“We as women do a lot of incredible things in this world other than just procreate, and not that that is not. But it’s like, we just get boxed in, they love the narrative, they love the story, they love the ‘she is jealous’ and 'this person’s depressed’ and 'oh my gosh never gonna have a child’ whatever the horrible little headline is, we just gotta break out of that.” (x)
Rachel: (on the answering machine) Ross, hi. It’s me. I just got back
on the plane. And I just feel awful. That is so not how I wanted things to end
with us. It’s just that I wasn’t expecting to see you, and all of a sudden you’re
there and saying these things… And… And now I’m just sitting here and thinking
of all the stuff I should have said, and I didn’t. I mean, I didn’t even get
to tell you that I love you too. Because of course I do. I love you. I love
you. I love you. What am I doing? I love you! Oh, I’ve gotta see you. I’ve gotta
get off this plane.
This is a time when I’m not completely sure what I’m doing. I’m at this sort of crossroads trying to figure out what inspires me deep in my core. What used to make me tick is not necessarily making me tick anymore. The most challenging thing right now is trying to find what it is that makes my heart sing.