miscelleneous

PITCH BLACK

my feelings in fishy

i feel creaky upstairs

tears dropping on my pages

with a pen in hand

and emptiness as sand

is all i have in the end

am confused of my sanity

her heart is a domicile of selfless

away she took a wing

without a blink of an eye

as fast as they come

without a blink of an eye

did God make her so dead

blistery winds blow the memories away

ominous shadows escarbeting from the walls

its too slippery for me

seems i cared so much for certain

i would hold her in tears

throughout the rough yesteryear’s

so much that time cannot erase

i am bound to that curse

the pain is abound the course

it is too deep to cruise

away from the burning sun

all lost in the darkness

pitch black is a world

where no love exists

to return is a forbidden tale

so cruel are the instruments of fate

the legends may be revered

but today i fall at the worlds end

a pit so deep and dark

pitch black it is

I honestly hate the fact that when I go onto a news site, 4/5 stories are about a conglomerated sports team that I care nothing about. Seriously. Ridiculous. I have no interest in the score of the game, nor the ‘upset’ that it may or may not have caused. I want to know about the news that is important for society as a whole, like a tunnel collapsing in Japan that killed a bunch of people, or any earthquakes that may have caused lasting damage to the world that I currenlty inhabit. These are the things that I care about. Not the damned overzealousness of unintelligent sports fans. 

And I just hate mainstream sports in general. Thes sports include, but are not limited to, Football, Baseball, and Basketball. In the US these are the main 3 that have been corporated so much so that these big wigs have convinced people that they cannot continue on without obsessively following the games. These sports are no longer about the athleticism. They are about corporate mergers and investments and nothing at all that resembles a love for a game. 

I only like to watch sports when there are events such as The Olympics, beacause there is exhibited a true love of competition and the game/sport that is not so wrapped up in investment overhang. Yes I understand that those athletes are also under the influence of investors that seek to use the athletes for endorsements, but that is on a one on one basis, and their performance to their sport is always first priority. 

I don’t know. I just find the fact that so many people follow so many of these teams and they live vicariously through them to be disgusting. And annoying. 

Do you know what’s also disgusting and annoying that I can’t seem to get away from no matter how vehemently I try? 

My roommate’s boyfriend. 

He is seriously ALWAYS FUCKING AROUND. He is such an asshole, and it’s like every word that comes out of his mouth makes me hate him more. I don’t understand how they managed to have rooms right across the fucking hall from eachother, but this shit needs to stop. It is close to finals, and this bitch needs to just get the hell out. I really don’t like having him around, he thinks that he is just so right all of the goddamned time, and to top it all off he’s a chauvanistic pig who may or may not living inside of the closet. 

So yeah, I really don’t like the kid and yet HE IS IN MY ROOM MORE OFTEN THAN HE IS IN HIS OWN ROOM AND I AM SICK AND TIRED OF IT. EVEN HIS VOICE AND HIS PRESENCE ANNOY ME. 

And it’s like my roommate and he seem to HAVE to sleep together every night, so it’s either she’s across the hall, which i like because then I’m alone, or he’s here, which I don’t like because I HATE HIM. And they also can’t seem to shower by themselves. What the fuck is that about? 

It’s not even that they use the shower for sexy time, which I would understand, but NO! They’re both virgins who plan on remaining as such until marriage, BUT THEY TAKE SHOWERS TOGETHER EVERY FUCKING DAY. 

I DON’T CARE IF YOU’RE SEXUALLY FRUSTRATED, GO BOINK SOMEWHERE AND GET THE FUCK OVER IT. STOP USING SHOWERS AS AN EXCUSE, AND STOP DOING IT IN MY SHOWER. 

holy hell! 

Okay, I’m done ranting for now. 

This changed topics quickly. 

Sorry I haven’t posted anything on here in a long time. 

Actually, I’m not sorry, because I can do WHATEVER THE FUCK I WANT. 

Peace out, Cub Scout!