mine: b&s

dreamermoonchan  asked:

After calming down a little (lies i'm still not calm and i dont think i will ever again be calm im stILL SHOOK) here i come telling you my shame story with Pillowtalk (not with B&S cause even tho i listen to it with no earphones at home being alone or with my family present, no one ever noticed anything "bad" with it so no judging from them): I love doing chores at home while listening to music, and the tv on my living room has YouTube, so i use it everyday to play music while i cook (1/4)

or clean the kitchen, a few weeks ago I put a fancam from Party BABY in Atlanta while i was cleaning the kitchen and once that one ended it started playing a different fancam, and then another and another; my older brother kinda likes b.a.p so he sometimes, while i’m cleaning, sits on the sofa and watches the videos, MVs, fancams or just full concerts; that day he sat on the sofa while a fancam of ‘One Shot’ was playing and I only paid attention to not let a Body & Soul fancam play, (2/4)

and while i was doing my chores fancams of their solos started, first with Uppie’s ‘Now’ then ‘Try My Luck’, Dae’s 'Shadow’ till Zelo’s 'Shine’ and since while working i couldnt focus on the tv so I didnt notice that right after 'Shine’ it changed for a fancam of Zelo 'Pillow Talk’ and I only noticed when I happened to glance at the sofa and saw my brother alternating between staring at me and at the tv so i looked and saw Zelo doing THAT move and i just wished some kind of hole whole open (¾)

below me so that i could disappear, but that didnt happen so i just started looking for the remote to turn it off BUT I COULDNT FIND IT ANYWHERE SO I JUST ALMOST KILLED MYSELF BY RUNNING FROM THE KITCHEN TO THE LIVING ROOM TO TURN MY TV OFF, ALL THE WHILE MY BROTHER WAS JUST STARING AT ME JUDGING ME BEFORE HE GOT UP AND LEFT WITHOUT SAYING A WORD. NEVER AGAIN WILL I PLAY ANY FANCAM ON MY TV OR MY COMPUTER WHEN I’M NOT THE ONLY ONE ON THE ROOM, IT WAS WAY TO EXTREMELY EMBARASSING FOR ME SDFGHJ

HOOOOOOOLY GOD DANI THIS MADE ME LOSE MY SHIT AT WORK LMAO

1) GIRL YOU SHOULD KNOW BETTER THAN TO PUT ON ANY ATLANTA FANCAMS LOL JUST SKIP THE NORTH AMERICAN FANCAMS ALTOGETHER BECAUSE THOSE VIDEOS ARE FULL OF NOTHING BUT
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2) your brother is either no longer a casual BAP fan, or else he’s now a hella BAP stan ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)

And see, this is exactly what I’m talking about: BAP either make us want to die from embarrassment or literally try to kill us, there is no in-between smh

Brothers and Sisters of our BABY family, let’s pray for the soul of Dani aka @dreamermoonchan​, another victim taken by Bullshit&Shame at the hands of B.A.P, Amen 🙏