mine: tobuscus


i can’t

What happened

To our pure cinnamon role of a man
I used to look up to JonTron so much
When I was depressed his videos made me happy
But now I just wanna cry
Because everything is crumbling down the drain
Same thing happened with Tony Turner.
I started watching game grumps and Toby when I first got into YouTube
What’s happened

Just for the record...

I won’t be silenced and I won’t give up. I may not always discuss the topic of my abuse, but that doesn’t mean I’m withdrawing. When you know your court case can take years, you try to live as normal of a life as you can. But I won’t be a nameless victim. You know my name and my experience. I’m not hiding. I refuse to let him scare me into silence like he did all these years.

I also reserve the right to block who I see fit. I refuse to be bullied and attacked by people who don’t know what happened. Blocking you doesn’t mean I just proved your point. Blocking you means you are no longer fit to be a part of my social media experience. I may not know you, but I know you are cruel enough to harass and badger an abuse victim.

Not taking stances. Just observations.

I’m honestly so appalled at the behavior of some people. I guess I shouldn’t expect more from a website like Tumblr, but this is what I see after thinking people can be decent for a little bit. 

One girl writes a long, emotional post about how she was raped by Toby Turner and immediately everyone turns against Toby.

Some animator writes a very, very biased letter about how horrible RoosterTeeth is for “crushing Monty’s dream” and almost everyone’s stance is “I’m never watching RWBY again, RT is trash”.

Does innocent before proven guilty even mean anything anymore? Or not taking sides? What if everything turned out to be completely false? Then what?


Yep, here you go, fetus YouTube gamers. There’s PewDiePie, Smosh, Markiplier, CinnamonToastKen, and Tobuscus. I wanted to add some more, but I can’t find any fetus pics, yep, and I need to go somewhere.

I do not own any pictures.