Acute meth overdose possibly?
So I think I experienced acute meth overdose this morning, now that I did a little bit of reading online. I’ve smoked weed a little bit after smoking meth and I was fine. However, after smoking over a gram of meth after 5 days, my tolerance was too high for me to realize smoking the amount of weed i did was a bad idea.
However, I also smoked that much meth beclause I wanted to experiment and see how much my body and mind could handle if I smoked a lot. Well, safe to say I’m never doing that much ever again lol.
Between my chest getting really warm and tight multiple times, constant body temperature changes, clenching my jaw, paranoia, having difficulty swallowing because for me the meth cakes my throat so I was constantly drinking water to ease my anxiety, blah blah blah. Once I was able to get myself together and take a shower, the boyfriend came over to lay with me because I just needed him near me, I started coming down and was a wreck lol. He commented on how much I was shaking, but, quite honestly I had no idea I was shaking mainly because I was sobbing uncontrollably and shit. Uuuugh.
I’m sure you full time users are just like “lol this amateur”…
Also, if you stumbled across this and don’t do drugs, I just want to say I don’t want to hear your comments of “just don’t do meth” or similar. You’ve never tried it so keep your trap shut lol.
Anyway, hi, I’m alive, another day. I smoked a bowl before work (dumb I know) cuz I was just so sluggish and lo and behold, the comedown from that came at work about 2 hours later. So that was just fantastic. Anyway. I am staying away from meth for a whiiiiiiile. I need me some sobriety… in the meantime. I’m here to chat if you folks wanna talk ❤