misery is my name

LETS PRETEND WE'RE NUMB

As a fair warning to everyone listening to this song
I advise you to not hide your feelings
Don’t pretend to be okay when you’re not okay
Don’t pretend to be happy when you’re sad
It’ll only lead to your misery

Dont you fucking hate it when you hear my name?
I feel the same and when you hear this you gon feel the pain
And all these niggas that you fuckin with get away
But girl I know you think about it almost everyday
And I’ll be honest I be jealous of these niggas, true
How you feelin with these niggas that you talk to?
Captivated by your mind and your walk too
Can’t replace you with these bitches that I talk to
They say “lust is love” we had trust, what’s good?
I should’ve held you close
Should’ve kept you warm
And when the rain is fallin, wonder who you call
Dont pray to god, you rather drive your car
Dont talk
Pretend it don’t hurt
Repent, I won’t stomp, my feet in a rage
My nigga I’m no chump
This issue is I crave you, hate you
You think I rip the wings off of my fuckin angel
It don’t hurt, damn

I’ll forever be the, i’ll forever be the elephant in the room
I’ll always love you, i’m sorry

As a fair warning to everyone listening to this song
I advise you to not hide your feelings
Don’t pretend to be okay when you’re not okay
Don’t pretend to be happy when you’re sad
It’ll only lead to your misery

Don’t you fucking hate it when you hear my name?
I feel the same and when you hear this you gon’ feel the pain
And all these niggas that you fuckin with to get away
But girl I know you think about it almost everyday
And I’ll be honest I be jealous of these niggas, true
How you feelin with these niggas that you talk to?
Captivated by your mind and your walk too
Can’t replace you with these bitches that I talk to
They say “lust is love” we had trust, what’s good?
I should’ve held you close
Should’ve kept you warm
And when the rain is fallin’, wonder who you call
Don’t pray to god, you rather drive your car
Don’t talk
Pretend it don’t hurt
Repent, I won’t stomp, my feet in a rage
My nigga I’m no chump
This issue when I crave you, hate you
You think I’d rip the wings off of my fuckin angel
It don’t hurt, damn

[it’ll be alright soon]
I’ll forever be the, I’ll forever be the elephant in the room
I’ll always love you, i’m sorry
—  LET’S PRETEND WE’RE NUMB by XXXTENTACION

there are many ways that one may drown-
in a drink
in misery
or debt

i’ve been drowning in my living room
odd name for a place
if one should die there

i’m driven aimlessly on
days without bearing
searching out side-roads
and wilderness views
yet never lingering
no longer able to become lost
                 sadly
i need to be lost, then find my way
i need that feeling of reassuring familiarity
as i spy landmarks
- and the way to home

well the words will probably stop flowing after my heart has mended.
I got you back.
but that’s not the point.
my point is that I have to start writing about happiness. but I don’t know the first thing about it. everything I ever cared to jot down before was about losing you.
But you’re here.
I have you.
My veins can breathe now.
The tight grip of misery in the center of my throat can cease.
I can say your name, instead of blacklisting it in my own home, the tip of my tongue– I can’t stop telling my friends about you.
you’re everything happiness can ever be.
so that’s it,
that’s what I’ve been meaning to say between each and every rib that I rearranged in the absence of you.
that’s the message I’ve always needed to get through to you, like wired telephone tin cans transporting cacophony and romance and a little bit of cinnamon to cover up the bitter taste of aching.
I’ve been here shouting: TAKE ME BACK OR I MIGHT JUST BREAK.
I can’t shut up about how I much I feel for you even when I know you’re not listening. I can’t shut up. you’re here and the words are here and I just can’t shut up about happiness.
so
thank you.
—  k.s. whittaker
Music Tag Game!

I was tagged by the amazing @srgtjamesbarnes107​! Thank you!

Rules: you can tell a lot about a person from the music they listen to. Open up your Spotify, Mp3 player, itunes, or whatever you use to listen to music, turn on shuffle, and write down the first ten songs that play. No cheating!!

  1. The ‘59 Sound (Acoustic) - The Gaslight Anthem
  2. All The Small Things - Blink 182
  3. Born To Run - Bruce Springsteen
  4. Memento Mori - Young Guns
  5. For Broken Ears - Chuck Ragan
  6. Master Of Puppets - Metallica
  7. Demons - Frank Turner
  8. Be Mine - Alabama Shakes
  9. Running If You Call My Name - Haim
  10. Misery - The Gaslight Anthem

I’m not sure who’s done this, but I’m tagging you: @peonies-and-poppies @marvelous-fvcks @happiness-is-sebstan @thebellenouvelle @redgillan (I know you guys have amazing taste in music)

Reddit has all these “bad” subreddits like /r/badeconomics, /r/badphilosophy, etc that make fun of (real or imagined) stupidity in the relevant field.

During the LeeSedol vs. AlphaGo games, people kept linking me to posts on /r/baduk, and I kept getting confused when they didn’t mention anything stupid about Great Britain. Finally someone put me out of my misery and told me that baduk is the Korean name for Go.

Then today I got linked to a post on /r/badukpolitics and I expected it to be about politics in the Go community, and instead it really was people making fun of stupid UK politics.

This is starting to get annoying.

Why do I still look forward to the day that you’ll return and end up my drought and misery? Why do I still whisper your name every 4am? Why do I still see myself living with you in the next 15 years? Why do I still feel that I shouldn’t move forward because you might change your mind? Why do I still long for your voice, presence and love? I can’t understand why do I still feel this way after all these years.
—  maybe i’m still in love with you // ejc
Summer Days

My eyes met the sun
As it poured in one afternoon
Late, before evening came
And dusk fell
The light scattered across the floor
And against the white leather bench
Decorating everything
In a lovely shade of gold
A summer color
When the days are long
And warm breezes fill your soul
Yet my eyes felt heavy
With sleep
And with sadness
As I stared longingly
Into this haunted light
Wishing for a summer haze
To delight me
To destroy me
To fill me
To break me
To heal me
To make me come alive
The golden rays of summer days
Came shining through
The window pane
It should have filled the room
And me
With happiness
And joy to see
But all I felt
Was misery
And an aching in my stomach
For something I could not name
And I felt so sad
I could have cried
I blamed the sun
And I prayed for rain.

Original Work: KH 7/12/15

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my names katie
misery, usa
I’m just a huge nerd that follows superheroes and comic books. I wanna get stoned w/ u and try and count all the stars in the sky. I like weird art and good vibes ✌🏻️
say hi. I just wanna talk
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Strange Magic sentence starters
  • "Sugar Pie Honey Bunch!"
  • "Uhhhh, are you a girl?"
  • “Uh, you’re going like that? Good luck being asked to dance.”
  • "What you're feeling is the potion you know..."
  • "I think I love you"
  • "Try to think of this as an adventure"
  • "My middle name is misery"
  • "I hate it more"
  • "What doesn't kill you makes you stronger"
  • "I hope you've got a strong stomach"
  • "I was expecting....more"
  • "You wanted adventure, and now you got it"
  • "That is the UGLIEST creature I have ever seen"
  • "My hairs doing that thing we both love"
  • "I wanted a wedding. Now I'm getting' a funeral!"
  • "I could sing FOREVERRRRR"
  • "The moonlight is...perfect right now"
  • “Beauty is in the eye of the beholder.”
  • "There can be unforeseen consequences"
  • "Don't you have a comb?"
  • "What?"
  • "Bring me the prisoner"
  • "BYYYEEEEEEE!!!"