REMEMBER ME but forget my fate ↛ A mix for Morgause
[Malory & White]
A GOLDEN CROWN = ramin djawadi | instrumental |
“And King Lot of Lothian and of Orkney then wedded Morgause that was Gawain’s mother.”
YOUR ONLY DOLL (DORA) = laura marling | In his bed I am queen, unobtainable me, sexual being, human with feelings. The two are not me.
THE QUEEN’S APPROACH = the decemberists | instrumental |
“…King Arthur rode unto Caerleon. And thither came unto him King Lot’s wife of Orkney, in a manner of a message, but she was sent thither to espy the court of King Arthur, and she came richly beseen, with her four sons Gawain, Gaheris, Agravaine, and Gareth, with many other knights and ladies, for she was passing fair lady. Wherefore the King cast great love unto her, and desired to lie by her. And so they were agreed, and he begot upon her Sir Mordred, ad she was sister on the mother’s side, Igraine , unto Arthur.”
“He woke with a start, to find a black-haired, blue-eyed beauty in front of him […] This is the first time the young King had seen her, and she knew that she was looking her best […] Perhaps it was because he had never known a mother of his own, so that the role of mother love, as she stood with her children behind her, took him between wind and water. Whatever the explanation may have been, the Queen of Air and Darkness had a baby by her half-brother nine months later. It was called Mordred.”
BAT’S MOUTH = bat for lashes | The caves of our mouths are forests, darkness and the air. He is kind, she is free, wants to show him, she is sure.
CRUEL = tori amos | Lover brother, my vine twists around your need. I can be cruel, I don’t know why.
SMOTHER = daughter | All my children can become me. What at mess I leave to follow.
DARKNESS, DARKNESS = lisa torban | Darkness, darkness, long and lonesome. I have felt the edge of sadness, I have known the depths of fear. Take away this pain of knowing.
MORDRED’S LULLABY = heather dale | For you are the proof of how he betrayed her loyalty. For the child of my body, the flesh of my soul, will die in returning the birthright he stole.
THE FIRES I STARTED = unwoman | I will end here listening to the sound of my own breathing. To my many accomplishments, though you never heard what I meant.
“The Queen of Orkney was there but a while, but Sir Lamorak should come to her […] And then he went unto the queen’s bed, and she made of him passing great joy, and he of her again, for either loved passing sore.”
LILITH = susanne sundfør| It’s all trouble ‘cause you want to feel it. You lie across the table, you swear and rhyme. Thinking that someone might suit your body.
“So when Sir Gaheris saw his time, he came to their bedside all armed, with his sword naked, and suddenly he got his mother by her hair and struck off her head. When Sir Lamorak saw the blood dash upon him all hot, which was the blood that he loved passing well, wit you well he was sore abashed and dismayed of that dolorous sight.”
“The murder of Queen Morgause had not been done on purpose. Agravaine had done it on the spur of the moment - in his outraged passion, he said - but they knew by instinct that it was from jealousy.”
LAID IN EARTH = ane brun | I’m laid in earth, may my wrongs create no trouble, no trouble in thy breast. Remember me, remember me but ah…Forget my fate.
LILY’S THEME = alexandre desplat | instrumental |
“Now that [Morgause] was dead, [Mordred] had become her grave. She existed in him like the vampire. When he moved, when he blew his nose, he did it with her movement.”
[LISTEN] -all quotes are from Malory/T.H. White-