The Worst Feeling Ever

I tried to write about you, a name that hasn’t been written down in months, but i couldn’t even write about you. there is nothing else i can say about you, nothing else worth my tears. a year ago i confessed how i felt about you, a year ago i would’ve done anything for a minute of your time. a year has passed and we’re complete strangers again. i guess that’s how it was meant to be, some people are meant to be temporary, and no matter how hard i tried to avoid it, you were one of them. it’s okay to miss people even if you know you shouldn’t. sometimes you miss someone not because you desire them to come back into your life, but rather you miss a time when you found comfort in the feeling that they were always going to be there. if only you know how much i think about you.

xx, N.