monthsary message

I can't believe i am this corny during my relationship days with my ex.

Exhibition A

One year and six months later, i still get the same pterodactyls in my stomach from when you first held my hand. No one has ever taken cared of and loved me like you do. Thank you for putting up with my crankiness every morning and when i’m sleep deprived and stressed, my tongue of fire when i’m angry, my habit of biting you when i’m bored, my grouchiness when i’m hungry, my endless rants after getting out of a heated argument, my complaints when i’m uncomfortable, and all the other things i do that wears you out. Thank you for pulling me out of every rut i find myself in and for always saving me from myself. Thank you for always fighting for me no matter how much trouble it causes you. Thank you so much for always protecting me and putting me before anything else, even yourself. Thank you for making me your princess. I love you more than Kitkat and KFC FShots + Coleslaw combined, french fries, chicken nuggets, white chocolate, my shoes and clothes, minions, weekends, shopping, and my favorite tv shows combined. Thank you for this crazy, beautiful year. Congratulations, you’re still alive and in one piece! Hee! Happy 18th Monthsary, my love!

P.S I’m so sorry for being cheap today, i didn’t get you some classy clothes and whatnot but you do know that it’s the thought that counts. I still have boo-boos from trying to make these balloons as good as they look. Hehe. And for making these letter gums on top of these cupcakes! Hehe. I love you a thousand red M&Ms! I’ll make up for the next “surprise”.

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Exhibition B

Anything worth anything takes work and that includes relationships, there will be times when the heartache and distance and lack of time pulls so tightly on the strings of the heart, pero kailangan mong maging matibay kasi sa huli, when you are finally reunited for that long period of time you were waiting so anxiously for, you’ll know in your heart that you have overcome something others wouldn’t. You have fought that uphill battle others would be deathly afraid of and failed during the war. You have won the battle and you did it with each other. I can’t come up with a perfect sentence to describe my life right now. All i know is that i am an interrogative sentence at ikaw lang mismo ang perpektong sagot sa akin. Happy Monthsary, Hon. I love you.

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And Facebook graciously reminded me for my obviously heart wrenching ka-kornihan today. Lol. Well, i can’t believe it’s been 4yrs since that day. And i can’t believe i stayed single for 3yrs! Hahaha. But i’m fine, i’m happy. Not all the time since i still have those “wish i have someone special around me nowadays” thingy buuut my heart’s beating normally so i guess we’re good.

Damn! 3yrs Syv? 3yrs? I cannot push it anymore to 5 you know, because ugghh the baby thing! Hahahahaha. Whelp, what a good day to scare any man away, Syv! Lol. —Sorry i tend to have this normal conversations in my head with myself whenever i’m anxious or anything. Can’t help it. I’m pretty crazy. Haha.

1 year and 2 months *le blush

Uy, twogether forever day nanaman. 1 year and 2 months na tayo. Mejj tumatagal na tayo. Tumataba ka na din. Ano konek? :) Dami natin away. Nakaka-cancer sa bangs. Grabe ka na ngayon. Lagi mo nalang ako inaaway. Dati, hindi mo ko pinapabayaan mag-inarte. Ngayon, pinapabayaan mo na ko umuwi. Huhu. Pero hinahabol mo pa din ako. Hihi. Nagkaka-pride ka na. Lagi mo nalang ako pinapaiyak. Napaka-bad mo. Sorry ka nalang lagi ng sorry. At ako naman si tanga, Mahal na mahal ka pa din. Hindi nga kita awayin sa loob ng 24 oras eh. Hindi kita kaya mawala sakin eh. Mahal na mahal kasi kita. Alam mo, kahit hindi pa tayo ganun ka-tagal feeling ko 5 years na tayo! Kahit inaaway kita, kahit madami akong nasasabi na mga masasakit na bagay sayo, kahit sinusumbatan kita minsan, hindi pa rin nawawala pagmamahal ko sayo. Hindi na magbabago yung paniniwala ko na ikaw yung gusto ko makasama habang buhay. Wala naman akong nagugustuhan na iba. Hindi ko naman sila pinapansin. Yung mga ngiti ko? Ngiti lang yun. Pero mundo ko? sayo lang umiikot. Buhay ko? Ikaw lang dahilan. Ikaw lang nagpapasaya sa akin eh. Ginagawa ko lahat para sa relasyong to. At gagawin ko pa ang lahat para lang tumagal to, para sa atin, at para sayo. Pasensya na kung napaka-babaw at selosa ko minsan. Gusto ko kasi akin ka lang. Pasensya na kung lagi nalang kita binibgyan ng problema. Hindi ko naman hiniling na saktan ka.

eto na nga pala yung poem ko para sayo:

Sorry for the bullshit, sorry for dragging my feet

Sorry for the loneliness, Forgive me I was just careless

Sorry for being mean, It wasn’t actually my dream

Sorry for letting you down, I promise not to push you around

Sorry because sometimes I lie, for escaping and just cry

Sorry for flirting other boys, trust me they are just my toys

Sorry for all the things I’ve done, I swear that you’re my only man.

Cause the reality its’s you, that I really want to live to.

Yes, I want to live with you forever. But, problems come to us whenever.

But I know we can make it through, because I believe in you.

I understand if you can’t forgive me, just always remember that I will love you eternally.

And the most important part of our story, it’s when me and you became we.

I love you, baby.

***

Ang corny ko no? Heeheehee. Happy 1 year and 2 months of love Baby! I love you so much. More than numbers can count, more than words can say, and more than actions can show! I love you super duper mega over to the deepest part of the ocean up to the crust, mantle, core hotter than the sun and brighter than the star and to infinity and beyond truly madly deeply do forever UNTIL THE END. Boom! :’) I love you supermuchness Alien baby! Alien ka kasi unique ka. Haha! Mahal na mahal kita!

Baby, ang handsome mo forever~

Lalalalala… reminiscing. Lagi nalang ikaw ang kumikiss sakin. Nakaka-ilan ka na ah. 

“If I’m juliet, then you’re Romeo. As long as I’m breathing, I love you to death.”

Prepared by: Jasmine Kate.

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Siya yung lalaking:

  • Hindi makakatiis na di magtetext sayo kahit 5 minutes ka pa lang di nakakareply
  • Hindi makakatiis na di ka tatawagan sa buong isang araw
  • Gabi gabi may nobelang goodnight text sayo
  • Iniintindi nya pagka moody mo
  • Maglalambing sayo minu-minuto
  • Ayaw na umuwi pag magkasama kayo
  • Nagagalit pag may ibang umagaw ng atensyon mo
  • Hahawakan kamay mo pag naglalakad kayo sa public areas
  • Makakasundo mo sa pagkain
  • Pinag aaralan mga chords sa gitara ng kantang gusto mo
  • Hindi nahihiyang ipakilala ka sa mga tropa nya lalo sa relatives at especially sa family nya
  • Sasabihin sayong priceless yung smile mo kaya lagi ka ngumiti
  • Nakasuporta sa work mo kahit busy ka lagi
  • Papatawanin ka pag malungkot ka
  • Makikinig sa bawat kwento mo
  • Magpapaalam pa para magbasketball at mag gym
  • Gusto kasama ka nyang nag seserve sa church
  • Hindi matutulog nang di kayo okay
  • Ginagawa ang best nya para lagi syang okay sa paningin ng parents mo
  • Hindi nahihiyang makipag PDA sayo sa facebook
  • Araw araw may matatanggap kang compliment galing sakanya
  • Hindi nya hahayaang ma-down ka
  • Naku-kyutan sa height differenes nyong dalawa
  • Lastly, araw araw nyang pinapadama sayo na mahal na mahal ka nya kahit di naman kayo araw araw nagkakasama

Napakaraming lalaki sa mundo na pwede kong maging long time boyfriend pero siya ang binigay sakin ni Lord. Wala akong regrets kahit isa. Sobrang thankful ko na nakilala ko sya. Promise kung ikaw ngayon ang nasa sitwasyon ko, feeling mo talaga ikaw ang pinaka maswerteng babae sa buong mundo. Sa 2 years and 7 months na relationship nanamin, nakilala ko na ang better-half ko. :“) ♥

Hi beeeeeb koooo. Wag kang maiiyak pag nabasa mo to ha? Mahal na mahal kita sobraaaaa. Happy monthsary! :) ♥ ♥ Pasensya na sa mga pagkukulang ko. Bawi bawi din ag may time. I LOVE YOU SO MUCH ETHEL BERG CAÑEZO. :) ♥ ♥ Thankyou sa lahat lahat ng ginagawa mobng efforts everyday at sa lifetime love mo para sakin. Very proud gf here. ^_____^v