molly is a mormon

if you told high school molly mormon rrrawrf that she would grow up to like rise against and volbeat and dragonforce and flogging molly and fall out boy she would have been Very Concerned but here we are

mini life update

I keep asking for prayers, so I thought I’d just mention a little that’s going on. I’m really struggling to balance what I believe and who I am with the Molly Mormon that I’ve been projecting. Living at home is much harder than I expected and my relationship with my mom is incredibly difficult. I have been feeling like my friendships are few and weak. And more than anything, I feel deeply and fundamentally sad, and have been struggling to believe in a worthwhile/meaningful future. Prayers regarding these things would be appreciated, and I probably will not stop asking for them anytime soon. Thank you. ❤

American Beauty (Michael) part 1

Request: Nope. This is actually a story that I wrote a while ago on my other blog and I decided to edit it (cause it was crap) and repost it here!

a/n: I will also be re-editing a few other things from my old blog so expect those as well sometime in the near future! -Gabby

Masterlist

Part 2 - Part 3 - Part 4 - Part 5

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so i still really like danny. and it’s throwing me off because i’m a total coward. on the way back, we were sitting in silence, when he asks, “penny for your thoughts?” i thought that was sweet. i don’t know if - i don’t think that - anyone has ever asked me that before. it caught me off guard and he said it so softly and i choked on my spit anyway so it was embarrassing but i couldn’t straight up tell him i like him because surprise - i’m a coward. so no, that didn’t happen. anyway.

he’s really amazing, though. the lesson he taught today during sunday school was really something. we spoke about our heavenly family and a verse that he talked about helped me realize something that never really hit home before. i had been feeling really anxious, like i was gonna have an attack, and i felt really terrible just before going to class. but after five minutes of standing in the library with my face planted into the table, i resolved to go to class and grabbed some paper so i could write or doodle a little bit. and the verse danny talked about was one where moses was confronted by the devil after speaking with the Lord. and satan tries his best to tempt moses, who replies, “who are you, to tempt me? i am a son of God.”

and that kinda hit me. moses basically said to the devil himself “who are you? you’re nothing and i, i am a son of God. so fite me m8, i’ll win” and it made me realize that all the crappy thoughts in my head are from satan. and who is he that he should bring me down? i am a daughter of the Most High. i am a princess in the eternal kingdom of God. and satan is trying to drag me down? i’m better than that. i’m more than that. and i’m willing to fight for that.

Expectations Part 1

a/n; here’s a little something to make everyone smile. part 2 is coming soon. As always my requests are open! If you want a personal imagine you can leave a request with your name and what you look like and which boy you want. Enjoy!

MASTERLIST

After and unexpected run in with Michael, Sophie becomes intrigued with the boy, but is held back by the expectations everyone has of her. But slowly she reveals that there is more to her than what you see at first glance. 

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I just realized now much negativity is everywhere and how much I don’t need it. it was kind of liberating, feeling like I didn’t need to internalize the anger from a post I saw. I don’t have to read it. I’m good.

I saw Kat tonight and talked about Joseph and palmyra. I love her.

and today I learned again the fact that God knows us each individually and that He knows what we need and when we need it. I’m so grateful for a Heavenly Father who knows me and loves me as much as He does. we are so blessed to have an Eternal Father like Him.

OSRR: 483

so today I spent it at the heritage park ward instead of at Peterborough because my moms key’s got locked in the car when we were trying to warm it up, so I told them all to leave to go to church and I’d stay until the guy came to do the thing, and then after the guy came I went and took a nap until I had to leave.

I’d like to say how glad I am that I went there today because I learned a lot. it’s things I should have already known for a long time, but there are sometimes things that you just don’t ever get until it’s nailed into your cranium by something that you can’t break. so I got to reflect on the statement of “put the needs of others above your wants, but not the wants of others above your needs” because that’s something I do all the time because I’m like, who cares about me, because that’s how I am. I was also reminded of how I need to be patient and trust in the Lord because things will be done in His timeframe, not mine. still, I’m frustrated and lonely a lot, in addition to being stressed beyond belief and the like, but at least I’m reminded that I’m not alone, and that I never was. I may have felt like it, but I was never truly alone.