okay, everyone pause. let’s talk about even who went to his school in the middle of the night. the fact that he went to school, on a cold night to the the place where he laid his eyes on isak for the very first time.the fact that he felt so alone, and so hurt that he just needed to feel something. he wanted to feel how alive he was at that moment with isak. he was hurting so much and just needed to feel something. that’s how real his feeling are because only you can feel what you feel.