lips so good I forget my name
I swear I could give you everything

I don’t need my love
You can take it, you can take it, take it
I don’t need my heart
You can break it, you can break it, break it

I just can’t get too much of you, baby
It’s never, it’s never enough, never enough
It’s never enough, never enough
Come on, come on

Wanna pull an all nighter and get into something we’ll never forget
Wanna stay up and party the weekend away and not know when to quit
Wanna drive in the night to the end of the end and go over the edge
Wanna wake up with you and say baby let’s do it all over again

Lips so good I forget my name
I swear I could give you everything

I don’t need my love
You can take it, you can take it, take it
I don’t need my heart
You can break it, you can break it, break it

I just can’t get too much of you, baby
It’s never, it’s never enough, never enough
It’s never enough, never enough

Come on, come on
Come on, come on
Come on

Too much is never enough
Too much is never enough
Too much is never enough
Too much

Too much is never enough
Too much is never enough
Too much is never enough
Too much is never enough

Never enough, never enough
Never enough, never enough

I don’t need my love
You can take it, you can take it, take it
I don’t need my heart
You can break it, you can break it, break it

I just can’t get too much of you, baby
It’s never, it’s never enough, never enough
It’s never enough, never enough

I don’t need my love
You can take it, you can take it, take it
I don’t need my heart
You can break it, you can break it, break it

I just can’t get too much of you, baby
It’s never, it’s never enough, never enough
It’s never enough, never enough

Come on, come on
Come on, come on