Merry Christmas, happy holidays, and Happy New Year to my Secret Santa, @bbbbbbbbbbblow!! You mentioned that you like Xing, so here are three of the travellers from Xing who crossed the desert in search of immortality!
I am not interested in anything at the moment, which has probably a lot to do with depression and stuff, but it’s also because I lost connection to the one thing I was drawing for over the past few years. Which sucks of course. It’s the reason, why you follow me. Most of you. So I make it official:
I won’t draw Voltron Fanart anymore.
And I know this will cost me a lof of followers. The reason why I stopped caring for this series… doesn’t even matter. Sometimes you loose interests. It’s like falling out of love. Sometimes it just happens. And this shit gives me a lot of anxiety because all my confidence is build up on this artblog. And ever since I started drawing fanart for voltron my follower count went from 9.000 to 45.000. This is a big deal for me, but I don’t want to act like everything is fine just to keep you.
Pressuring myself to draw for something that I am not enjoying anymore, just to get some “love” online, is hurting myself. I am afraid of finding new interests. I am afraid of trying out new things. Because I am afraid of dissapointing you. And that leads to me not drawing at all.
I really hope I get my motivation to draw back soon. It’s my job after all.
I won’t be mad if you want to unfollow me now. I know most of you are here for voltron art, something I can’t create anymore.
Maybe someday we are in the same fandoms again and we meet again :)
So until then, I wish y’all happy holidays, merry christmas and a happy new year!
“Listen well, we are different than regular people because we are born with special powers. But that shouldn’t give you the illusion that you’re a special being. We are part of humanity. Besides our rare power, we are no different than them. People who run fast, people who can sing well, people who study hard, people who are funny, and people with psychic powers. Are we different from them? Having confidence in your strength, is good thing but do not get carried away. Our powers are a dangerous weapon.”
I wish you all Happy Holidays, Merry Christmas and Happy New Year!
I rarely express myself but this year was tough but managable. There were some bumps here and there but otherwise it was a smooth journey. For me, personally, despite all those happenings in the world, this year was the best in terms of making new friends, knowing new people and experiencing new things.
This picture is sort of like a ‘thank you’ note to you all. You guys are the greatest.