I woke up with a weird dream… Umm, I don’t know how to start this post so I’m just gonna put how my day went.

• So as I said, I woke up with a weird dream. You’re probably gonna think that I’m a freak or something but I freakin’ dreamed that I had an incest relationship with my freakin’ brother jfc that is so fucked up :((((( And the other dream, let’s just say that I’m just gonna keep it to myself. (Future self, if you’re reading this, I’m 98% sure you’ve already forgotten what this dream is lol).

• I took my breakfast. Toasted bread, from a bread toaster (!!!). Idek we have a new toaster and it’s that kind wherein you’ll push a lever downwards omg im so sorry it’s my first time to use one.

• I was looking for my grey USB but I couldn’t find it so I cleaned my room but I still couldn’t find it. I decided to just use my other USB and I put it inside my bag’s pocket and guess what I saw… that’s right, plastic wrappers… oh and yeah my grey USB.

• It was raining today, so it was very gloomy. I decided to watch Kung Fu Panda on Disney whilw thinking of a way to ask my aunt if I can go out today with my “friend”. At first she was saying no but I insisted that I couldn’t cancel it anymore because I already agreed. So yeah, she agreed. I then took a shower and asked my uncle to drive me because it was raining. Then they got a bit mad because why do I keep insisting to go when it’s raining outside. I just wanted to see /him/ :c huhu so badass of me jk.

• I arrived in Market Market at about 1:58 pm and then I rushed to the fourth floor and looked around. I waited until around 2:30 until I decided to use the computer shop to message him because he doesn’t have a phone anymore. So he said he’ll arrive at 3 pm so I cursed at him and told him to go once he reads my message.

• I decided to go and have his shirt printed. So I went to the first floor and waited for the girl to finish her current customer. This may sound arrogant of me but the way she uses photoshop was so slow and cringe-worthy. I was cringing so hard I wanted take her mouse and finish the work for her but ugh :((((

• It was taking so long that I saw that it was already 3 pm, so I went to the fourth floor again but, no potato anywhere, I went downstairs again but puta ang bagal. I stayed there until 3:16 and decided to go up again. Still no potato. I decided to go to the computer shop again and to my surprise, he said he won’t be coming anymore. I was so disappointed I was already crying. I then rushed to the bathroom and cried inside the cubicle. I’m not gonna lie, I kind of already knew that he won’t show up due to the number of times he disappointed me but still, I was trying to be optimistic.

• I thought to myself that I’m not going to waste my outfit and cuteness crying inside this cubicle so I washed my face and went around to look for the things in my to-buy list. Unfortunately, the only thing I could find was an eyebrow pencil so yeah, the other shops were closed and their bleach dye were still sold out.

• Went around again and damn I feel so cute, I wasn’t facing down at all, I wanted everyone to see how cute I am jk dont hate me.

• It was still raining and I wondered how I was going to go home. So I looked for an umbrella and I bought one. So yeah, I went to Fully Booked first, chilled, and searched for books to read.

Remind me to read these when I have the time:
• The Twenty-one Balloon
• Shooting Kabul
• Why We Broke Up (yep still haven’t read this)

• Chill chill chill

• I decided to go home na. And yeah I kept on coughing and sneezing and ew runny nose.



After 6 consecutive days of work, I was glad to finally have a day off from all the human interactions. I know that it was part of my new year’s resolution to go out at least once a week but I was so tired and lazy and I don’t really have any things I want to do/buy, except for a black dress but I really was tired. And I don’t really want to look like a loner lol.

Anyways, about this week, (I’m actually updating my diary now so hooray!)

• I’m starting to delete my tweets, again. I don’t know, there’s something about having a neat timeline. I’ll start deleting the tweets once I get to write them on my journal.

• Weird dreams. Every dream is weird, that’s what makes dreaming (and sleeping) fun haha.

• I feel like someone on twitter muted me but like what Kuya Edward said to me; “You shouldn’t worry about what people think of you and you’ve nothing to be insecure for. Keep being yourself”. Yes, I fangirled when he tweeted me don’t look at me.

• The Maine is baaaack!!!! And they have an upcoming album called American Candy and I can’t wait to hear it! Pretty sure it’ll be dope since they never fail to make an amazing album.

• Head n’ Shoulders shampoo smells so good huhu (lolwat)

• Okay, we had a customer and he was mean to me. Actually, he’s just really not in the mood and his girlfriend keeps on calming him down. But really, I wanted to cry huhu. Oh well haha.

• Dreamed that Boys Like Girls was part of the Bazooka Rocks IV lineup and asa ka naman Moesha.

• Last night was fun, we had a group scheduled dinner. At first they were really intimidating but once they started eating, they asked me to take some photos of them since it was the guy’s birthday. And you know what they told me? They told me I was good at taking photos of them. Those words mean a lot to me, I was so happy huhu.

• Then we went home and Kuya Myles’ friend was having his birthday party at our house so they had a party. I just took my dinner and then drank a bottle of beer (I don’t exactly quite remember when I started drinking but yeah, my family’s pretty happy about it, idek) then went up to my room.

• Today mostly consists of failed selfie attempts, me lying on the floor, and more selfies. Haha.

I’ll start working again tomorrow but I was grateful to finally see the sunset again.


○ My alarm rang at 6 am to study for my physics quiz but I stayed and slept til 6:40 because my eyes were really heavy.

○ Went to school and Ibizza gave me a copy of the last book of Fifty Shades since I was borrowing it.

○ I actually read like ¼ of the first book and I keep on trying to read it but the plot’s really boring so I always fail. So I decided to just read the last book since my friends keep on saying that the story’s good. So, why not. If I liked the story, I might try and read the others.

○ Ghislain let me borrow her MPHFPC book.

○ Doodles on my hands.

○ Selfies from this morning and when I got home.