What is taking him so long? You’d been awkwardly standing in the bathroom for about ten minutes and Baekhyun still hadn’t returned. You were starting to worry that he wasn’t going to return with your underwear. You paced back and forth in the room trying to shake off the building anxiety over your missing clothing. You stopped and stared at the stool, touching a finger to your lips. Baekhyun was a good kisser. You silently cursed Yixing for breaking up your make out session. A small part of you was thankful he’d walked in, even if he was oblivious to what was going on in the room. If he hadn’t you weren’t sure how far the two of you would have gone .
Summary: It’s the anniversary of your parents’ death, and you’re celebrating by breaking into your best friend Kyungsoo’s apartment to steal his alcohol.
Genre: Angst (this is like the most high key angst I’ve written and I’m kinda impressed and horrified at the same time because wow am I serious)
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sleep,” you shrug and flash him a sloppy grin. “But that’s nothing new, right?”
Kyungsoo glances at the bottle clenched
in your hands. “The nightmares are back? I thought you were doing much better
You squint at him, trying to keep his
body from swaying but your vision is swimming. “I…” you struggle to connect
your scattered thoughts. “Every day is hard, but today is the worst of them
all. February 20th. I got the call at 1 AM – and today, it would’ve
been exactly six years.”
Kyungsoo looks to the clock hanging
above his mantle. It’s probably three or four in the morning, but you also
lost track of time a while back, along with the number of shots you’ve taken.
“Anyway, you should go,” you hiccup
– which for some reason you find hilarious, and you burst into laughter.
“Y/N,” he says gently. “Maybe you
should go back to bed. Not that it was a good idea, but I’m sure all that liquor
will help you sleep now.”
You fumble onto your feet and cross
your arms defensively, sloshing gin on your shirt in the process. “No one asked
you for your…” What’s the word? Your…
“Opinion!” you snap finally and gesture to the door. “Just go, Kyungsoo-yah.” It’s
not even your apartment but you’re too upset and wasted to think
“Go!” You meant to shout the word
but somehow it comes out as a sob, and you feel your face crumple. “You’re
going to leave me at some point too, right? So just do it now while I don’t
care.” But you do care. Of course you do. He’s the closest thing you have to family,
and you can feel your stomach writhing at the thought of him walking out of
His voice is quiet when he says,
“I’m not going to leave you.”
“Yeah, right,” you smile bitterly
despite the tears spilling down your face. The gin burns your throat. “I don’t
One second, he’s on the other side
of the kitchen, and the next, he’s crossed the room and is now standing only
inches from you. You blink, disoriented. “Believe me,” he tells you with such
somber earnestness, you almost feel clearheaded. That is, until he cups your
face with one hand and stares into your soul with his wide eyes. Then you’re
sure you’re dreaming.
As if to prove you right, he leans
in and places the softest kiss on your mouth, and your lips part in surprise
Hi loves! I don’t have time to update any ongoing fics right now because of Exams (I’m dying), but I found this little excerpt in my folders so I thought I’d post it because why not. At least it’s kind of awful and cliche something .
XIUCHEN sharing clothes again ♡
Jacket: Jongdae wearing it at ICN heading to Manila • Minseok wearing it at MNL heading to Korea
Cap: Minseok wearing it at ICN heading to Manila • Jongdae wearing it at EXOrDIUM in Manila D1