even was with sonja for four years and he felt alone that entire time. isak is the only thing that has given him a breath of fresh air, the only thing that’s made him consider that maybe love doesn’t have to end tragically for it to be beautiful. isak proves to him that he isn’t alone.
Dear Isak. I’m now sitting at the place where we first met and thinking about you. It’s soon 21:21. I want to tell you a thousand things. I’m sorry for scaring you. I’m sorry I hurt you. I’m sorry for not telling you that I’m bipolar. I was scared of losing you. I had forgot that it’s not possible to lose someone, that all people are alone anyways. In another place in the universe we are together for eternity, remember that. I love you. Even.
I want to say a thousand things to you. Sorry for scaring you. Sorry for hurting you. Sorry for not telling you I’m bipolar. I was scared of losing you. I’d forgotten it’s not possible to lose someone, everyone’s alone anyway. Y o u a r e n o t a l o n e .
Dear Isak.Now I’m sitting in the place we met for the first time and thinking about you.Soon it’s going to be 21.21.I want to say a thousand things to you. Sorry for scaring you.Sorry for hurting you.Sorry for not telling you I’m bipolar.I was scared of losing you.I’d forgotten it’s not possible to lose someone, everyone’s alone anyway. Another place in the universe we’re together for all eternity, remember that.
i think louis has always been viewed as the strong, fearless, energetic leader and we’re all talking about how we’ve never seen him cry. i hope he knows that it’s okay for him to cry, that we support him and that if performing breaks him, we won’t be disappointed in him. he’s our sun but that doesn’t mean he has to shine so brightly all the time. i hope he feels our love, how much we cherish him, how much we will support him when he needs to be the child who lost his mother rather than louis the leader. we love you louis, your tears don’t change that.