motorcycle grandma

percontation-points  asked:

Request of everybody reacting to MC having a very bad panic/anxiety attack.

i have no idea how long you have been waiting, but i want to apologize for the wait. i really hope you like this one- i decided to do different types of anxiety attacks and panic attacks for each hc. by everybody, I’m assuming you mean the RFA; if you want me to add the trio, please ask after requests open again. hope you enjoy

TW: DESCRIPTIVE SCENARIOS THAT CAN CAUSE ANXIETY, ANGST, ABUSE MENTION,

Yoosung

-he wanted to take you out on a public date

-it seemed like a good idea at first, too

-what could go wrong at an amusement park?

-it’s not like you were constantly trying to appear socially acceptable

-you prevented yourself from fidgeting and bouncing your leg

-Yoosung held your hand through the whole ordeal

-someone eventually noticed your fidgeting

-your distracted eyes

-your masked fear

-you were already starting to get overstimulated

-but this witness had the nerve to come up to you and ask you

-”Do you have bugs, or something?”

-you look at this person

-”Yeah, you! You’re shaking like a chihuahua. Do you have fleas?”

-then that immense fear started building

-”N-n-no, wha- what a-a-a-re you t-a-a-lking abuot??”

-you couldn’t even hold back the stuttering, or the need to talk quickly

-Yoosung shot a concerned look at you

-you started nitpicking at your cuticles

-”Damn. Calm down; did your parents not hit you enough?”

-that was it

-at that moment is when you couldn’t speak and breathe

-your stomach felt like it was imploding

-you were shaking

-Yoosung was already angry, but at this point?

-p i  s s ed

-but that changed to absolute fear as he watched you

-you felt like your world was falling apart

-especially since Yoosung did nothing; it felt like you lost him too

-he had no idea what to do, so he, rather than hitting the guy

-he embraced you

-your legs felt weak and you couldn’t stand

-you were extremely embarrassed by the people staring

-so he dropped to the floor with you

-”Hey, MC…”

-”Follow my breathing”

-so you tried to, but it was hard to

-”I wanted to tell you five things today after our date, but right now is good too”

-”One: My world is much more colorful with you “

-”Two: You are my world, and I enjoy life with you”

-”Three: I love you”

-”Four: I want you to be with me forever; I never want you to leave”

-He looked into your eyes

-”Five: You make life better for me. Let me make your life better for you”

-he kissed you, tracing letters into your back

-your breathing became much more even, and you weren’t dizzy

-you were still anxious, and you were still shaking

-but you were in his arms, and he was stroking your hair

-that’s all that mattered

Zen

-you had to go to a family reunion

-Zen thought it’d be good if he went

-you agreed

-you were excited for him to meet some of your family members

-but you still didn’t want to go

-especially since you were going to arrive on his motorcycle

-you know how the elders of your family are

-so you practiced some breathing while holding onto him on your way there

-seems like the practice was pointless because you were still anxious before entering

-you were even more anxious about your grandparents gawking at your lover

-and his motorbike

-when you walked in you were pulled out of zen’s sight

-it was your grandma

-zen was crowded by your nieces, nephews, and cousins

-your anxiety worsened because you knew exactly why she pulled you over

-”Is that your boyfriend?”

-”Y-yes, grandma”

-”Motorcycles are dangerous, you know!”

-your throat tightened

-”He needs to cut that ponytail, he looks silly”

-your stomach clenched

-”Is he in a gang”

-your face reddened

-”Are those eye contacts? He looks like the devil’s son!”

-your fists clenched

-”He probably doesn’t even love you”

-and that was it, you felt ask if you were going to die

-but you couldn’t move

-and he heard it

-he returned only to find you crying and shaking

-you screamed at your grandma at a high pitch

-you defended zen, then accidentally kept fluctuating off and on topic

-you yelled about him being a great person in one sentence

-the next sentence you yelled about not being good enough for him

-and eventually your voice weakened and all you felt was worthless

-you blacked out

-all you remember is zen catching you as you fell

-you woke up at home, in bed

-”Hey babe…”

-you started crying gently

-He held you close and told you how much you mean to him

-”We deserve each other. She’s wrong”

-”You’re so beautiful and smart and you’re always there for me”

-you hugged him back

-”We don’t have to be around your family again if you like”

-you two discussed what your limits are and he promised to support you and defend you

-you stayed in bed that day, and so did he

Jaehee

-you two decided to go on a trip

-you’ve always hated airports and airplanes though

-security made you nervous

-what if you had something dangerous on you without knowing?

-what if they found said dangerous thing?

-would they shoot you?

-what if Jaehee has something dangerous on her? 

-fortunately, nothing dangerous was discovered

-but the crowds of people passing by you made you shaky

-you were waiting to board

-and this one guy kept staring at you

-and you tried to ignore it

-you started shaking more

-people started to look at you one by one 

-you felt dizzy and had a nausea

-then Jaehee directed your head towards her

-”MC, remember the steps”

-you couldn’t say anything

-”Step one…look for things in your environment that soothe you”

-you look at the night sky through the window

-you count stars and look for constellations as you sturdy your shakiness

-you watch the air of the AC ruffle Jaehee’s hair

-you look at the shininess of her ring

-”Step two…count your fingers and mine”

-you quickly count your fingers, building down to a more normal pace with each count

-she tapped her fingers in sync with your counting 

-”Step three… breathe with me”

-she held your hand and put it on her chest

-it took five minutes for your breathing to sturdy and your nausea to fade

-but it did

-she held you close and massaged your neck

-until it was time to board

Jumin

-he told you he was taking you out to eat

-you expected a small diner

-or a cafe

-but you did not expect a full-on fancy restaurant

-you were being stared at

-you weren’t dressed appropiately

-your hair wasn’t good enough

-and Jumin was being stared at too

-he’s handsome

-rich

-smart

-and what are you?

-nothing

-you left his side and ran out

-you were hyperventilating and crying

-your head kept repeating it

-imanobodyimanobodyimanobody

-a woman pulled her child away from you

-then you fainted, feeling nothing but worthless, ashamed, and afraid

-you woke up to see paramedics around you, and Jumin holding your hand while shaking

-you suffered a concussion

-that week was a blur

-after recovery, you and Jumin made a plan

-you had a codeword for when you felt anxious

-he no longer pressured you

Saeyoung 

-you were starting to think he might actually like you

-he wasn’t pushing you away as much

-you liked him and he liked you

-right?

-so one night you decide to ask him

-he was really absorbed in his work this night

-you didn’t want to annoy him

-but you wanted to ask him

-it was only a quick question, after all

-”Saeyoung?”

-he didn’t respond, and you tapped his shoulder

-”What do you want, MC?”

-you felt the ice in his voice run a chill through your body

-”I-I just wanted to k-know if you… l-l-li-”

-”Spit it out!” 

-your throat became dryer

-”Do you l-like me?”

-now you were just afraid of his answer

-he turned around and said “no”

-you froze

-you stood there, rigid

-staring at the back of his hair

-tears running down your face

-thoughts ran through your head

-calling you stupid

-naive

-unlovable

-you were barely breathing 

-he sighed in annoyance and turned around

-but you didn’t notice

-you shut out everything around you

-he started freaking out 

-”MC?! Can you hear me?”

-no

-”Can you move???” he asked while running up towards you

-no

-the world around you shook as if your brain was having an earthquake

-your conscience came back later, and you were lying on his bed

-he was sitting on the side with his head in his hands

-”Saeyoung?”

-”I’m sorry, MC. I do like you “

-”I’m just not good enough for you, MC”

-you sat next to him, holding his sweaty hand

-”I’m so sorry”

-”I forgive you, Saeyoung”

-after a night of sleep

-you both agreed to set boundaries for each other

-you both went to therapy since then

-your relationship became healthier


mod shayne helped me with Saeyoung’s scenario. i really hope this is good!

-mod r

anonymous asked:

what are some good reasons to go see Mad Max: Fury Road? I see you reblogging a lot of it :o

[pulls up pedestal] [taps microphone] [clears throat]

  • Charlize Theron looking amazing
  • Tom Hardy also looking amazing
  • a really interesting, creative, but also disturbing post-apocalyptic world
  • central female characters who are not grossly sexualized or used as action movie props
  • central female characters who all have distinct and unique personalities and kick ass in their own ways
  • Tom Hardy’s lips
  • Imperator Furiosa
  • this movie is a 2 hour long car chase that manages to keep you interested and invested
  • a gang of badass motorcycle riding desert grandmas who are good with plants
  • IMPERATOR FURIOSA
  • the two main heroes are disabled/neurodivergent
  • Nicholas Hoult providing a bit of comic relief (but his character still has a really good arc)
  • UNBELIEVABLE STUNTS like throughout half the movie i was sitting there going ‘how they do that’
  • IMPERATOR FURIOSA
  • jacked up cars
  • the whole movie is about destroying a dictator and patriarchy that’s built on sex slavery and oppression
  • women protecting and helping other women
  • it’s got lots of ultra-violence without being exploitative or gory
  • badass costumes
  • an amazing soundtrack
  • THIS FUCKING GUY

i’m probably missing a lot of good points but ye pls go see mad max