The first person that you think of every morning and the last person you think of every night is either the cause of your happiness or the cause of your pain.
I want to know how you sleep at night. I want to know if your lies sit on the tip of your tongue and if each time you kiss her, she sizzles in your toxicity. I want to know how you can cheat on her every day and not feel any remorse.
—  I want to know why you do it
If I had to tell you my biggest regret, that would be prioritizing a guy that didn’t even treat me like how I deserve to be treated and ignoring a guy that treated me like I was a star.
The truth is, unless you let go, unless you forgive yourself, unless you forgive the situation, unless you realize the situation is over, you cannot move forward.
—  Steve Maraboli

Here’s to the next boy I fall in love with

I will love you unconditionally all I ask is your attention and time

I will put you first I just ask that you do the same

I understand things but please explain them to me still

I am clingy please allow yourself to be clingy towards me as well it reassures me of that my feelings are valid

I promise to tell you all of my secrets and share my dreams and please be supportive and understanding of them

I want to know everything about you from your childhood to how your day was because chances are I would love to see a smile on your face.

I promise that I will love with all my being just please promise to love me just as much.

—  I am always the one to love more and Im doing my best to fix it
I guess my forgiveness towards you was a lot like your love for me. Most days I don’t feel like giving you my forgiveness because my heart doesn’t feel it. The only thing I feel towards you now is anger. But that’s the thing about forgiveness and love, they’re not just a feeling, they’re a choice. So while you’re a slave to you ever-changing feelings, I make my decisions with my head. That’s why everyday I choose to forgive you, even though my heart tells me you don’t deserve it. But I guess that’s just the difference between you and me.
—  Forgiveness
I waited around for you
hoping you’d say something.
Anything.
I wanted you to at least let me know
you cared,
But days went by and all I heard was radio silence.
Slowly the fire that was once there
began to fizzle.
I would no longer light up at
the mention of you
or wish for a different outcome.
That was when I knew,
I knew that it was time to add your name to the list of people
who didn’t care enough to stay.
—  S.F