Bangtan had their last broadcast. We had the last broadcast, and it’s raining. It’s almost feels like the rain was waiting to come down.
Since I learned a bit of what loneliness is, or whenever it was I don’t really remember but, I’ve ended up really liking the rain. Even though no one would know, I would often do things like go around by myself chasing the rain without an umbrella. (Honestly, I still do sometimes.)
Rain is very similar to music. Depending on the background, the situation the expression changes and the nuance can be different. Sometimes you definitely feel the perfect sadness and sometimes it’s a complete opposite, and other times it’s purifying, rest, a bitter smile, and other such things.. But my likeness for the smell of rain is never changing. Maybe it’s because the dust is being cleaned down.
In the last few years, I’ve always wanted to write a song relating to rain (we do have ‘Rain’..but a version is that completely my own). Although I haven’t really thought it through, of the songs I like, a lot of them are about rain. Epik High hyungs’ Umbrella, Let it Rain, Younha noona’s Sound of Rain, X-Japan’s Endless Rain, FreeTEMPO’s Rain, Razah’s Rain, Teacher Kim HyunShik’s Like Rain Like Music, etc..it’s really a lot. That’s how much rain has gladly become someone’s muse. And the world is a little bit more liveable thanks to the rain.
The contents we learned as a child from a science book - that fact that, the volume of Earth’s water is constant and it can become the sea, become the river, become the rain and so the Earth continues to spin - was so so fascinating. The idea that the rain droplets that are tapping against my window could be from the far Himalayan mountains. Ever mixing and being shared..I would think I too want to live like a rain droplet, but I also wonder what would happen if rain droplets understood loneliness.. It’s a bit sad. I keep going back and forth.
Anyways, Like the falling rain, a lot of things passed by like a panorama in one month. I still can’t believe, as much as I try, that we already had our last broadcast. I know it’s cliche but it really was like that this time. For you and me, it was a 4 weeks where the rain came down like none other before.
The world calls that rain ‘Korea’s Best Rainfall in Years’, ‘The First such and such Rain’, ‘_00mm’* and with words similar to these people will record and of course this is a very happy thing but, we can’t simply use such numbers to represent our rain. This is something just we know. Before this rain, there were a myriad of other rains that fell and in our eyes, in your eyes, whenever we’re standing on stage, and on my body rain is always falling. In every moment the floods and waves are collectively hitting.
In this moment I’m not at a faraway place, but I really like that I’m here with you guys mixing and falling together as rain droplets. And so I just really wanted to say that I didn’t want us to be remembered just by several numbers.
They say singers follow their song titles. As the song title says, this rain contains mine and all of your blood, sweat, and tears.
Listen carefully to the rain sounds right now! What is it saying to you
P.S. Sorry of this was a bit cheesy. But since it’s the last broadcast! Here was my last broadcast thoughts.
Since there were many who said that they wanted to see it…
A little peek (since there is really nothing to hide) for this 2 months. I have always been thinking, “if it is the Winter, it would be a Parka, if it is the Summer, it would be a Happi, right!!!”, and finally it is really coming true.
I have always thought of making it super simple to use ^ ^
I want to make it such that everyone is not shy to use it!
In this download you will find #125 gifs of Lee Dong-wook,from the drama Goblin episodes 1-5. It would be great if you could like or reblog if you use these. ALL gifs were made by me.PLEASE DO NOT: claim as your own, remove my watermark, post in gif hunts, crop into gif icons, whitewash or use to make crackship gifs. You may edit for PERSONAL use. Full resource rules here.
open to: submissive m/nb/f / potential connections: sibling’s s/o, neighbor, step-parent, boss, co-worker, etc.
“i hope this isn’t too upfront, and stop me if it is.” to say that brock had a massive ego would be like saying fire was hot - an understatement, to say the least. he hadn’t even had to work up the nerve to do this, all he’d had to do was bide his time until the other was alone. “but this entire night, with you dressed so nicely and looking that fucking gorgeous, all i’ve been able to think about is what you’d look like on your knees, with a mouthful of my cock.” the look on his face was almost innocent, a boyish smile shot towards them. he let his tongue trail along his bottom lip, eyes roaming along their body.
So, after giving it some thought, I decided to make a post. I’m in the market for FC(s) for mostly one of my mains, Ellere, though I do have some alts to place as well if things catch my interest. I was just going to go solo for a while, but being solo sucks, especially with Stormblood so close. So, here’s to trying.
A little bit about me: - I’m located on the west coast, so PST/PDT times tend to work best for me. - I like RP with plot and substance, long build-ups and deep story.
- I’m open to darker themes, or morally gray ideas (for some of my characters, Ellere not so much.) - I lean to things being lore-friendly and compliant, though open to have fun within reason as well.
A little bit about what I’m looking for: - Activity is a must. I’m coming from a FC with consistent, weekly RP events with plot/story tied to them. -Along the line of activity stated above, I’m also looking for a group that does content/PVE together, especially with Stormblood on the horizon. - Lore-abiding. As mentioned, I’m a stickler for lore, so I’d want an environment that adheres to it as much as possible, within reason. - I play a lot of characters, so I’d need a place that was okay with me spreading my time here and there.
What I’m probably not looking for: - Performance-based/tavern-themed FCs. Nothing wrong with them, just none of my characters would fit well in that environment. - PVE focused group, while yes, I do want to run things with FCmates come the expansion and beyond, I still want RP to be the primary focus.
If you know any FCs that might fit the bill, I’d appreciate it! Or just a signal boost. I should probably also mention I’m on Balmung.
TAGGED BY STOLEN FROM: @facadesmiled bc she’s a dork TAGGING: whomever. take it from me. i dare you
REAL NAME: hahahahah no. NICKNAMES: dottie SEXUALITY: gay / queer GENDER: g e n d e r o c e a n . it’s of-fish-ial PREFERRED PRONOUNS:they / them only oh my goodness please not she / her. xe / xim or any other gender neutral variations are fine tho ARE YOU A MORNING PERSON?: ye, kinda ! i love the morning honestly & i wake with the sunrise. it’s an internal clock thing. WHEN SWIMMING, DO YOU PREFER TO DO IT IN THE OCEAN, OR IN A LAKE?: i like both, but preferably in a lake. swimming in the ocean is fun but extremely ( sometimes painfully ) cold, even in the summer
ANYONE YOU WOULD LIKE TO MEET IN REAL LIFE?: oh, absolutely ! i’d love to meet up with @facadesmiled more so we can be gAY, but also @moanaialiki a lot ?? monie, you’re a wonderful person & you only live a few hours away so it’s not impossible wink wink !! also meeting @seetheirsoul would be hella nutella too blue is amazing ANYONE YOU HAVE MET IN REAL LIFE?: my gf @facadesmiled, actually ! we met up last summer & it was a blast honestly. we need to do it more WHEN DID YOU FIRST JOIN? HOW OLD IS YOUR CURRENT ACCOUNT?: the summer of 2014, back on my old adven.ture ti.me oc on ask-the-werewolf-queen ( IT WAS A MESS!!) this acc is only like. 3 or so months old tho ANY PEEVES?: whitewashing. like, any psd that makes any character or fc much paler than should be / that is obviously noticeable is an immediate turn off. UNPOPULAR OPINION: i don’t really ?? have any abt moa.na but i guess the whitewashing thing still applies here like come on. knock it off already it’s not cool & it’s not aesthetic it’s erasure
DO YOU EASILY GET JEALOUS?: not recently, actually !! i’m super proud of that DO YOU EASILY GET ANGRY?: yes, indeed. but usually it doesn’t last long & i’ve worked up my patience so i don’t get as mad quite so easily ARE YOU EASY TO CHEER UP?: …not sure ?? i’m usually quite cheery but i think i am easy to cheer up ARE YOU GOOD AT HIDING YOUR EMOTIONS?: honey, i’m an expert. most days i can’t even tell what my true emotion is anymore, hahahahah….but honestly yea, & i usually downplay my emotions / turn them into a joke. other people’s emotions is more important than mine & i would sacrifice my well - being for them. WHAT’S THE VERY BEST WAY TO CHEER YOU UP?: giving me a situation where i can make a terrible pun, quite honestly
ARE YOU CURRENTLY IN A RELATIONSHIP?:yepperdoodle DO YOU CURRENTLY HAVE A CRUSH ON SOMEONE?: i mean i have my gf, but doN’T TELL HER I HAVE A CRUSH ON HER SHHH IT’S A SECRET IF YES, MIGHT THAT SOMEONE BE READING THIS?: probably bc she’s a stalker wow. cannot believe :/// DO YOU KISS ON THE FIRST DATE?: we haven’t dated like an actual date ( even tho our one meetup was before i admitted on having a crush, i considered that a date bc i was desperate haH ) but i mean. i’d LIKE to, most definitely DO YOU PREFER GOING OUT, OR STAYING HOME, WHEN IT COMES TO DATES?: both? both? both. both is good.
FAVORITE DRINK: der wasser ( or tea ) FAVORITE FOOD: je ne sais pas. le fromage ?? la glace aux fraises ??? MOST CALMING PLACE?: the woods or by bodies of water. i like being alone so i can sing without judgement MOST STRESSFUL PLACE?: probably home, esp when anything lgbt is mentioned hah MOST PRIZED POSSESSION?: don’t really have one tbh ?? probably soon to be my highschool diploma
↳ as requested by myself, under the cut there are #173gif icons of ARDEN CHO, best known for her role as kira yukimura in teen wolf. i didn’t make the original gif, but i applied a psd & resized them, so if you ask for yours taken down i’ll comply. they’re all small sized. please like or reblog this post if you’ve found it helpful !