“So I know what it looks like when I say yes to Ethan. It’s fun, and we’re happy for a while, until it’s not. Things always gets awkward and weird. So I overcorrect or he misinterprets and then we’re not on the same page anymore, because we never were on the same page. We were always miles and miles apart with this gap between us. Pretending it wasn’t there.
There’s just no point to me saying yes.”