That moment when you realize that you miss someone you’re never going to speak to or get back with, ever again… that spot that feels so empty in your heart, that agonizing horrible pain could have been gone if they were still with you, and you can never forgive yourself for letting them go away
I tried to write about you, a name that hasn’t been written down in months, but i couldn’t even write about you. there is nothing else i can say about you, nothing else worth my tears. a year ago i confessed how i felt about you, a year ago i would’ve done anything for a minute of your time. a year has passed and we’re complete strangers again. i guess that’s how it was meant to be, some people are meant to be temporary, and no matter how hard i tried to avoid it, you were one of them. it’s okay to miss people even if you know you shouldn’t. sometimes you miss someone not because you desire them to come back into your life, but rather you miss a time when you found comfort in the feeling that they were always going to be there. if only you know how much i think about you.