merry christman

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Oikawa Tooru for  @shizumar​ ♥ ♡

Merry Christmans Mar!!Hope you have a wonderful day!!I was so happy to be your secret santa!! Χρόνια Πολλά, καλά Χριστούγεννα και καλές γιορτές!! ♥ ♡ ♥ ♡

Breathe

Pairing: Mina x Reader

Genre: Secret Agent!AU, angst, fluffy ending

Warnings: None

*gif not mine unless stated*

Originally posted by misamo

“No.” 

*

“Agent L/N, you were officialy assigned a new partner.” The headmistress of the secret agency you worked at spoke up, making you raise your gaze from the papers in front of you. Just one look from you indicated, that you wanted to know the name of your new partner. The name pleasantly surprised you.

“Agent Myoui. You remember her right? She was reassigned to different unit last year but now she´s back.” You nodded, expressionless. How could you forget someone who etched her way into your mind and heart. 

*

“Hey Mina, have you heard?” Dahyun called out to Mina as soon as she walked into the gym. Mina, who was too busy doing push-ups simply hummed in response, waiting for her unit member to tell her the news.

“You were assigned to someone.” This made her stop. She stood up and with confused look on her face looked at Dahyun. Without having to say anything, her friend started immediatly explaining the situation.

“Let me tell you, when Jihyo told me I was just as surprised as you are right now. Anyway, you won´t belive who. The one and only, the best of the best, agent with the most kills in their resumé, proud leader of Sapphire Cross unit… Agent L/N.” 

*

“When are you going to admit that you both like each other?” Boram, your left hand in your unit asked you after one of your meetings ended. There was no point in denying this. Everyone who knew you, also knew about your strong feelings towards your partner. But what was also the point in telling her, when you knew she didn´t feel the same?

“She doesn´t like me back.” You answered, earning a doubtful look from Boram.

“Whatever you say, boss.”

*

“Don´t even try to tell me you´re not head over heels in love with her.” Momo whispered to Mina on training grounds, when she saw her staring at you from afar. Starled, Mina glared at Momo but returned to her not so subtle staring soon after.

“I´m being serious Mina, you have to tell her.” You were too good for her. Why should she confess to someone, who only looked at her as a friend. 

“I see. Well, I´m just looking out for you. You may regret keeping this to yourself one day.”

*

 And with that, Momo left. If only Mina knew she was telling the truth that day. If only she knew. It was obvious that the two of you felt something much stronger to each other then friendship. Obvious to everyone but the both of you. If someone told her that this mission would change everything, she would laugh. 

Everything seemed to be going fine until the very last moment.

 You were at the roof of an abandoned barn, eyes looking in every direction. There was only three people left. You, Mina and the goddamned drug lord you were after. The coast seemed to be clear so you decided to let your guard down for a second, even though you lost your gun. Big mistake. 

“Not a smart move to hide in a place you can´t escape from.” That sleazy voice made shivers run down your spine, and let your gag reflex be known. You stood still, trying to come up with a plan. Plan on how to get rid of him once and for all. You swore you could feel your heart trying to rip through your chest. Your options were limited. Standing on an angled roof that could tumble down any second wasn´t an easy task itself, so fighting bare handed wasn´t an option.

“You see agent, you may be one of the best, but there seem to be quite a few things that went unnoticed by you.” 

“What exactly do you mean.” 

“Can´t you smell it, agent? It´s quite a stench.” Fuck. You thought. The thoughts in your head made you space out so much, that you didn´t notice the smell of the burning hay. That motherfucker must´ve set it on fire as he made his way up here. 

“Y/N.” Mina. The moment you heard her call out your name, you turned around. The sight was something you would definitely remember till the end of your life, if you survived of course. Black smoke rising from a small opening in the roof behind Mina, drug lord himself few meters away from you and her, his stupid smirk and fear in Mina´s eyes.

“Well, now that your little friend is here, why don´t we just end it right this second. Say adios, agent L/N.” Seconds, no, miliseconds. That´s how long it took the bullet to hit you. 

“No.” 

Mina watched you rolling down the barn´s roof, the crackling fire and a laugh that could belong to a devil himself  in the background. It was as if an unknown force took over Mina´s body, making her raise her gun and fire. One quick shot into drug lord´s head was all it took for her to get rid of him. His corpse was one of her smallest concerns. Not wasting any time, she ran to the edge of the roof, and jumped. Jumped just in time for the roof to start tumbling down and more flames to emerge from within of the barn. 

The impact was softer than she thought it would be, thanks to the hay that was just a few meters away from the old building. She desperatly crawled over to you and tried to pull your body away from the flames that were getting bigger with each second. By this time, tears were making their way down her bruised cheeks. She was shaking, holding your hand and crying into your neck. 

“Please, please Y/N. Don´t die. Don´t leave me here, please.” Her voice laced with distress, Mina remembered the words Momo said to her. You may regret keeping this to yourself. And how she did. Kneeling next to you in hysterics was the only thing she could do, and seeing your rigid breathing made it even harder for her to keep her cool. 

“I know it´s not the best time. But if you still hear me just know that I love you. I love you with all my heart, no matter what. I loved you ever since I can remember so please don´t leave me here. Because if you die, I´ll die too. I can´t breathe without you by my side. All the times you hurt yourself I was losing my mind, and I feel that if you´re going to be gone I´ll lose it completely. Please, whatever you do, don´t die. Don´t die. Don´t die. DON´T DIE! DON´T YOU FUCKING DARE AND DIE! Y/N I LOVE YOU, SO PLEASE DON´T DIE.” Her quiet voice turned into screams full of pain, distress and anger. 

Before she could even fully realize it, members of both hers and yours unit were by your side, working quickly  to get you back to the base. She watched, in trance as they took you away from her, her hand suddenly feeling so empty and cold. 

She felt herself being pulled from the ground, and her tear filled eyes were met with the ones of an incredibly concerned Momo. She gently shook her head with pursed lips and wrapped a blanket around her shoulders. The dull look on Mina´s face was enough for Momo to know, that whatever happened, it wasn´t pretty.

-2 months later-

“Merry Christmans everybody!” Nayeon shouted as she entered the salon, her hands full of presents. It was already two months ever since the tragical mission at the barn. You recovered and after another two months of rehabilitation, you would be able to get back on the track. 

You remembered almost everything from the mission. Especially the heartbreaking monolouge of Mina´s. However, you never told her. Things were quite different since then. It was like she was avoiding you. She barely looked you in the eyes. And you did the same, too scared to say anything. You were leaning against the door frame when suddenly Mina walked in. She bumped into you, looking starled. Chatter in the room died down, the two of you looking at each other, awkward silence filling the room. 

You heard Jihyo cough and point at something above you, at first you were confused as to what she was pointing at, but when you looke dup it hit you. Mistletoe. 

“Well, it´s now or never.” And with that, you leaned in and placed your lips on Mina´s. At first she stiffened up, but soon she relaxed and returned the kiss, her arms wrapping around your neck. Everyonce from both units started clapping and cheering as the two of you shared your kiss. You smiled against her lips and pulled away, placing your forehead against hers.

“I love you.”  


A/n: Okay, I think I cried a little while writing this. This was incredible. First of all, thank you anonie for this awesome request. I gotta admit that at first I had some trouble with this scenario but then it just came to me naturally. I really hope you liked it :) Lots of love – G

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