hello!!!! can i request a smut/ fluff (or fluff only if ya don't do smut) where min yoongi's girlfriend is feeling insecure about her body since she is wearing tight clothes (she normally wears loose + her body type is curvyish so larger chest + ass and a bit of tummy chub)& ppl r staring @her (but she thinks its negative) and as yoongi gets jealous and goes down on her she gets super insecure + they do it for the first time with lights on and she doesn't want him to see her stretch marks. TY!!
OKAY BUT LETS TALK ABOUT HOW GOOD MY I MEAN OUR BABY LOOKED GOOD LAST NIGHT THAT GLOW UP- HE WAS SO FUCKING BEAUTIFUL ESPECIALLY WHEN HE SMILED
“You look fine love, please stop looking at yourself.”
Yoongi called out opening the bathroom door. Jutting out your lower lip you
looked over at him, the black lace dress that hugged your frame made you feel self-conscious.
You looked into the mirror one more, the lace hugging your arms in a long sheer
sleeve. The black dress was in two parts, a darker black part was like a body suit
hugging your body, the top layer was lace and long sleeved giving you a modest but
sexy look. The dress rose around your neck to resemble something of a choker.
Your hair was up in loose curls pinned together in a loose fitted bun with a
few end strands falling into your eyes and framing your face. Your makeup was
light around your base, the eyeshadow was something light to contrast against
your face, and your lips were decorated with a light red lipstick. Yoongi
chuckled letting his eyes roam over you starting at your feet. The black pumps
you had on always seemed to make your legs stand out, his eyes continued upward
looking over your plump thighs, how they pressed together, up towards your
plump bottom that he knew looked so good but it was covered up sadly. He took
notice of your little tummy that you hated, the main topic of discussion was
your weight, but he didn’t understand you were beautiful in every way and he
wished you would notice what you mean to him. He wasn’t with you for just your
looks, it was your heart, your mind, your sexy aura. He just wanted you to know
what you did to him, you were different from many other girls, and there was
something about you that he couldn’t find anywhere else. You were his rock whenever
he needed to be held down, and he was going to give you up because you couldn’t
always see your worth, he was there to make it better and help you out along
the way how you did him.
He let a deep chuckle slip past his reddened lips. Looking
around he slipped inside of the bathroom, wrapping his arms around your waist
as his eyes trailed up to your breast and your face that was staring back at
him. The slight hint of the dampness there he pressed a soft kiss against your
temple as he smiled at you humming.
“You are breathtakingly beautiful. If I didn’t think so, I
would have never encouraged you to get that dress or to come with me today. I
want you to be confident okay? You’re my girl, and I’m not going to let anyone
hurt you.” He vowed kissing your left ear as he squeezed you close to him
You were grateful for him, Yoongi had helped you calm down
and take deep breaths. He grabbed at your hand making a joke about how you
needed to get out before someone came in and caught you. He led you out of the
bathroom and down the hallway going back into the restaurant you were both enjoying
a date in sitting down with you across the table from him. A lot of people had
been staring at you, and you didn’t think it was necessarily a good thing, but
in Yoongi’s eyes it was different.
He had seen how those men looked at you, the first thing
their eyes went to were your thighs, and then upwards. It infuriated him that
you were being stared at like that, and he hated the looks that people gave him
afterwards sizing him up and judging him. He bit on his bottom lip trying to
keep his anger from spilling out but he would be glad to leave. Of course, you
got some glares and looks from other women but he shrugged it off. He didn’t
want them, he was never one to judge based on looks. You had been so shy around
him and thinking that he wouldn’t fall for you that it drew him in more. He was
in love with everything about you from the tiniest baby hair on the top of your
head to your biggest toe on your foot. The thought alone made a goofy grin
break out on his face as he tilted his head becoming a love-struck kid with a
“What, Min Yoongi?” You asked with a nose wrinkle and a soft
“Did you just call my full name?” He asked you softly, the
tone he used made you straighten up as your face heated a few shades,
stuttering over your words you tried to explain and Yoongi more than amused he
sat back in his seat with that cocky ass smirk crossing his hands together in
front of him.
“I. No. See what happened, I just. I wasn’t trying to mean
nothing by it. It just sounded really good coming off my tongue.” You fidgeted
trying to finish your food as you squirmed lightly in front of him, the dress
tickling the middle of your thighs as you wriggled.
“Oh, is that so? Just like when you moan it then huh?” He
asked causing you to almost choke on a piece of the fish you had, the smirk
that was on his lips became wider as he tucked his lip between his teeth. He
blew a kiss at you going back to his food the both of you eating in silence
until you were both done.
Yoongi paid for the tab, he gripped at your hand pulling you
out of the restaurant and waited for a cab as he held your hand, that is where
it seemed to go downhill from there. People passing by gave you looks, and in
your mind, everyone that was looking were judging you. Yoongi could tell you
had self-doubt and he hated it so much. His anger started to slowly boil over,
he could see it too. Some yes, they did judge you but the others, that looked
at you with unspeakable thoughts of want. It made the hairs on the back of his
neck stand up with how angry he was becoming. You were his, and you were never
going to be anyone else’s because he wasn’t going to let you. Jerking you
forward lightly, he pulled you into the cab holding onto you as he looked out
of the window barking at the driver where to go. He knew he was acting out, but
in the midst of all of this he was annoyed, upset and he wanted to shake sense
into you. He was holding himself together, a poised expression covering his
burning fire that was inside of him. When you got home he would make sure you
knew it, he wouldn’t stop until you knew that you were beautiful, and loved. He
was going to make sure you only remembered him and what he could do for you.
His mind roamed with endless thoughts of what he could do to you, a tiny smirk
ghosting on his lips as he got lost in his thoughts.
Arriving to your place, Yoongi paid for the fair, pulling
you gently out of the cab he walked with you towards your apartment since he
didn’t want to go back to the dorms today. Knowing the guys would be in, he
wanted to make sure no one interrupted his plans with you. Yoongi grabbed at
your keys unlocking your door, and you sat there wondering idly why he had been
so distance, you knew he had to revolve around you and feeling guilty for not
being able to hold yourself up you beat yourself up, escaping to your cruel
thoughts that only harmed you and never helped you. Once you were inside, you
took off your heels, and Yoongi took off his shoes as well and loosened his
tie. You were about to walk past him but Yoongi gripped at your waist pushing
you against the wall. His hand on your waist, he leaned close to you, slowly he
inched, his breath cascading on your features and fanning your face as he
continued to lean close. The world seemed to stop around you two, his eyes
fluttered close slowly and his lips met yours causing your own eyes to shut. His
lips pressed against yours with want and need. Each searing kiss left you
breathless and clinging onto him to get more. His hands moved to trap your body
against his. Yoongi could feel something spark inside of him, holding you close
like this, feeling your hands come up his broad chest to tangle into his soft
black locks. It was driving him on edge. He let his hands go down farther slowly,
flicking across your bottom lip for entrance and when you gave it to him he
slowly let his tongue enter into your mouth, his tongue roaming your mouth,
over the insides of your jaw and the roof of your mouth. His tongue took the
time to roam over your tongue and teeth, the kiss becoming sloppy somewhat but neither
of you cared. Yoongi sucked on your tongue, pulling the wet muscle into his
mouth before he would pull back with a pop smiling down at you. He pulled back
to pick you up bridal style knowing that you didn’t like it because you felt
you were too heavy for him, when he was stronger than you gave him credit for.
You wanted to tell him not to, but when he was in this mode you knew better
than to go against his word. Yoongi placed you on your king-sized bed, turning
on the light to shine in the darkened room, he walked towards you, helping you
sit up so that he could slowly take your dress off as his lips met against
yours again in a slow dance. You reached up, trying to find the light switch so
that you could turn the light off. Yoongi noticing this stopped your hand and
pulled back from you causing you to give a puzzled look.
“But we always do it with the lights off..” You said softly
feeling unsure in yourself.
“Not today, I want to see you baby.” Yoongi stated reaching
his hand down to comb through your wild locks, with his anger died out he just
wanted to treat you like a queen and make you focus on only him.
“I don’t know Yoongi-“ You stated even more nervous and he
shushed you humming.
“Either you will, or we won’t have sex at all until you’re
ready.” Yoongi stood his ground giving you an ultimatum looking in your eyes.
He waited you out staring at you letting you decide what you wanted to do. After
some time, you sighed, nodding your head as you gave in.
“Okay.. We can try
it.” You said softly. You knew you had so much to lose, in your mind anyways.
What if he didn’t like what he saw? What if it repulsed him so much that he
stopped? Yoongi didn’t leave you alone with your thoughts too much, he helped
you stripped down slowly until you were laying on your back in nothing under him.
He gave a soft smile, stepping back he stripped for you as well, creating a
puddle of clothes on the floor he crawled on the bed spreading your legs wide. He
started at the crook of your neck and going downwards he pressed multiple
kisses and hickeys onto your body, marking you as his. Your skin throbbed at
the places you were bitten at or sucked on, and he made sure that with every
hickey he made you whimper in pleasure. His mouth descended to paint your
breast with his love bites and he kissed over your stomach, moving your hands
that tried to hide your stretch marks. Yoongi licked over your stretch marks
kissing them and letting his fingers brush against him as he nuzzled your stomach
trying to be cute. It caused you to laugh and cringe, his whole face lit up
seeing you smile even if it cost him his manly imagine. He spread your legs
wide, his tongue circling around your heat. He pressed soft kisses against your
soaking wet pussy. He let his tongue flick out against your clit, wrapping his
lips around it soon after he gave you a few harsh sucks letting his tongue
flick up and down around the wet pert bud. His nose inhaled your essence
causing his mouth to water more as he focused on getting you off.
He moved to shove his tongue inside of your heat as well,
curving it and instantly finding your spot because it had been mapped out in
his head. His fingers came up to thrust in and out of you while others brushed
against your wet clit, he was stretching you out and getting you ready for him.
The sounds of you crying out in pleasure and clutching the sheets above your
head for him, made his blood rush south and he was becoming needier for you by
the second. His tongue changed paces from quick to slow, building you up and
tearing you down until you were a begging mess under you. He pulled back
rubbing your clit with two fingers.
“Tell me you’re beautiful.” He stated and you looked at him
like he had just offended you, he smirked lazily slowing his fingers down
before plunging two inside of you working you up.
“I. Can’t do that.” You struggled to get out between your
moans. Yoongi let his fingers scissor you at a relentless pace before he pulled
them out and tapped your clit, bringing you down from your high only to plunge
his fingers back inside of you.
“Can’t or won’t?” He asked you as he repeated the same
thing. You wanted to challenge him and see how long he would keep this up.
First the lights now this? You shook your head thinking that if you could angle
your hips you would make yourself cum. But Yoongi was smart giving you shallow
thrusts and missing your spot completely teasing you and leaving you hanging at
the same time.
“OKAY YOONGI! I’m beautiful!” You whined softly not liking
the teasing game that he was playing with you.
“Good girl.” You cooed out removing his fingers from your
heat. He sucked on his fingers as he moved to get between your legs aligning
himself with your entrance. He kissed your lips slowly leaning over you as he
sunk into your heat causing a moan to slip from both of your hips.
He held his hips steady letting you adjust to him, and once
he felt you had, he started to slowly thrust in and out of you, letting you
relish in the feeling of him stretching you. He was thick, and you loved it so
much to feel it inside of you. Your hands moved down to grab at his hips and
pull him closer, your eyes locking for a time as you took a deep breath. Yoongi
leaned down to pepper your face in kisses gently chuckling at how needy you
were being. He gripped at your hands with his gently moving them up above your
head so that he could pick up the pace starting to slowly slam in and out of
you. Your wet pussy wrapped around his walls, the juices sliding down from your
slick folds onto his balls and the sheets under you. He shuddered enjoying the pleasure,
hips meeting and rocking against one another. Your mind was going blank with
just thoughts of him, his name rolling off your tongue as he fucked you slowly
against the mattress. His speed picked up, drawing out with you looking so
needy under him. He started to slam harshly into you causing the bed to shake
as your hips met and touched one another. The sounds of your sex could be heard
bouncing off the quiet wall, the room becoming hot as you grinded against each
other on the sheets. Yoongi pressed his forehead against yours whispering a
soft ‘I love you’ as he looked into your eyes. Freeing one of his hands he
reached down to rub your clit in time with his thrusts helping to aid you.
“Yoongi- I’m going to cum.” You breathed out looking at him
with water wetting your eyes from how good it felt.
“You know better.” He hissed in a deep voice leaning down to
bite your bottom lip.
“Daddy can I please cum? Please daddy!” You begged as you
felt your slick walls tightening around him, it wouldn’t be long and you knew
it. Yoongi at first didn’t give in and listen to you, slamming his hips against
yours pressing against your spot over and over again, but after seeing you
convulse under him, he nodded his head burying his face in your neck. With the
okay your eyes drifted shut as your hips snapped up to meet his pace, relishing
in the feeling of him touching you and being inside of you, in no time you were
cumming on his shaft spilling your essence out. Yoongi groaned biting on your
soft flesh, giving you a few more pumps before he pulled out to stroke himself
off letting it coat the lower part of your stomach. He hummed gently pausing
above you to catch his breath.
Once he was calmed down he went to the bathroom to get a
warm towel wiping you off with it. He made sure you were clean and put it into
the dirty hamper moving to climb back on the bed and hold. Yoongi didn’t have
to say much in the silence you knew that he loved you and he cared, so you
stayed there in his arms letting him play in your hair until your eyelids were
getting heavy and you were falling asleep.
Summary: your last days with Min Yoongi before he’s going far away to reach his dreams.
A/N: idk why when
I feel like writing angst, his face is the only one that pops into my mind :c
please enjoy! Let me know if I should make a series out of this!
You’re staring at the boy in front of you, his cheeks are
stuffed with the lunch you made for him. When he feels that you’re not munching
your food anymore, he looks up at you, raising both his eyebrows as if asking
you why aren’t you eating?
You flash him a smile, shaking your head. “It’s nothing,”
before taking a bite on your egg roll.
Last week he told you that he’s been thinking real hard
about chasing his dream for real. Which means he’s been thinking of leaving
this small warm hometown of Daegu to come to the faraway metropolitan city of
Seoul. You told him that he should go after his dreams wherever it may go, but that
time, deep down you knew you would never be able to have the heart to see him
going so far away from you.
Deep down you are scared, but this is one thing the boy that
you love with everything that you got wants to do, something that he wants to
achieve ever since he was a child and you know that. You know that more than
So you just smiled at him and told him you would support him
You know that nothing is
stopping him, not even you.
“Lately I really enjoy Father Is Strange, I normally can’t watch such long dramas but it’s so much fun and Lee Yu Ri is amazing as oldest sister Byun Hye Young. All three sisters in the drama are good actresses, even the bratty youngest one is charming (she’s Kang unni from Age of Youth!) but LYR is next level. And Jung So Min! She’s so adorable with Lee Joon but I want them to stop thinking they’re brother and sister!”
tip to anyone who wants to start working out and is looking for exercise programs:
if a workout is marketed as 28 min or whatever, it’s usually not. so don’t get discouraged if you join the program and you try to squeeze it in at night or in ur 40 min break or something and you feel overwhelmed because of the timing. The reality is that the workout will be around 35-45 min (more towards 45 min) if you do warm up and cool down (which you should!). Not to mention, if you want to shower after the workout, you have to consider shower time, blow drying your hair if your hair is long/thick enough that it needs to be blowdried, etc. So all in all, I actually have to give myself around an hour minimum for a workout + pre and post-workout.
sometimes you don’t have to shower right after a workout (when I had classes I didn’t always shower right after a workout, a lot of students don’t because we go to the gym between lectures or something) so that’s fine but at least consider time for warmup and cool down!!
What she’s thinking: Min Yoongi and Park Jimin are soulmates now and forever. They support eachother through thick and thin. They moved to sit next to eachother at the bbmas so they could wrap their arms around eachother, like they do at every award show. Episode 20 of Run BTS was a gift to this world. Yoongi picking Jimin to cook with and Namjoon’s “As expected” comment. Namjoon as the biggest Yoonmin shipper. Jimin and Yoongi treating Tae like their child = best supportive parents. Yoongi and Jimin are so in love and deserve the world. I am so pumped for their wedding, where the other members will sing Butterfly for them and cry tears of happiness.
I’d love to participate in dom. It’s so cool that an entire flight can work together towards something. In the beginning I felt like my contribution s mattered by just buying and exacting all I could afford.
But now it’s so min maxed and elaborate. It isn’t fun at all. You have to be good at a different part of the game (coli) to really be able to participate, or wade through confusing spread sheets or wait for people to be online. It’s a mess, and I hate it. I wish the Dragon level didn’t matter, I wish there were other ways to contribute like donating food or special mini games pertaining to the fight.
It just feels so exclusive now to the people who run it or understand this ‘right way’ to do it, and everyone e else dissent even matter. I want to contribute on my own time, after I’m off work and stuff.
some headcanons i have for some of the ARMS fighters:
-Min Min: She’s the most calm and level-headed of the group, typically knowing exactly what to do in most situations, even in the heat of battle. Almost like an older sister to Mechanica and Ribbon Girl, she talks with them pretty often. Definitely the best at cooking, although she doubts her abilities will ever match that of her parents, despite compliments from every person who has ever eaten anything she’s ever cooked. Naturally, ramen is what she’s best at making, but all around she can nail almost any recipe once she’s learned it. Except baking. You’d think the cooking would make her amazing at anything in the culinary field, but she can’t bake a cake at all.
-Helix: Nobody knows much about them. Nobody knows how there were made, or exactly who created them, or how exactly they came to be this silly blob in a humanoid form. They can’t speak at all, but their actions give away enough emotion. They’re rather friendly and don’t have much of a concept of personal space.
-Ribbon Girl: Sings extremely well. Sings in the shower, sings while washing dishes, sometimes she’ll sing before a fight because it calms her nerves and makes her feel like she can handle anything. She typically gets along well with Spring Man, Mechanica, Min Min, and Twintelle. She adores Mechanica to pieces, and speaks with Twintelle on and off camera. She’s been friends with Spring Man for a while, and after all the time they’ve spent together, the two of them are always ready for the, “Are you two dating?” question to pop up in conversations and interviews. They’re not.
-Ninjara: The most shy and reserved out of everyone in the ARMS cast. He’s very intelligent and handles stressful situations well. He’s good at making quick decisions in the heat of battle. He reads the most out of everyone. He hangs out with Min Min pretty often. She’s typically calm and, while not shy, can be quiet because she does far more thinking than speaking. He enjoys the calming atmosphere she carries around. They often talk in between battles.
-Spring Man: Poster guy of the ARMS league. He’s very friendly and social. Gets along with everyone, although he’s closest to Ribbon Girl. Is literally always down to chill with anyone. Regardless of whether it’s eating, playing video games, or a friendly battle, he’s always ready to hang out. Scares the other fighters by being able to eat 12 pizzas in one sitting. Nobody should be able to do that. Nobody.
Jika Allah menolong kamu, maka tidak ada orang yang dapat mengalahkan kamu; jika Allah membiarkan kamu (tidak memberi pertolongan), maka siapakah gerangan yang dapat menolong kamu (selain) dari Allah sesudah itu? Karena itu hendaklah kepada Allah saja orang-orang mu’min bertawakkal.
Q.S. Ali imran Ayat 160
Melalui ayat diatas, Allah telah berjanji kepada setiap insan yang bertawakal kepada-Nya, bahwa jika Allah telah memberikan pertolongan bagi seseorang niscaya tidak akan ada satupun penduduk bumi maupun penduduk langit
Yang bisa mengalahkan orang tersebut.
Oleh karena itu sudah sepantasnya kita sebagai hamba-Nya menjadikan Allah satu-satunya penolong bagi diri.
Tidak bisa kita pungkiri bahwa di zaman yang semakin maju ini ketergantungan seseorang terhadap makhluk semakin besar. Misalnya saja seseorang yang berpangkat tinggi dan memiliki kekuasaan akan ditakuti serta disegani. Dijadikan tempat bergantung dan berlindung bagi orang lain. Dengan kekuasaan dan jabatan yang ia miliki, ia seakan-akan menjadi “savior” bagi kalangan umat. Ada sedikit masalah langsung mengadu ke orang ini, ada kejadian lapor sama orang ini, meminta perlindungan dari orang ini. Pokoknya apa-apa yang terjadi “gantungin” saja sama orang ini. Dia dianggap mampu menuntaskan masalah yang kita punya.
Hal ini tentulah keliru, sebab kekuasaan dan jabatan itupun hanyalah sebuah titipan dari Allah, dan Allah berhak mengambil kembali apa yang dititipkan-Nya. Bayangkan apabila orang yang berpangkat dan berkuasa tadi diangkat titipannya itu oleh Allah? Apa orang-orang yang bergantung akan tetap menyegani dan menakuti ia? Wallahualam. Secara logika, orang-orang yang bergantung itu akan mencari manusia lain yang memiliki pangkat serta kekuasaan untuk diinangi.
Ada hal yang lebih lucu, manusia lebih percaya akan pertolongan benda yang diciptakan oleh makhluk. Kita sebut saja benda itu uang. Uang dianggap bisa membeli segalanya. Bukan saja mampu membeli barang nan mewah, tetapi uang juga bisa membeli kebebasan, hukum, kekuasaan, jabatan dan semacamnya. Uang seolah-olah menjadi raja. Apapun yang dikatakan uang selalu dibenarkan, bahkan apabila perbuatan itu bathil. Seakan-akan uang telah dipertuhankan oleh mereka yang terlena oleh keduniaan ini.
Itu adalah bukti lemahnya ketawakkalan seorang manusia kepada Tuhannya. Ia lebih percaya kepada manusia dan ciptaan manusia ketimbang Tuhannya sendiri. Padahal tiada dzat yang lebih perkasa dan berkuasa daripada Allah.
Sungguh, jika seseorang telah diacuhkan oleh Allah, maka Allah enggan untuk memberikan pertolongan kepadanya. Tiada satupun makhluk yang bisa menolongnya. Jabatan dan kekuasaan yang dimiliki manusia yang dianggap hebat ataupun uang tidak akan bisa menyelamatkan. Orang itu tidak akan dilirik oleh Allah, ia dibiarkan Allah dalam perasaan yang gelisah, takut dan tidak berdaya.
Mungkin saja alasan kenapa diri selalu merasa lemah, tiada berdaya dan kesusahan adalah akibat kurangnya bertawakal kepada Allah. Sehingga pertolongan Allah tidak secara sempurna menyertai. Oleh karena itu, mari tingkatkan selalu tawakkal kita kepada Allah. Jadikan Allah sebagai penolong dan pelindung diri. Semoga dengan begitu, pertolongan Allah senantiasa akan menyertai diri kapan dan dimana saja.