alexander hamilton - hamilton, 3/14/2017, first national tour, san francisco.
joshua henry as aaron burr, michael luwoye as alexander hamilton, ruben j. carbajal as john laurens/philip hamilton, jordan donica as marquis de lafayette/thomas jefferson, mathenee treco as hercules mulligan/james madison, solea pfeiffer as eliza hamilton, isaiah johnson as george washington, emmy raver-lampman as angelica schuyler, amber iman as peggy schuyler/maria reynolds
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Requested - “Could you do a Joe sugg/Zoe sugg imagine where joe notices how skinny his girlfriend is and how she doesn’t eat/always finds excuses not to eat so asks Zoe to speak to her. Zoe speaks to her and she admits that she might have a problem?? ❤️❤️❤️Thankyou so much”
Warnings: may be a bit sad.
You, joe and zoe grew up together and somewhere along the way you and your family left for 7 year’s and you never saw zoe or joe again.
After leaving for 7 year’s everything went horribly wrong. Your parents had got a divorce 2 year’s after you left your home town.
You decided to live with your mother and had never seen your father again after that day.
You mother then got engaged to another man 2 year’s later and he hated you.
He made you feel so useless and ashamed of your body.
when you were 20 year’s old and joe was 22 year’s old, you found each other again and you fell in love with joe as he fell in love with you.
3 years later and you although were happy to be with joe your mind never left what that horrible man had said to you
“Your so fat.” “Loose some weight” “no wonder you font have a boyfriend, your so fat”
What he said left a mark on you and you often found ways to not eat ever again after that
You and joe hadn’t been intimate for quite a while now as you felt you were still fat and didn’t want him to see that side of you.
As you got out of the shower one morning you walked into your shared room with joe and caught a glimpse of yourself in the mirrior you had in the room
Dropping the towel you stood there and looked at your pale and fragile body
Although you were way too skinny, you just couldn’t see that and in your mind you were still fat.
You were too busy picking at your skin to notice that joe was leaned against the doorframe of you room with sadness and tears in his eye’s
“Y/n….” joe said softly and quietly
Quickly turning around to see him you bent down to pick the towel up and wrap around yourself
“get out. Get out” you said frantically running to push him out and close the door
Joe banged on the door asking to come in with pain in his voice as you slid down the door and cried
Joe continued to bang a few more times before he realised that you weren’t coming out
Quickly running downstairs he ran into the kitchen and quickly grabbed his phone and dialed his sister’s number
Zoe picked up on the firat ring and could hear the deep breathes of her brother and immediately asked what was wrong onky for joe to craoak and start to cry heavily
“Please come over zoe now” joe said with heavy tears falling frantically down his face as he raced back up stairs and sat at the top of them and watched the door you were behind
“What’s wrong joe?!” Zoe frantically asked and joe could hear that she was moving around and getting her shoes on
“How could i have been so stupid not to know zoe” joe whispered in the phone
“What are you on about? Whats going on joe?” Zoe asked as joe heard a car start
“You know what, just breath and ill be there i 5 minutes” zoe said as she hung up
‘How could i have been so blind to see that she had a problem and had been starving herself?’ I thought to myself as i got ip and went to our door
Gripping the door handle i turned it onky to realise she had locked me out
I sighed and knocked
“Y/n?…baby please let me in” i said as my breath got caught
I got the response of silence and that worried me
“Y/n?…..” i asked louder this time
“Go away…” i hear a faint reply and i could tell she was sitting down leaning against the door
Sliding down the door i leaned my head back and breathed as tears began to fall again
“Please baby……i want- i want to help…..” i didn’t know what to say
Silance filled the air once again untill a knock was heard on the front door
I was lucky that my sister and her husband were in town as i walked down to open the door
“What’s going on Joseph sugg.” Zoe said as she barged in with alfie following closely behind
She was about to start having ago at me When she saw my tear stained face she stopped
With a soft frown on her face she ran and wrapped me in her arm’s
“Where’s y/n? And whats going on?” She asked softly
“She’s in our room….” i could barley speak as i just cried in my sister’s arm’s
She patted my back and held me in her arm’s as she shhh’d me calming me down like she used to when we were little
Walking us over into the living room she sat me down on the couch next to her as alfie pulled a chair up and sat in front of us
“What happened joe?” Alfie asked softly as his hand held out a tissue
“She’s been starving herself…..” i started
“How could i have been so stupid zoe….ive been with her nearly 4 years and not once did i notice anything was wrong untill a few weeks ago….”
“I just saw her…..she was so- so skinny and pale…..she looked like she was about to break if she took one more step….” i just cried as i went to get up i was pulled back down
“I don’t think you should speak to her right now joe…your not in the right headspace.” Alfie said
“Please talk to her zo….” i asled as i turned to my sister with hope
“Of course” i said to joe as i got up and whipped the few stray tears that ahd fallen from my face
“She’s locked the door…” i heard my brother craoak as alfie hugged him
“I’ve got it…” i said as i pushed myself up the stairs
Standing in front of my brother’s room i knocked on the door softly
“Y/n….its zo….please open the door….” i said softly
I heard movement against the door
“Go away…” i heard a weak reply
Sliding down so i was eye level with the handle i pulled a Bobby pin out of my hair and placed it against it and did my work
After 2 minutes i felt the door unlock and high fived myself mentally
Pushing the door open slightly i slid in through the gap i ahd created and then closed it again
My brother was right…she looked like she would break immediately if she got up from her spot on the floor
“Oh y/n….” i gasped as i bent down near her and cried
“Why?…..” i asked her as she looked at me with dull eye’s and a tear stained pale face
“I was too fat….he said i was….” i stopped and got angry
“Who? Joe?” I asled as i got up and was ready to go after my brother
“No…” i ket go of the door handle and bent back down
“Who then?…” i asked softly as i pushed some hair behind her ear
“My stepdad….” she whispered so quietly that i alsmost missed it as she started crying again
“He said i was too big….that i would never get a boyfriend and no one would like me if i didn’t loose weight…..” she cried
“That’s not true y/n and you know that…..”
I moved so i was against the door and next to her as i pulled her into a hug
“What he said is not true….i mean look you’ve been with joe for what? Nearly 4 years now…and you have alfie and i…along with jim and tanya, jack, Connor, casper and maddie, josh and oli…youve got a lot more people than you think….we dont think your fat and we never have…” i began felling her slightly shake
Getting up i pulled her up softly with me and pulled her over to her wardrobe and pulled out a top and trackpants
Turning to her i got her to drip her towel and helped her into her clothes seeing as she already had underwhere on
“Look..” i said pulling her gently so we were standing infront of the mirrior
“I have a problem…i know zo….but i can’t stop…” she whispered as she looked down
“Your all going to leave me now arnt you…” she asked and that broke my heart
“Absolutely not. Listen just because that barstad of a stepfather of yours said all those horrible thing’s….that don’t make it true…yes it is not healthy to be this skinny and it is a slight problem but that does not mean we cant fix it…and we will love you no matter what…joe…he will love you no matter what, he’s loved your for quite some time now y/n and i doubt he will leave you…even if you were black, short, asian, skinny or fat we would still love you no matter what but this state your in. Its not healthy and i will do everything in power to help you And to show you that we are here no matyer what. Your apart of the family y/n….your a sugg and your apart of the gang and we all love you…we always have….and we always will. So dont you dare say any of that again. He’s no longer your family or apart of it. We are.” By the end of that she was on the floor with me in my arm’s as we cried
I soon felt a hand on my shoulder and looked up to see alfie and joe with sad and teary eye’s as they looked at y/n and i
Feeling y/n move slightly i looked down at her as she got up and ran into joe’s open arm’s and cried with joe as joe wrapped her up in a warm embrace
Alfie helped me up and hugged me as i hugged him back and soon we felt fragile and small ars wrap around us
“Thank you zo…..” i turned out of alfies grip and hugged y/n tight but not too tight
“Please just remember that we are here now and we are not going anywhere at all. Tomorrow were going out and were going to help you get back on your feet again.” I said as i held her
Soon i felt two more pairs wrap around mine and y/n’s body
“All of us. We are family and we help each other no matter what.” Joe said as we all smiled at her
“Don’t forget about us!” We hear a voice say as we felt more arms wrap around us
Soon the whole gang was here and we were all wrapped up in a big hug.
“The love of a family is lifes greatest blessing”
Joe had forgot that the bbq he planned was today and forgot that he had given the boys a spare key incase you were wondering how the rest gor there 😂😊
“How’s Thomas?” Eliza asked you as she refilled her glass of lemonade. You were currently sitting on the patio of your backyard, it was a nice afternoon when your friend Eliza came over to chat. You knew Eliza from college and you were quite close friends with the rest of her family like her husband, Alexander Hamilton, much to the dismay of your own husband, Thomas Jefferson.
“He’s good but he’s been so stressed lately,” you respond leaning back into your chair “I worry about him sometimes.” Thomas was surprisingly a loving husband. He was cold and calculated to all his co-workers but whenever he’s with you, he turns into the gentle and loving man you married. But lately, he’d been spending so much of his time at work, his boss giving him long assignments on the daily, almost completely depriving Thomas of any sleep.