He told me he woke up crying and has been tossing and turning ever since. It seems like every day is a struggle for him.
We received the Vanderbuilt questionnaire in the mail yesterday for Adam. That’s another thing he’s uncomfortable with handling. Adam’s potential branding as unacceptable by society.
However, I still believe if we address Adam’s perception variance of this world, it will give Leo time to think about his own.
I am doing what I can to stay beside him and support him in whatever he does. I’m also trying to keep the balance within myself. I tend to sway empathetically, but there are times too deep is too much and benefits no one.
I am the light, the source of good for them both. However, if I am drawn into the darkness, I am no good to either or any.
I would like to thank all of you for allowing me to vent here. I need a place to mull this over while not getting 20 ridiculous questions from friends and family on Facebook.