Hello little ones, I have a grave announcement. I will no longer continue working on this blog, mommy has come to terms and decided it would be best for me to leave. There is a pit feeling in mommy’s stomach not thinking this is the time for me to be a mommy online as of right now. I hope you can all understand, I’m sorry for such a short notice and hope all of you do well. Much love, thank you for the support. Xx
“Are you sure you’re okay?” Joe looked down at me with a slight frown, his hands hovering unsure as to what to do.
“I’m fine, babe. Relax.” I smile at him, a hand on my stomach.
I was about five months pregnant, and while Joe was excited, he had also become very protective over me. It was mostly cute, but I just wanted him to relax and enjoy the pregnancy before the real worry began. Although I don’t mention that, because the last time I did it sent him into full panic mode. Not fun.
“I am relaxed.” He told me, looking very unrelaxed and tense.
I roll my eyes and tug his arm so he’s sat next to me on the couch. I snuggle up against him, feeling Joe slowly begin to relax as he moved his arm around me.
“Everything is fine, and will continue to be. Alright?” I ask him, lacing our fingers together.
“Yeah, you’re right. Guess I’ve been reading to many things online.” He sighed.
“I’m banning you from the mommy boards online.” I say, half jokingly.
“Oh shush, they have some good tips on there.” Joe mumbles as we both begin to drift off. Pregnancy was exhausting, for both of us.
I awoke some time later, blinking into the darkness.
There was something that woke me up, but I couldn’t quite place it. I glanced over at Joe, seeing him still sleeping soundly. Smiling, I slip out of his hold, standing and making my way to the bathroom. I assumed I just had to go to the bathroom, that was usually why I woke up in the middle of the night. Frequently.
I was about half way to my destination when the pain struck. Hard,
I used the wall to steady myself as I gasped softly, stumbling slightly. I breathe in and out for a moment, working my way through the wave of pain that was slowly fading.
I bit my lip, hoping that it was nothing to worry about. Deciding that it was safe to move again, I took another step forward. Only to be hit again by another wave of pain.
This time I cried out loud, falling to my knees as it swelled over me.
Faintly I registered the sound of Joe calling out my name as he made his way over to me, but I was too focused on breathing and dealing with the pain.
“Y/N! Please talk to me, oh gods, are you okay?” Joe’s words finally made it past the haze, and I felt his hand on my back, rubbing circles into it.
I realized that we were fully sat on the floor, with him sat in front of me.
“M'fine.” I mumble, my breathing slowly returning to normal.
“What the fuck happened?” A terrified look shines in his eyes, and I reach blindly for his hand, feeling some comfort when I find it.
“I was going to go pee.” I give him a small smile, trying to calm him down.
“Last time I checked, going pee didn’t include collapsing to the floor, Y/N.” Joe’s tone was serious, and fear was hiding behind his words.
“Just a bit of pain, that’s all.” I manage to get out just as another wave of pain, although less intense, rolls across my body. I close my eyes, squeezing Joe’s hand as I ride the wave this time, worry growing in my chest.
“That’s it. We’re going to the hospital.” Joe stands, grabbing our jackets and shoes while calling a car, helping me into it when it arrives.
Neither of us speak on the journey, and he does all the talking to the nurse. We still remain silent as they run some tests and leave us sitting in the room, waiting for a doctor to come.
“Joe,” I finally say, looking at him with tear filled eyes. “What if…what if something-”
He shakes his head, cutting me off. “No, we aren’t thinking like that.” He drops a kiss in my forehead, a comforting hand on my leg. “Everything will be okay.”
As he finishes speaking, the doctor walks in, a smile on his face.
“Good evening. Or we’re probably closer to morning now.” He jokes, and I take that as a good sign. “I know you’re both worried, so I’ll just get right in to it. The baby is fine. Still perfectly healthy. These pains happen on occasion to some first time mothers, and the level of pain varies from woman to woman. But no need to worry, this time. I would recommend resting for the next week or so, just let your body relax. And make sure you don’t do anything to strenuous for the remainder of the pregnancy. Also, if you experience any more pains like this, do not hesitate to come in right away. We want to make sure your baby remains healthy.”
I feel the heavy weight in my chest leave as the doctor speaks, and can also visually see Joe relax as well. I give his hand a squeeze and smile up at him.
“Thank you, doc.” Joe shakes the doctors hand before he leaves the room, off to see more patients.
Joe helps me get my jacket back on before we too head out the door, ready to go back home to sleep.
The silence on the way home is different, more relaxed and calm.
We don’t speak until we’re laid up in bed together, our hands laced together over my stomach.
“See, it helps to be worried at times.” Joe tells me, his thumb rubbing circles into my stomach.
“Just don’t become an over protective person for the rest of the pregnancy, please.” I ask him, smiling teasingly at him.
“No promises, love.” He replies, kissing me on the lips.
I laughed softly as we settled into bed, secretly glad to have Joe be so protective of me and our baby.
•Status: Single, Bisexual, Poly
•Role: Little, brat, princess
•little age: 3-6
•Titles preferred: Ducky, princess, doll, little one, etc.
•Looking for: mommy, daddy
•Online or in person: I would like to start out as online, get to know each other and grow, before we meet up.
•Ages preferred: 23+(I like people that are older than me)
•Sexual/non sexual: I would like to start off as non sexual then perhaps move to being sexual.
Hello, my name is Taylor, I prefer to go by Ducky. You may be wondering, how did you come up with the name Ducky? Well, Land Before Time is my favorite movie, Ducky is my favorite character. Plus I really love ducks. I am a 20 year old female who has been in the life actively for 3 years, going on 4 years. I have had a few daddy doms and mommy doms. I am searching and exploring more lifestyles and learning more.
I also do apologize if none of this makes sense, I am dyslexic and have a hard time wording things probably for someone to understand me. I am a full time cook-dietary aide-dishwasher at a nursing home, and a full time caregiver for my mom who has ALS, so I may not always have the time to a Be active with you. I love to read, cook, bake, color, draw, and so much more.
I do have ADHD, so I am usually pretty hyper active. I am also very sarcastic and can be an asshole. I tend to cuss like a sailor, a bad habit that I am trying to break. I love being read stories, someone telling me what they want to do with me. There is plenty to know about me, feel free to ask questions.
I am also super clingy, will send you random selfies/pictures through the day. So you must be okay with receiving random pictures, dealing with me being clingy and wanting your attention.
Thank you for taking the time to read this, and hope to hear from you.
“Akyli where are you?” I asked looking around the living room at the mess
“Boo” She said jumping out
I chuckled, “Akyli look at this mess, baby”
“I sorry” She said
I bent down giving her a kiss. “It’s okay are you going to help Mommy clean it up?” I asked
She nodded her head, and sat down with me and began cleaning up her toys. “Babe! I’m back” Kevin said as he walked through the door.
“Daddy!” Akyli said getting up and running towards her Dad
Kevin smiled, picking her up. Giving me a kiss, he sat down on the couch with Akyli in his lap. “Are you helping Mommy clean up?” Kevin asked
She nodded, “Yes, I big girl”
I chuckled, and watched as she began to put away things. Afterwards when she was all finished we headed into the kitchen so I could give her, her snack. As we all sat in the kitchen Akyli looked over to Kevin and I as we read something online. “Mommy, Daddy” Akyli said
We both looked up, “What happened, Akyli?” I asked
“Are we going to have baby?” She asked
I raised an eyebrow, “A baby?” I asked
She nodded, “Yes another baby, like Lizzie’s Mommy”
“Is that what you want Akyli?” Kevin asked
Akyli nodded her head, “Yes I want a brother”
“A boy?Wow she really is my daughter” Kevin said looking over to me
I raised an eyebrow at him, “Really Kevin”
He chuckled, “Are you sure, you know you’re going to have to share your toys now right?”
Akyli nodded, “I share with baby Jay all the time” She said referring to her baby cousin Jaylen
“That is true”I said
I looked over to Kevin, who just shrugged. “Akyli, we’re gonna go and pack the car we’ll be right back” Kevin said standing up
Akyli paid no attention to us, as she played with the remaining toys that were left out. As Kevin and I began to put the bags in the car he stopped suddenly. “You know I don’t think it’ll be bad to have another baby” He said looking at me
I raised an eyebrow, “Maybe not for you” I said
Kevin chuckled, “So you’re saying it would?”
I shook my head, “No I’m not saying it would be bad, but what I am saying is it’s a lot to think about. And it’s not like it can just happen if we plan it” I said putting the bag in the trunk
Kevin shrugged, “You never know”
I chuckled, “I kind of do know Kevin, remember how much we planed for Akyli and it didn’t work? But then we go on a trip and come back pregnant?”
“True, but think about it babe wouldn’t it be cute having another little one running around the place?” He asked wrapping his arms around me
I smiled, “It would be nice”
Kevin smiled,and placed a kiss on my lips. “Let’s finish here so we could get going” He said
I nodded and we finished packing the trunk, by the time we got into the house Akyli was laying on the couch asleep. “Did we really take that long?” I asked
Kevin shrugged his shoulders, “Didn’t we just go outside like 10 minutes ago?”
~~In The Car
Once we had made sure we had everything that we needed we headed out towards Kevin’s Parents house. Akyli was in the back watching something on the little TV. “Mommy, will it be a girl?” Akyli asked
I turned around to look at her, “Will what be a girl Akyli?” I asked
“The baby! Or a boy?”
Kevin and I chuckled, “Akyli there’s no baby yet” I said
“Why not? Did the birdie not bring it?”
I looked at her confused, “Baby what bird are you talking about? ” I asked her
“The one in the sky that delivers babies”
I looked over to Kevin, “What is she talking about?” I asked him
“The stork” Kevin whispered
Still confused I asked, “What does that have to do with babies?”
Kevin sighed, “You never heard the story of the stork delivering a baby to a couple?”
I shook my head, “Nope not once did I hear that”
“So where’s the baby going to come from?” Akyli asked
“Mommy’s tummy” Kevin said
As I looked over to Akyli’s shocked face, I looked back to Kevin. “MOMMY ATE THE BABY?!” Akyli yelled
I shook my head trying to calm her down, “No baby, Akyli , Akyli Zoë Trapp” I called to her
She turned to me,“Daddy said you are the babies”
I shook my head once more, “No Akyli, what happens is-”
“Wait you’re not telling her the actual uncut and unclean version are you?” Kevin interrupted
I looked at him and whispered, “I’m not that stupid”
He chuckled, “Just thought I’d ask”
I rolled my eyes and turned back to Akyli, “Okay Akyli what happens is there’s this special moment when something even more happens an the baby ends up in Mommy’s tummy. I don’t eat the baby, the baby just ends up in Mommy’s tummy” I said
Akyli nodded her head, “Okay Mommy, but when do I get to see the baby?”
my mom’s streaming a video for the first time and keeps checking out the window to see if anyone’s watching, because she’s breaking the law and thinks she’s going to go to jail if the neighbours see her watching Downton Abbey online