She’s been crying for hours now, it has not been the best day, week, heck it hasn’t been a good month. She’s been feeling down for a couple weeks now, but she’s been making herself seem strong, she’s been pretending well enough so the others don’t notice. Especially her boyfriend.
Taehyung has been on tour for the past month, in the begging everything was ok, they could talk every once in a while, but with the tour doing well the interviews increased and that caused them to talk a lot less frequently. Which helped a lot on her covering up her feelings for the past 2 weeks, but today was a horrible day.
She hadn’t talked to him since yesterday, she couldn’t, because she knew that she would cry a river as soon as she hears his voice, but for her bad luck Taehyung called her twice and she didn’t pick up. Not until she felt like she could talk to him without him noticing, how broken she was.
Taehyung called again, around midnight and she picked up, no longer having an excuse to not answer him.
“Hey, hi baby, how are you?”
“I’m good, how are you?”
“I’m good, just tired.”
“I’ve been calling you, are you ignoring me?” He laughed joking.
“No, of course not, I’m just tired, it’s been a long day you know?”
“Really? Tell me about it then, how was it?”
“Oh, I don’t want to make you bored, I’m sure it’s like 3 am there, right?” She said trying to run from the question.
“Actually it’s only 9 pm here. And I’m already in my room so I can talk for a bit. Wanna turn on the camera? I miss you.” She could feel Taehyung’s smile through the phone, but she knew she couldn’t turn the camera on, He would see right through her puffy eyes that she’s been crying. “I even miss that little fur ball. I wanna see Luna.” At the sound of her name, She couldn’t hold it anymore.
Soft moans escaped from her mouth as she mourned her beautiful cat, for a moment she forgot Taehyung was on the line and began sobbing like she was alone in her room. Taehyung began panicking, asking her what was wrong, and by now she had left the phone on the bed on speaker mode barely being able to answer him. All she could do was sob as she hugged her pillow.
Taehyung tried to comfort her but without any use, after a few minutes he came to the realization that he hasn’t seen Luna in a few days whenever they video chatted, he tried to confirm, but she told him that Luna had died yesterday.
Taehyung was incapable of making her stop crying, but after a few minutes she calmed down, breathing a little more controlled and she was able to answer him.
“Ugh…” She sighed as she wiped her tears. “I hate the long distance, I miss you”
“I’m sorry I’m not there with you, I’m sorry I’m not a good boyfriend.” Taehyung said with the saddest voice she had heard.
“What? No, no, you’re doing fine. God, I wish I had a boyfriend like you since the begging. It would have saved me from all those shitty relationships.” She laughed, and both her and Taehyung laughed.
“… Love?” Taehyung called.
“I love you, so so much. And I’m sorry for what happened to Luna, I thought she would get better. I promise to be around you even if virtually as much as I can, and I promise to shower you with lots of love for not being there with you, ok?”
She softly laughed and replied: “It’s not like I don’t know that Taehyung, I know you’ll do your best. You always do. I love you a lot too baby.” ♡