"While I thought that I was learning how to live, I have been learning how to die."
Since I don’t really know anyone on here..
I’ve been thinking a lot lately
No matter how many people are in a room
My mind always reminds me that I’m alone
I joke a lot, mainly cause I’d rather laugh at everything than be so serious like everyone else
We could be having the best time and then suddenly my mind wants to drag me down with old thoughts leading me to be anti
I get anxiety when I’m rethinking all the conversations that I’ve had in that week or two years ago
I used to hide it better, but the more time that passes, the more I’m hoping that everything will stop.
Like I won’t have to wake up and deal with myself anymore