mpd: psycho

Is it problematic that I call myself psychotic and psycho all the time because of my extreme attachments, wild actions to stop procieved abandonedment, and insane behaviors and thought processes caused by my borderline? Like it’s the only word I know to describe how crazy I am to neurotypicals. If it is problematic what is a better word? Because crazy just sounds cute and very mild.

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“They know I can’t move a finger, and I won’t. I’ll just sit here and be quiet, just in case they do… suspect me. They’re probably watching me. Well, let them. Let them see what kind of a person I am. I’m not even going to swat that fly. I hope they are watching. They’ll see. They’ll see and they’ll know, and they’ll say, “Why, she wouldn’t even harm a fly…”

-Psycho (1960)