Don’t let this destroy you. I know you loved him, you believed him when he said this was forever. I know it fucking kills but please don’t let it kill you. He doesn’t deserve it, not a second more of your time. He’s not worth the tears because as hard as it is to hear, it doesn’t hurt him to see you hurt. You are so much more than what he took away from you and I promise one day you will see that again.