mind-grind

Mind Grind Day 4: #23

There isn’t a day that goes by that I don’t think about you, and the impact you’ve had on my life.  I know that you’re always with me.  Keep watching over me, my family, and my friends, and teaching me how to be a better person.  

“Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It does not dishonor others, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres. Love never fails." 
- 1 Corinthians 13:4-8

Instincts and Mentality told me that it wouldn’t work. No matter how much I wanted it now, it wouldn’t be good for me in the long run. I knew from the get go there was no future with you and if I were to stay, it’d be so much work to get us going some where. You just weren’t good for me period. We were like puzzle pieces that didn’t fit together.

But then there’s always hope and heart. Depending on the person, sometimes even though all the signs were there, I just had to know. That leap of faith either leads you to hurt or … it. The one you’ve been waiting for. And damn.. I’ve taken some pretty big leaps and let me tell you, I’ve only accumulated scars. It came down to how much I was willing to hurt for them rather than how good they are for me. Outside the relationship, you know that equation is all wrong.. but inside? You’d never realize how blind you really are.

That’s just how shit happens though sometimes. You either fuck yourself over or fucking get over someone

Mind Grind Day 9: Let It Be

When I find myself in times of trouble, Mother Mary comes to me
Speaking words of wisdom, let it be
And in my hour of darkness she is standing right in front of me
Speaking words of wisdom, let it be
Let it be, let it be, let it be, let it be
Whisper words of wisdom, let it be

And when the broken hearted people living in the world agree
There will be an answer, let it be
For though they may be parted, there is still a chance that they will see
There will be an answer, let it be
Let it be, let it be, let it be, let it be
There will be an answer, let it be
Let it be, let it be, let it be, let it be
Whisper words of wisdom, let it be
Let it be, let it be, let it be, let it be
Whisper words of wisdom, let it be

And when the night is cloudy there is still a light that shines on me
Shine until tomorrow, let it be
I wake up to the sound of music, Mother Mary comes to me
Speaking words of wisdom, let it be
Let it be, let it be, let it be, yeah, let it be
There will be an answer, let it be
Let it be, let it be, let it be, yeah, let it be
Whisper words of wisdom, let it be