i’m yet to tell my family that “i’m a man actually” because i just recently told them to relax and just call me a she if they have to, because over the many years of me using he pronouns and a different name they still struggled calling me that.
if things actually go well with the doctors and i’ll see that i might get on hrt soon, i’ll tell them. i know they won’t support me and try to argue, but then it’s nothing new so i don’t care. just don’t want to bring the arguments up if i won’t be allowed to transition anyway.
I’m tired of our GTA!Jack. I’m tired of her motherly and domestic feel. If Jack Pattillo was in the most powerful crew on the west coast, she wouldn’t be the voice of reason, she’d be the voice of chaos. She’d be last call Jack and Destiny raid Jack.
She’d be a cruel, ruthless woman in leather vests, aviators, and high heels. She’d walk like she was the most powerful person in the room, because she almost always is. She’d make little digging comments to her enemies, her voice condescending and sarcastic as she put on a tone of disappointment. “I was really expecting that one to hurt,” She’d say with a sigh while her captors tortured her. “oh well, maybe you’ll get it right next time.”
But when push would come to shove, Jack wouldn’t be one to just roll over and take it. She would be one hell of a threat with melee weapons in her hands, her favorite being a sledge hammer, the heavy weapon easily destroying anything or anyone in her path. It wouldn’t be often that Jack would get to do this, to be chaotic and destructive, not with the Lads and the Support Crew being able to create much larger distractions when it’s needed, but everyonce in a while she gets to come out and be the tank she needs to be.
Don’t get be wrong, she very much still would be motherly to her boys and three girls, but rarely to their faces. She would spill the brains of any person who dares to threaten her crewmates, and she’d take the lead when things start going to shit, getting everyone out of a tight situation safely.
She’d be a powerhouse, a dangerous and cunning woman, truly deserving of her place among the Fakes.