stay close to me

“victor is the first person i’ve ever wanted to hold on to.”

i get to love you - ruelle // wake up - eden // love me like you do - ellie goulding // light - sleeping at last // feel again - onerepublic  // all of me - john legend // thinking out loud - ed sheeran // can’t help falling in love (cover) - haley reinhart // something i need - ben haenow // say you won’t let go - james arthur // venus - sleeping at last //  yuri on ice - single - yuri on ice 


Awake and Unafraid [a mix to make you brave]

Songs that get you pumped, make you feel like a badass, fight anxiety, and remind you that you can take on the world. { listen }

Do You Hear The People Sing – Les Misérables “ some will fall and some will live, will you stand up and take your chance? ” // The Phoenix – Fall Out Boy “ put on your warpaint! ” // SING – My Chemical Romance “ use your voice every single time you open up your mouth ” // Bravado – Lorde “ but i can take it from here, i’ll find my own bravado ” // Prayer of the Refugee – Rise Against “ i can stand my own ground, i don’t need your help now ” // This Is the House That Doubt Built – A Day To Remember “ i’m not in need of your crutches i’ve faced all my fears and i won ” // Famous Last Words – My Chemical Romance “ i am not afraid to keep on living, i am not afraid to walk this world alone ” // Centuries – Fall Out Boy “ you will remember me, remember me for centuries ” // In My Mind – Amanda Palmer “ fuck yes, i am exactly the person that i want to be! ” // Light – Next to Normal “ day after day we’ll find the will to find our way knowing that the darkest skies will someday see the sun " 

happy holidays, nonbinaryandalites !! hope you like it!

Grindeldore/Dumblewald fanmix - What a summer

Doing it the non-elegant way because I don’t have 8tracks

1. Die letzte Gang der Stadt (Casper)

([We] Are young and pretty, vehement and accustomed inanity)

2. Scooter accident (Sizarr)

(Every time you touch my face, I feel the darkness caressing me)

3. Elastic heart (Sia)

(‘Cause I’ve got a thick skin and an elastic heart/but your blade it might be too sharp)

4. Au Revoir (Mark Forster)

(The phoenix flies away now (…); there is nothing that keeps me, Au Revoir; forget who I was; forget my name;Au-Au Au Revoir)

5. Overpowered (Phantom Power music)

6. Purple fried (Sizarr)

(Take my heart take my soul/ You can take it all;

abysmally open mind I’m


7. One of us (Ivan Torrent)

8. No One’s here to sleep (Naughty Boy ft. Bastille)

(What goes on behind theses doors; I’ll keep mine and you keep yours; we all have our secrets, we all have our secrets; You were always faster than me, I’ll never catch up with you)

9. Take me to church (Hozier)

 (We were born sick; you heard them say it)

10. Boarding Time (Sizarr)

(When you felt my heart, you didn’t know it sometimes skips a beat

and I never thought much about death but now I do)

There you go


only time is ours 
a kent parson/jack zimmermann fanmix

The Whisperer (ft Sia) - David Guetta | Afraid of Nothing - Sharon Van Etten | Slow Love (Night Version) - Mø | Every Other Freckle - Alt-J | FTPA (ft Erik Hassle) - Gorgon City | Gooey - Glass Animals | The Asp in My Chest - The Pains of Being Pure at Heart | Paralysed - SOHN | Dead in the Water - Ellie Goulding | I Forget Where We Were - Ben Howard

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 ☾ ◯ mix for my beautiful friend of space exploration and intergalactic travels ◯ ☽ 

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A cassette mix tape titled “Handouts” with homemade cover (and spine) design using a photo and text cut from a book or magazine. The bands featured include ZZ Top, The Cure, Fine Young Cannibals, The Doors, Bob Marley, and others. I found this today at a Half Price Books store. Upon inspecting the tape, the clerk at the register was baffled about how a mix tape wound up on the floor and ended up just giving it to me for free.

12/28/2004: Dance dance dance

Went to Universal Studios during my online absence. It was fine, I got flirted with by a man on stilts– is it because I’m short? In line for the Mummy coaster some Brazilian guy told his daughter in Portugese that I looked like Michael Jackson so I glared at him. It’s close enough to Spanish so I knew. I would’ve rather gone to the REAL roller-coasters at Islands of Adventure, but my sister wouldn’t ride those with me :(

Looking over 2004… Ugh, it felt like the most anti-climactic year of my life. I hope 2005 is less monotone. I’m kicking off my new year with this dance mix I’m making as we speak:

  1. Fatboy Slim “Praise You”
  2. Stardust “The Music Sounds Better With You”
  3. Jamiroquai “Canned Heat” (NAPOLEON DYNAMITE!!!)
  4. Modjo “Lady (Hear Me Tonight)”
  5. Junior Senior “Move Your Feet”
  6. Madison Avenue “Don’t Call Me Baby”
  7. The Rapture “House Of Jealous Lovers”
  8. Daft Punk “One More Time”
  9. Papas Fritas “The Way You Walk”
  10. Ladytron “Seventeen”