met on tour

Met two angels after the BTS concert today who probably saved me from collapsing. Want to thank you again if you ever see this <3
Here’s what happened: throughout the concert I was running a high fever but there was no medication… And It was to the point my eyes were getting red from the heat. So when the BTS concert ended I was with my friends and I was burning up so much so I tried my chances at a 7/11 and bless the Lord there was medication, only the line was super long. But I asked this one girl all the way in the front of the line if she could buy me medicine and I would just pay her and she agreed very readily, only I was a dollar short, but she said it was fine and bought me the medicine I needed. And then I realized I had no water and I am one of those people who cannot dry swallow pills so I was like shoot and at this point my eyes were watering because I was burning up so much. And this other girl in the front of the line bought me the water and then she told me I didn’t have to pay and to feel better. Tonight these two people prevented me from collapsing or from going to the hospital and I am very very thankful

HOLY SHIT HOLY SHIT HOLY SHIT I CANT BELIEVE I FUCKING METCHRIS MOTIONLESSS IM STILL FUCKING SCREAMING
ok so I hugged him, he was very warm :) then he puts his arm all the way up and goes “high five!” Even if I jumped the highest I could hit is like, his wrist (IM UP TO HIS SHOULDER) so I just kinda like, put my arm up but I don’t jump, I should have. So I can’t high five him :( he goes “oh well :/” Then we take the picture, and I go over and hug Ricky and he goes “hey how u doin :)” and IM SCREAMING and then I go in the next line to meet issues and I’m screaming still, and the guy right in front of me in line goes “lol u ok?” And I go “RICKY HORROR ASKED ME HOW IM DOING” It was,, the whole thing was beautiful and unforgettable

“No matter what happens in the ring; always thank your partner”


Photo credits to Herve Bonnaud (1clicphoto) 

MET Oliva Autumn tour 2016

Chiara Amor and Devonport 2

GRAYSON DOLAN X READER

Goodbye

Reader is best friends with Grayson and Ethan, and gets one fleeting day to meet them for the first time, during which time Grayson struggles with the fact that he is helplessly in love with her.

photo creds: sensualkisses.tumblr.com

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Funnily enough, you had met Grayson online. You’d messaged him expecting no response, but for some reason, he did reply. And then he replied again, and again, and now you were best friends, who until today, had never met. He was on tour at the moment, and as much as you’d told him you were so excited for him, a part of you did feel heartbroken knowing that there was no way the twins would ever stop where you lived, nobody ever did. But after the international dates were released, your city had been sneakily added after the release of the list, and it would be the last stop.

You were first meeting them at their meet and greet, which meant that all your past months worth of wishful longing were coming true, and you were going to have to mask your bubbling joy and act semi-normal. The girl in front of you finished her turn, and Ethan and Grayson waved her off politely before spinning in sync to meet the next person, you. They had to play it off like you were any other fan, but it didn’t take a genius to see their dumb grins grow twice the size when they saw you. You zoomed forward, both twins opening their arms for you at the same time, the conflict startling you momentarily, but you went for Gray first. Grayson slinked his arms tightly around your waist, pushing you firmly into his rippled chest, your face buried into the crook of his bronzed neck. He smelt of fresh laundry and overpowering cologne, his breath tingling of mint.

“I wanted to say thank you in person,” you whispered faintly into his ear.

“What do you mean?” Grayson said through a clenched smile, swaying the hug left to right.

“I know you added this tour stop for me,” you smiled into his skin.

Sure, fans in your city had been thrilled to hear they were coming, but the fanbase itself certainly wasn’t booming almost nearly as much as at their other stops, it just seemed a little odd.

Grayson’s cheeks flushed faintly as he squeezed your waist, “I wanted to see you, so why not add another stop?”

You giggled and released him, “We-”

“Are you gonna talk to Grayson all day, should I just give up now?” Ethan said, his arms still weakly outstretched, his lips pouting.

You snorted and leaped into his arms, your legs coming snugly around his waist. 

“Sorry E,” you smiled.

Ethan’s pout faltered a little, “I’ll forgive you if you gimme a ki-”

You shut him up and dropped a kiss on his cheek, your eyes fluttering closed as you felt him smile under your lips.

“Forgiven,” Ethan did his ‘I’m hilarious’ grin, and plopped you back down, his eyes lifting and his smile wavering for a second.

You raised an eyebrow in confusion and turned to G, swearing for a second that you glimpsed…jealousy? Oh well, you shook it off quickly.

You took your picture and and got a hug goodbye, parting with an almost inaudible whisper, “See you soon.”

Later

By the time the show was all packed up, you were passed out at home on your sofa from exhaustion. You heard a knock at your door, and blindly stumbled over to let two extremely hyped boys into your place. 

“Let’s get a pizzaaaa!” Grayson bounced up on the couch, his earring jumping up and down. 

“TWO PIZZAS,” Ethan yelled.

You rubbed your eyes and slapped yourself awake, “O-o-” you yawned wide, “Okay.”

“Are you tired? We can go if you want,” Grayson said, catching on to your sleepiness.

“NO!” you jumped, his words waking you right up, “This is the one time I get to see you two idiots!”

“Why thank you,” Ethan smiled.

You giggled and clawed at your face, “You’re gonna have to hook me up with some of your sugar high.”

“Buy an extra large coke with that pizza then,” Grayson winked.

Those pizzas,” Ethan corrected.

The rest of the night was a blur of stories, coca cola burps, and excessive singing to overplayed songs. Three hours after arriving, one sad piece of cheese pizza remained.

“Who wants?” you groaned out, your belly full of bubbles and pizza dough.

“Share with me,” Grayson smiled wide.


“Gray, I’m gonna explode.”

“Oh come on,” Ethan mumbled sleepily, “couples do it all the time.”

“Couples?” You laughed out loud.

Grayson laughed awkwardly, shoving his fist into Ethan’s belly, “You’re so funny,” he growled.

You plopped down beside Grayson, stretching your legs out onto the couch and resting your head into his ‘Post Show Comfy Sweatpants.’

Grayson looked down at you, his startled expression molding into a satisfied little smile, his brown eyes crinkling.

Grayson lowered the piece of the pizza down into your open mouth, and you quickly swallowed a piece of it, clutching at your stomach in protest.

“Sooo cute,” Ethan mocked before promptly passing out.

“He’s right, you are cute,” you giggled up at Grayson.

“Not as cute as you,” Grayson mumbled affectionately, tucking a loose strand of hair behind your ear and drawing a pattern across you skin with his thumb.

Well, that was new.

You blinked up at Grayson, struggling to keep your eyes open.

“Gray?” you said.

“Mmm?”

“I’m so beyond happy to have seen you today. I’m so beyond happy that you exist. I love you so much,” you breathed, your eyelids drooping.

Grayson closed his eyes, his teeth grinding together lightly, his hand coming down to rest on your cheek.

“Y/N?” he struggled.

“Yeah?” you managed.

“I love you.”

He said it weakly, barely forcing the words out his lips, and you held onto those three sweet words as you sunk down into your slumber, not realizing the intention behind them.

The next morning

You knew you were too late as soon as you awoke.

The boys were leaving first thing in the morning, and you had slept right through their departure. The only trace of them ever having come was a note.

“You drool when you sleep. Also I’ll miss you, I guess”

- Ethan

Grayson hadn’t written anything, that kind of hurt.

You grabbed your phone, quickly dialing Grayson, who didn’t pick up, so you tried Ethan instead.

“Hey, sleeping beauty,” he said.

You laughed sadly, annoyed at yourself for wanting to cry.

“Hi Ethan, where are you?” you laughed softly.

“In a cab,” he said, “We didn’t want to wake you up,”

“I miss you already,” you smiled sadly, wiping away a small teardrop.

“We miss you too.”

“I don’t think Grayson does,” you mumbled bitterly.

Ethan coughed uncomfortably, taking a second to respond. “I think he misses you a lot, actually.”

You heard Grayson snap something, to which Ethan hissed, “Well maybe if you weren’t such a cowar-”

“Shut the fuck up.”

“Only if you cut the bullshit and tell her-”

“I don’t have to do sh-”

The line went dead.

Your mouth hung open and you dropped the phone down carelessly, sinking down onto the floor and starting to cry. Crystal droplets trickled down your cheeks as you sobbed into your knees without caring even a little bit. You couldn’t comprehend why Grayson had just turned against you with no cause.

You don’t know how long you stayed like that, but you ended up sinking into a restless silence, which was abrupted who knows when, by a quick knock at the door. You brought yourself up, confused as you dawdled over to the door. You pulled it open, your eyed red and cheeks stained.

“Y/N,” Grayson started.

You stared at him, unable to piece together a response, so you started to close the door on him.

“Please, Y/N,” he begged his large hand forcing the door open.

“I don’t feel like hearing your shitty excuse as to why you pretended to be my friend.”

Grayson swallowed, your words sinking in, and he looked beyond hurt.

He pushed the door open, and before you could say anything, he grabbed your waist roughly and pulled you straight into his warm chest. You wanted to protest, but god, it felt good in his arms.

“Why didn’t you say goodbye?” you wept into the soft fabric of his tee.

“Because saying goodbye hurts,” he whispered, his eyes moist as  he nuzzled into your hair. “It hurts so much,” his voice broke, “and it was easier to let go this way.”

“Tell me why,” you begged, ungluing yourself from his body and blinking up at him through your bleary vision.

Grayson shook his head and laughed pathetically, swiping up your tears with his thumb, “Don’t you get it? I already told you why.”

You shook your head in confusion.

“I love you, Y/N, I told myself it was nothing, that I didn’t come here just for you, but who am I kidding? I love you so damn much and I was stupid to think for even a second that by seeing you, these feelings would go away. Being with you yesterday just made me it worse, looking into your eyes and knowing that you don’t feel how I feel. You think I won’t miss you?! No..I’m going to miss you so much that I couldn’t even say goodbye. And it’s been destroying me piece by piece, because every fibre of my being just wants to hold you like this forever, and I love you so much, and it hurts, Y/N.” 

Your heart froze in your chest, and you momentarily forgot how to breathe.

“I just, needed you to know, I’m sorry,” Grayson sighed, letting you go.

“Gray-” you stuttered.

“I have a plane to catch,” he turned.

“Grayson,” you commanded, but he ignored you.

“GRAYSON,” you snapped, grabbing him by the shoulder and forcing his back into the wall.

He blinked down at you in shock.

“You think you’re the only one who gets to talk, you jackass?” you hissed.

“Well what do you have to say to me!?” Grayson said, his jew clenched in frustration, his eyes dark.

“This.”

You grabbed Grayson by his jaw and forced his lips down into yours. They were soft and full, sweet like cotton candy, and right now, they were all yours. His scent consumed you, the feeling of his lips molding against yours flaring a fiery spark in your chest. Grayson’s chest heaved heavily against yours in the heat, his hands dropping to your hips and his lips responding quickly. His nails dug into your tender skin, flipping you around and pressing your back hard into the wall as he towered over you, arching his body into your chest, his lips devouring yours. You moaned softly into his lips, sending little vibrations into Grayson’s, your hands grabbing the back of his hair and tugging him into you as you urged for more. He squeezed at your hips, his tongue entering your mouth, and you followed his lead, letting yourself explore him. Your head spun, knees weak from the taste of him that you knew you would never get enough of, and it consumed you like a drug.

Grayson detached his lips from yours, his eyes closed, his heavy breath tickling your skin.

“Y/N…” he mumbled faintly, his hands moving gently to hold your wrists, which fit easily in his grip.

“I always loved you, Grayson Dolan.”

Gray opened his eyes, scanning you over carefully.

“Maybe it took me this many I love you’s to finally get it right, and maybe ‘I love you,’ means something different to me now than before, but Grayson, I-”

Grayson silenced you with his lips, pressing them to yours for a fleeting second.

“This is all I ever wanted,” he breathed, placing his nose to yours.

“You’re all I ever wanted,” you smiled softly.

Suddenly, Grayson released you, his expression saddening.

“What’s wrong?” you asked.

“In a way, this is worse.”

“Hm?” you questioned.

“In a way, saying goodbye… is even worse now,” he sighed.

You stared blankly at him, the silence ringing in your ears, your answer falling easily off your lips.

“Then don’t say goodbye.”

Thrilled to announce I’ve accepted a summer internship working for the Academy for Christian Thought in New York City. I’ll be revamping the communications and social media strategies for this amazing organization which marries interdisciplinary research, scientific inquiry, and Biblical scholarship. They’re doing exactly the kind of hard question-asking I’ve always wanted to be involved in, and do everything from museum tours to book publishing to graduate seminars.The best part is my seminary is providing a stipend so I can afford groceries, the commute, and so on without breaking the bank.

Yes, you heard right. I (largely through the sacrifices made on my behalf by my family and the grace of God) landed a media job in Manhattan. 

I did it.

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Beyoncé had Normani so shook that she’s still wearing remnants of the tour days later, during her own tour

“It Kills me to see you with her”-Nate Maloley

Sammy invited to his party for his new album. And I knew Nate would be there. Nate and I date for 3 years, 6 months, and 24 days. We loved each other, or so I thought he loved me. He made it very clear that he met someone new on tour. I was heartbroken and this is the first time in 3 months i’ll see him again. I arrived at the party and saw all “Our” old friends.

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I walked in and saw all the of guys, Stass, Nate, and Ingrid, his new girlfriend. I walked over to the group and they all were shocked it see me. “(y/n)!”,they all screamed. “Hey,guys”,I said shyly. Johnson pushes everyone out of the way and bear hugs you. “My goodness, I missed my bestfriend”, he said squeezing you tight. You hugged back and tried not to cry. You hugged all the other guys and Emily. “Hi, you must be Stass”,I said extending my hand out. “Yea, Hi. I’ve heard so many great things about you”, she said hugging me. Then there was Nate with Ingrid. They were kissing and falling all over each other. He was doing his signature neck kisses on her. I couldn’t help but look at him. I then made quick eye contact with him and darted my eyes down to my shoes. I looked at Sammy and he gave me apologetic smile. “So Sammy, Stass?”,I said raising my eyebrows up and down. He just smiled and shook his head. “It’s good to have you back. You’ll always be my favorite girl”, Sammy said kissing my forehead. He was like my brother, always there for me. He let me stay with him and Emily when Nate and I broke up. I’m glad he found some that loved him back.

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After catching up with Emily, I wandered around the party to find a drink. “Excuse me”, I said softly to the person in front of the cups. The person turned around and looked at me with guilty look. “Oh, um hey Nate”, you said giving a small smile. “Hey (Y/n), how you been”, he asked. “It’s okay Nate, we don’t need to do small talk”, you said giving a slight giggle.You grabbed a cup and filled it with whatever was in the punch bowl. “C’mon (y/n), lets just be friends like we used to be”, he said grabbing my hand. I would be lying if I said I didn’t feel sparks still. “I can’t be friends with you Nate”,you said looking away from him. “Why not, c’mon (y/n) give me a good reason why you can’t “, he said looking into my eyes for the answer. You pulled my arm back and just look at him. He stood there waiting for my answer. “Because I’m still in love with you Nate. It kills me to see you with her. IT KILLS ME NATE”, you finally say. “Then stop loving me”, he said. “That’s the thing Nate, I’ve tried and I can’t. I can’t. I can’t”, you said letting a tear roll down my cheek. You didn’t want to cry in front of him, so you wipe the tear quickly. The look of guilt spread his face and then you saw Ingrid walking y’alls way. “Hi, (y/n), I’m Ingrid, she said. Why did she have to be so perfect? “Hi Ingrid, I’m (y/n). “Nate and the guys have told me so much about you”. “Really”,I questioned. “Yea, especially Johnson”,she said. That’s when I noticed the rock on her finger. “Wow, that’s such a beautiful ring. How long have yall been engaged”?,you questioned. “Oh i’d say about 6 months. But we’ve been dating for about 2 years”,she said. “Would you excuse me please. I’m- I’m sorry”, I said rushing toward the exit.

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I was livid. I heard my name being called but I needed to cry and be alone. That’s when I saw Sammy and Johnson. “Hey babygirl, where you headed to”,Johnson said. “Somewhere to find real friends that don’t lie”,you said storming by them. “Woah, woah slow your roll there, what’s wrong”, Sammy said catching up with you. “You knew. You both did. About them dating for 2 years, and the engagement!”,you screamed at them. “We didn’t know about them dating till he broke up with you. And that’s when he proposed”,Johnson explained. “Why, why do I deserve this heartbreak? I love him STILL through all the shit he’s put me through. I was faithful to him. I did everything for him. And I get this.”,you said breaking down in the front yard. Now sitting with your knees tucked into your chest, you let out all your pain.

You felt someone sit next you and put their arm around you. You lifted you head up to see Nate. “Please, Nate just leave me alone”,you said. “Look, I never meant to hurt you”,he said. “Bull-fucking-shit Nate”,you laughed “You knew what you were doing. You knew, and you think its great that i’m still in love with you”, you said looking at him. At this point you both are standing again. “I still love you too baby”, he said. “Don’t you DARE play with my emotions anymore than you already have Nate Maloley”,you said slapping him. “If you loved me, you would’ve tried Nate, you didn’t even try to fix this, you just left”, you said wiping your cheeks. Nate then cupped your face and kissed you. You felt everything you felt from the first time you kissed. “I have to go”,you said. “No, please baby, I now see I let the wrong one go!”, he exclaimed. “It’s too late Nate, I’m not your toy”, you said getting into your car and driving away.

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