Perfect birthday weekend. Partied, spent quality time with family and friends, ate good food. What more could I ask for? (Well I guess more time so I could study -.- but w.e)

Truthfully, I was skeptical about how it would turn out I didn’t really look forward to turning 20, but I enjoyed every minute of feeling like a princess


its all an

Experimentation Process.

Growing up, my father always told me to make decisions based on data. With such a difficult decision ahead, I guess for once I should listen to him.

Hypothesis: There is almost nothing. And given the freedom, words will become false. Sample A and C will disappear and Sample F will appear. Sample F is optional.


Night 1 - Introduction. (Reanalyze later)

Day 1 - Confusion. Hypothesis was proven wrong and right. Sample A really did go missing, but there was an little bit of an imitation. Sample C could be seen. Sample F is still to be proved.

Night 2 - Hypothesis proven. Although, there were signs of Sample C early on in the night.

Day 2 - In progress. So far, hypothesis proven.

Conclusion: If hypothesis proven, do myself a favor. If not, guess I was wrong. There’s hope.

Analysis Questions:

1. Was it the hypothesis confirmed or denied?

2. Sample A, Sample C, and Sample F. Which one?

3. Given the data, what do you want to do? What are you going to do?

Reanalyze all given information especially introduction, for all possible errors. Conclude and stick to it.

Yeah right
  • Noah: Would you just stay with me?
  • Allie: Stay with you? What for? Look at us, we're already fightin'
  • Noah: Well that's what we do, we fight... You tell me when I am being an arrogant son of a bitch and I tell you when you are a pain in the ass. Which you are, 99% of the time. I'm not afraid to hurt your feelings. You have like a 2 second rebound rate, then you're back doing the next pain-in-the-ass thing.
  • Allie: So what?
  • Noah: So it's not gonna be easy. It's gonna be really hard. We're gonna have to work at this every day, but I want to do that because I want you. I want all of you, for ever, you and me, every day. Will you do something for me, please? Just picture your life for me? 30 years from now, 40 years from now? What's it look like? If it's with him, go. Go! I lost you once, I think I can do it again. If I thought that's what you really wanted. But don't you take the easy way out.
I can honestly say

I am truly proud of myself (: I truly have become a better person. Building better habits. I may not have everything in the world but I appreciate everything more. No longer even bring my laptop to school. Taking notes by hand has its benefits and it allows me to be more aware of what is really going on. Sure I don’t have a job but I’m still up from 8:30 am and I’m at school til 5. No one can give me shit because I know I have enough heart to be better. Be good. During my breaks I associate with others, help people stressing or do hw. Quite honestly I can’t remember the last time I felt so self-satisfied. Hope this lasts (:

Back to the 10 year plan

Gotta keep reminding myself what I’m here for. School starts Monday…

Monica, please be ready.

Raise my grades, transfer. Awayy from here.

Get into med school.

Finish my residency.

Get settled, live the independent dream life I’ve always wanted in my own apartment.

Use the extra money I earn to pursue things I’m passionate about… such as art.

Get married after 30, have babies. (Although, if having a baby didn’t come with so many responsibilities and didn’t come with a father, I’d be happy to have one now. I love kids. Too bad it’d get in the way of things.)

Get old.

It’s not easy but I can do it (:

Sit back, relax, think back

When was the last time you actually laughed? Not just the fake oh-you’re-funny-because-I-don’t want-to-be-rude laughs. Not the ones where you gotta pretend and force out. I’m talking about the ones that sounded so fugly it was beautiful. The ones that you can’t control. The ones that just come out unforced. Or in general, when was the last time you laughed?

Last night was the mOSt I’ve laughed in so long. I need more laughter in my life :D

Let’s commit the perfect crime (;

To me, from me.

Shooooo schandalous

Ahahahahahaahaa. And I’m still laughing about the incident. The expessions, the humiliation. It’s called karma babyy and I gotchu back and I gotchu HARD. Booooyaaa ;P

Day 2. Good ass day (:

Made money, had dim sum, RAN!! first time I’ve ran in sooooooo longggggggggg omg so out of shape

If you want to get what you never had, you gotta do what you’ve never done.

Got resting time again (: favorite part of the day -.- then outtttttt on that movie date to go watch Mission Impossible. Yeeee!


One of my fav songs when I was younger.

I’m a big big girl in a big big girl it’s not a big big thing if you leave me


Really isn’t easy.

Unless the student is smart. It’s especially hard when to teach English to non native speakers. Oh well this will help my education too though

And I just realized… I’m going to be going to school 2x full time, working, and training all at once when school starts. Uh oh………………..

Half Marathon October 7th.