“Jack used to say, “Ennis Del Mar,” he used to say; “I’m gonna bring him up here one of these days, and we’ll lick this damn ranch into shape. Had some half-baked notion the two of you was gonna move up here. Build a cabin, help run the place.”
Tell you what, we coulda had a good life together! Fuckin’ real
good life! Had us a place of our own. But you didn’t want it, Ennis! So
what we got now is Brokeback Mountain! Everything’s built on that!
That’s all we got, boy, fuckin’ all. So I hope you know that, even if
you don’t never know the rest! You count the damn few times we have
been together in nearly twenty years and you measure the short fucking
leash you keep me on - and then you ask me about Mexico and tell me
you’ll kill me for needing somethin’ I don’t hardly never get. You have
no idea how bad it gets! I’m not you… I can’t make it on a coupla
high-altitude fucks once or twice a year! You are too much for me Ennis, you sonofawhoreson bitch! I wish I knew how to quit you.
endless list of favorite movies:Brokeback Mountain (2005) dir. Ang Lee
We coulda had a good life together. Fuckin’ real good life. Had us a place of our own. But you didn’t want it, Ennis. So what we got now is Brokeback Mountain. Everything’s built on that. That’s all we got, boy, fuckin’ all. So I hope you know that, even if you don’t never know the rest…I wish I knew how to quit you.