A/N: It turned out to be more of a bad anxiety night, but like… there’s smut and Dean is calming and loving Pairing: Dean x Reader Warnings: Anxiety/almost-panic attack, fluffy lovey dovey smut, Dean being smooth and sexy/some dirty talkin’. Word Count: 1,396
It often happened for no reason, the sudden heart palpitations, the uncontrollable sudden nervousness, the need to get out of a situation immediately. You chalked it up to being a hunter, to having countless traumatic experiences under your belt.
Though you liked to think that you could make anxiety your bitch, sometimes… it just didn’t work that way. And Dean was wonderful. He was absolutely, totally, one-hundred percent supportive, and comforting, and always there for you.
Summary: He never thought he’d get a second chance with you. Life didn’t work like that and it wasn’t something he’d been counting on. But now, being here with you at his side, he felt like he couldn’t thank the universe enough. He wasn’t going to screw it up this time.
Misha x Reader
Notes: I know this part is a bit shorter than usual, but there’s going to be a lot going on in the next one, so hopefully that’ll make up for it. Sorry for taking so long! Thank you guys for being so patient with me these past two weeks, you guys are saints :)
You arrived at the Sub Shop around a quarter till noon, taking a seat in one of the corner booths. You ordered an Iced Tea to sip while you waited for Misha, trying to calm down the erratic beating of your heart. You were still trying to figure out your feelings for him, and the situation you were both in. It wasn’t ideal, what you had, but at least it was something. And you really believed that eventually the two of you could reach the point of having a real relationship.
You couldn’t help but smile at the thought: a relationship with Misha. Your childhood best friend, the only person who’d ever really connected with you on an emotional level. And yes, who had also been nonexistent in your life for a good chunk of time, but still came back. He really wanted to fix things. It really seemed to devastate him when he thought he’d lost you for good, and honestly, that kind of made you love him even more.
Am I the only one who thinks Misha reads/writes Destiel fics in his spare time?
I think about this all the time, actually.
Especially when I’m reading fanfiction. Because… you never know… right?
I know for a fact that Osric Chau reads and writes fanfiction. And even though Osric isn’t on the show anymore and has more free time than Misha has… That doesn’t mean Misha doesn’t lie down in bed after a long day of work, pulls up Ao3 and starts reading some Destiel smut to help him fall asleep.
After all, it’s a lot easier to sleep after having an orgasm.
I’ve read a few fics that actually don’t say much about the author. They literally just have their name and their work posted. Not much comments. Just the writing. And it makes you wonder… Who’s really writing it?
I wouldn’t doubt it if Misha writes/reads Destiel fics because I honestly think he has a huge fucking crush on Jensen. He does a horrible job at hiding it. And if they haven’t already done any “smut” of their own, i’m 100% positive that Misha would be curious.
I know that If I was an actress with a huge fanbase that shipped me and one of my co-stars, I’d be fucking curious.