to the beautiful, gorgeous, amazing @markired,
it’s hard to believe it’s been a little over a year since we’ve been friends. we’ve come such a long way from being too shy to talk to each other and write with one another, to idiots who snapchat each other pointless things and who scream over boys who have too many egos. you push me endlessly to be a better person, to be happy when i’m sad, and to be true to myself no matter what. you’re there on my bad days when i feel like everything is spiraling out of control, and you’ve been there when i was convinced i was going crazy to hold my hand and tell me that i was fine and get my mind off of everything. you’re constantly this positive light that i’m a moth to a flame to, and it’s crazy to think that i let someone in after i swore to myself that i wouldn’t let another person close again. you managed to slip through my walls, and i’m thankful every day for it. you’re truly my best friend, someone who i love immensely, and who i can’t imagine being without.
you’ve pushed me to be better with writing, with editing, with gifs, and you’re always so encouraging even when i’m down and out about something. you’re there to scream with me when someone reblogs my things, and i seriously love our friend dates where we play along with the team when it comes to livestreams. how many times have we absolutely failed at jacksbox already? you’re a wonderful person, from he inside out, and you have such a beautiful, precious soul. you care so much about being happy and beating demons when they start creeping up. you make such amazing art (because lets face it, every thing you do is art), and you’re such a little nerd deep down.
i love you from the bottom of my heart, and i’m so glad you broke through the nervousness and messaged me.
i hope you have the happiest of happy birthdays, i hope you eat cake, get some yummy dinner, and that you have all the most brilliant days <3 i love you immensely, i hope you get everything that you want and love, and i send you the bestest of wishes <3
you are truly the warf to my dark, and i wouldn’t have it any other way <3