so i still really like danny. and it’s throwing me off because i’m a total coward. on the way back, we were sitting in silence, when he asks, “penny for your thoughts?” i thought that was sweet. i don’t know if - i don’t think that - anyone has ever asked me that before. it caught me off guard and he said it so softly and i choked on my spit anyway so it was embarrassing but i couldn’t straight up tell him i like him because surprise - i’m a coward. so no, that didn’t happen. anyway.
he’s really amazing, though. the lesson he taught today during sunday school was really something. we spoke about our heavenly family and a verse that he talked about helped me realize something that never really hit home before. i had been feeling really anxious, like i was gonna have an attack, and i felt really terrible just before going to class. but after five minutes of standing in the library with my face planted into the table, i resolved to go to class and grabbed some paper so i could write or doodle a little bit. and the verse danny talked about was one where moses was confronted by the devil after speaking with the Lord. and satan tries his best to tempt moses, who replies, “who are you, to tempt me? i am a son of God.”
and that kinda hit me. moses basically said to the devil himself “who are you? you’re nothing and i, i am a son of God. so fite me m8, i’ll win” and it made me realize that all the crappy thoughts in my head are from satan. and who is he that he should bring me down? i am a daughter of the Most High. i am a princess in the eternal kingdom of God. and satan is trying to drag me down? i’m better than that. i’m more than that. and i’m willing to fight for that.