High low pickalo. Pickalo high low.

what happened to that mellow fade..
these skyrocketing highs
and those steep lows
got me all kinds of jet lagged
and as wild as the ride is
it’s exhausting
physically, emotionally, mentally
deliberately putting yourself through these ups and downs
makes you question if it’s worth it
and each time, it feels like my descend reaches deeper into ground level, and i get stuck there for that much longer
I miss that slight fade in and out of my high

I’m just tryna get my mind right.