mind fucked

Of all the weapons we take into battle , there is none more powerful than the mind, it holds our instincts,our training , And allows us to distinguish friend from foe. Love from hate. But if that weapon is unsound, it is by no means disarmed. For the mind is all the more dangerous when damaged and there is no guarantee that it wont choose itself as its next victim.
—  Revenge
Drinking is an emotional thing. It joggles you out of the standardism of everyday life, out of everything being the same. It yanks you out of your body and your mind and throws you against the wall. I have the feeling that drinking is a form of suicide where you’re allowed to return to life and begin all over the next day. It’s like killing yourself, and then you’re reborn. I guess I’ve lived about ten or fifteen thousand lives now.
—  Charles Bukowski