mine: vanessa abrams

watching gossip girl season 4

and i just cannot seem to understand vanessa as a character anymore. she used to be so righteous, once a great believer in justice and long term friendships. her moral compass was on point. but now she lost that sense of individuality. i understand that she misses dan and she’s sorry for what happened to serena when juliet asked her and jenny for help with scheming… BUT, where’s that awesome old badass vanessa? and then i saw this 

and it all made sense all of a sudden. it makes me sad.