a mix for budding anarchists and the disillusioned youth who don’t want to vote but feel like they have to anyways;; riding on the edge between dragging themselves to the polls and screaming fuck it all. (and for those who, like me, are laid low by the debate last night.)

of ballots and barricades - ramshackle glory // minority - green day // make total destroy - pat the bunny // i was a teenage anarchist - against me! // the great divide - anti-flag // killing in the name - rage against the machine // white people for peace - against me! // i’m against the government - defiance, ohio // three shades of grey - the homeless gospel choir // urine speaks louder than words - wingnut dishwashers union // election song - johnny hobo and the freight trains // the debate is over (if you want it) - anti-flag // revolution - the used //

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160816 Suga’s FC Post//Trans

The thing with music is that it comes easy then becomes really hard then comes easy again / sometimes (I) sit there for dozens of days and nothing comes out and other times (I’m) there for only ten minutes and music comes out / hmm (I’ve) been making music for 11years now and it’s still hard haha like life
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Turns out I started making music since I was 13

During this long journey I think I was able to take time to organize my thoughts on who the person ‘me’ is / although I was able to organize my thoughts on who I am, I’m not going to tell
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Of my beats, I chose only the aces to work with / I had saved them for Bangtan’s album but well…I think I’ll be able to make better music anyways :) / I’ll be doing music for much longer than I have been so far *laugh*
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I spent close to half my life making music, you’d think it’d get tiring but while living my 24years there hasn’t been anything else I’ve been as passionate for / since my personality is impatient anytime I started something new it never lasted :)
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I’ve always wanted to be the best to someone

That’s why I was restless and anxious while comparing myself to others, not being satisfied (with my work), being greedy, thinking, being sad…

Greed which was a weapon sometimes turned into anger

While working on this mixtape, (I) went back to my 13 year old self and saw a memory stuck in the corner of my mind / When I first started making music, rather than someone who is the best at making music, I wanted to make music that would give comfort and emotions to someone.
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I think this work has been work that brought me comfort

Why does this young guy have so much resentment

The guy of expectations was always so far from me so there were many times when I clenched my jaw* / due to that I was always able to show you beyond expectation

What a relief :)
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I don’t really like interpreting and explaining songs

Music isn’t the creator’s but the listener’s

That’s why during my album reviews I don’t explain the song or the lyrics but I focus on the process in making the songs / Even if I were to explain, it’s not something that really can be understood / Interpretation is solely on the listener

Chew it out, tear it apart, taste it, enjoy it to your heart’s content
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While doing this work I felt like I was going back and forth between heaven and hell multiples times a day / Sometimes I’d feel great about something and then get scared about messing it up / sometimes I’d feel ah this is enough and then feel a bit of regret / It felt quite different from what I felt (while doing) Bangtan’s album / I started this while going around on tour and it was crazy but while working on the second half I’m thankful I had some breathing room because the bighit family helped.
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Thank you to Yankie hyung and Suran nuna who helped without hesitation with just one phone call even though it’s not even an official album and just a mixtape :)
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Will be together with you at your creation and at the end of your life
Wherever you are, will welcome you
In the end, at the end of adversity, will be in full bloom
Though the start may be humble, the end will be prosperous
*lyrics from so far away feat. suran*

(trans cr. Joyce @bts-trans)
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Min Yoongi is most definitely a genius

DO NOT REPOST
Trans by @bangtoori​ 

I think it’s funny that when Yoongi said his mixtape was gonna be more 18+ and talk about “adult” topics everyone assumed it was gonna be this mixtape full of sex and lust and shit but instead we got him talking about mental health and self-hate and honestly this was the best turn of events 

I don’t mean to be extra about this but Yoongi’s mixtape has cleared my skin and pores, made the air around us has been purified and not polluted anymore, my grades has been fixed, the chemicals inside my brain and body is all balanced, my soul has been blessed and I’m finally happy, this is the most amazing thing that has ever happened to me. God bless Min Yoongi, god bless Agust D

So far away (feat. Suran)

It’s really a b**** to not have something you want to do
I know that it seems pathetic to not have a dream like every one
“Everything’s going to be alright if you go to univeristy and do as we tell you”
I believed in those words but I’m living because I can’t die


Just pass me the drink because I want to get drunk today so please don’t try to stop me
I don’t mind the brand, it might be a luxury for a person with no job to have a drink
Everyone’s running but why am I still here x2


don’t far away,  if I had a dream, if only I had a flying dream
Dream, I will be there for your creation until the end of your life
Dream, wherever you might be (the world) it will be lenient
Dream, you will fully bloom after all the hardships
Dream, your beginnings will seem humble, so prosperous will your future be

So far away, if I had a dream, if only I had a flying dream


Right, I’m living because I can’t die but I don’t have anything I want to do
Even my friends and family are drifting away, I feel anxious as time passes by
It feels like I’m all by myself, 
I’m in so much pain and lonliness but people around me keeping telling me to regain my consciousness
I try to vent my anger but I only got myself so what’s the point of venting my anger
I’m scared to open my eyes everyday and start breathing
I hope everything disappears when I’m alone I hope things disappear like mirage, 
I hope things disappear, I hope my damn self disappears
I’m abandoned like this in the world, in this moment I’m drifting away from the sky
I’m falling


So far away, if I had a dream, if only I had a flying dream
don’t far away,  if I had a dream, if only I had a flying dream
Dream, I will be there for your creation until the end of your life
Dream, wherever you might be (the world) it will be lenient
Dream, you will fully bloom after all the hardships
Dream, your beginnings will seem humble, so prosperous will your future be


So far away, if I had a dream, if only I had a flying dream
don’t far away,  if I had a dream, if only I had a flying dream
Dream, I will be there for your creation until the end of your life 
Dream, wherever you might be (the world) it will be lenient
Dream, you will fully bloom after all the hardships
Dream, your beginnings will seem humble, so prosperous will your future be
I will be there for your creation until the end of your life 


Wherever you might be (the world) it will be lenient

You will fully bloom after all the hardships

Your beginnings will seem humble, so prosperous will your future be

so far away

so far away

so far away

so far away

So far away, 

if I had a dream, if only I had a flying dream

don’t far away,  if I had a dream, if only I had a flying dream

so far away 

don’t far away

so far away

don’t far away


Dream, I will be there for your creation until the end of your life 
Dream, wherever you might be (the world) it will be lenient
Dream, you will fully bloom after all the hardships
Dream, your beginnings will seem humble, so prosperous will your future be


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[MASH-UP] AGUST D/JOKE/ 1 VERSE

THIS IS SO FCKING LIT I’M SHAKING.

This might as well be Cypher Pt. 4
Give it a listen. DL it. Set it as your ringtone.

(Mix by: RYUSERALOVER)

regrets as a fellow ARMY:

  • being impatient for Yoongi’s mixtape not knowing that he was literally pouring his heart and soul into it
  • characterising Yoongi as a kind of guy who gives zero fucks when he gives all of the fucks in the world and so much more
  • not seeing or understanding Yoongi’s pain until he actually spelled it out for all of us
  • adding to the buttload of pressure and stress suffocating Yoongi
  • making Yoongi feel the need to say this:                                                              “If my misfortune is your happiness then I’ll be unhappy. If the target of your loathing is me then I’ll go up on the guillotine.”
  • not being able to make Yoongi understand how much we appreciate him
  • thinking that we “know” Yoongi when we obviously don’t
  • making completely false judgments concerning Yoongi’s personality based on the diluted glimpses and fragments of him that we get to see
  • not being a more supportive and appreciative fandom, especially when it comes to Yoongi and all of the energy he puts into BTS
I have always respected Yoongi but this is the icing on the cake. With this Mixtape, Yoongi opened up to us. He talked about his anxiety, depression, and social anxiety/phobia. In "They Last", when he says "From that time I tried to sleep on the floor of a bathroom, now it's a memory, it's become a memory" I think he's talking about suicide. He's been though so fucking much and so fucking strong. He's showing us the real Min Yoongi and not the robot idol life has painted him. He opened up about mental illness which is something idols don't do. I hope he knows that we love him and that there are fans who know that feeling of depression and anxiety. This Mixtape must be his baby. It has his life story. I respect him and appreciate him. I love you, Min Yoongi.