I’ve wanted this for the longest time. I want to progress, to realize my dreams, my goals, my visions. I want to see myself getting closer to them. But to be honest, I’m not doing enough. I mean, I work hard but I’m not working effectively and I know that it’s one of the reasons I get so frustrated with myself. I’m running around the same level, killing the same enemies and at the end of it all, I don’t level up in a meaningful way. It sucks. It makes me feel like I’m failing. I’m not progressing my story and soon, they’re won’t be enough pages left. I need a change. I don’t know how exactly, but I need to do better. I have to now more than ever.
This is supposed to be an inspirational story. A motivational story. Something you can read from the beginning and see how far you can go. How far I can go. I want to mod this game called life. I don’t intend to cheat my way through it. If anything, I want the mod to be on myself, so I can play this game better. So this is my game log if you will. A journal. It’s where I will keep my stats. My player name? M.O.Defy, or M.O. for short. I think it’s a cleaver alias.
This is kind of cool because even if no one reads this, I can still see what I did right and what I did wrong. I can make alterations. I can change my programming. I can finally level up in a meaningful way. I know it’s going to be difficult and I know that as the story progresses, it’s going to get more difficult. But then again, isn’t that what makes the game so much fun?
I’ll post all my stats from the day on here, but to be fair a lot of these entries will be more fitness oriented. Workout entries, meal plans, sleep patterns. But not the only thing. I’m too ambitious. I want more out of life. So, my other aspirations will be on here. Music, art, school. All my glory. All my triumph All my trials. All my failures. Hopefully, M.O. will be as far as this gets. I want the players to connect with the game, not necessarily me. I am only a player, an avatar in the MMRPG. Anyone can beat this game. I’m going to figure this out. I’m going to break this code. I’m going to mod this game and win. I just want to see how this story progresses and if the hero wins.
So, press start.