merlin my emotions

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Merlin Memory Month Prompt Day 3:
Path III - Emotion/Mood: Passionate
I really should apologize because this time I misused the prompt quite a lot. This is not about the passion between Merthur. This is about my own passion for them. For this I digged out the very first scribble I EVER made of Merthur and put color on it. I thought a lot about why the first scribble I made was a good luck-hug before a tournament? It seems this had been very important to me *sobs* these boys…

No scene between two people in the history of television or cinema has or will ever be as pure, tender, organic and raw as the scenes shared by Colin Morgan and Bradley James in that last episode of BBC’s Merlin.

self-absorbed-pretty-boy  asked:

hi new follower here do idk if you've written smth like that before buuuuut here's a little Merlahad prompt: in K:TGC before Harry gets his memory back, Merlin has to explain to him that Harry might not remember him but that that doesn't change that they've been dating/married for years (I already made myself sad just by writing this prompt ,fucking hell)

Merlin closed his eyes. He should have just let Harry go without another word. He was so close. So close. They shook hands and Harry told him he was going to name a butterfly after him. And that should’ve been it. But no, Merlin had to blurt out with no filter, “You already named a butterfly after me for our tenth anniverary.”

He hadn’t meant to tell Harry, he really didn’t. It just slipped out, Merlin unable to catch the words in time. Harry’s eye was wide, his mouth opening and closing, unable to find what to say.

“I…I’m sorry,” Merlin said softly as he looked back at a confused Harry. “I’m sorry, I shouldn’t have said that.”

Harry was silent for a moment, face filled with bewilderment. “What…you…you said we were friends.”

Merlin let out a mirthless chuckle. “A bit more than that, I’m afraid. You may not remember, but I have 39 years worth of memories in me.”

Before the other man could reply, Merlin shoved his hands in his pockets, said, “Have a safe flight, Harry,” and left, leaving Harry speechless, and still wearing Merlin’s coat.

You don’t get what all this is about
You’re too wrapped up in your self doubt
You’ve got that young blood, set it free

You’ve got it all
You lost your mind in the sound
There’s so much more
You can reclaim your crown
You’re in control
Rid of the monsters inside your head
Put all your faults to bed
You can be king again

King ~ Lauren Aquinila

OTPs between blondes and brunettes

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say all you want, but don’t you dare tell me that merlin didn’t feel bad about poisoning morgana. it wasn’t just his life at risk. if it was the case, merlin would gladly die and let morgana live. it was arthur’s life. it was the life of the entire kingdom. YES, WHAT MERLIN DID WAS TERRIBLE. BUT HE WAS GETTING SICKER EVERY SECOND AND HE WOULDN’T BE ABLE TO PROTECT ANYONE. morgana was the source of the spell, after all. it wasn’t her fault, but trusting morgause was. i don’t want to blame morgana in any way, because she was the victim in this situation. but hating merlin for what he did is wrong in so many ways. she was his friend and it broke his heart. which doesn’t justify merlin’s actions. but he did what he thought was the only way to save everyone, besides morgause undoing the spell, which wasn’t even an option at that moment. he was willing to die with morgana if it meant saving the kingdom. if morgause chose to kill him instead of undoing the spell, he would willingly give up his life. was poisoning morgana wrong and terrible? of course. but did merlin do it for selfish reasons or to save himself? a million times no.

today is a very important day to me.

i joined the merlin fandom exactly one year ago.

i joined the merthur fandom exactly one year ago.

i joined the brolin fandom exactly one year ago.

and i’m not afraid to say that my life has changed because of it.

i made new friends - not only online, but real life friends, gained amazing followers, discovered the meaning of true love because of merthur, stopped being homophobic, visited london twice last year because of colin and his plays, became interested in theatre, in making graphics and edits, in talking to people i met online. i’d be a different person if i didn’t join this fandom. i’d be a worse person.

if there is a one thing i regret, it’s a fact that i didn’t join this amazing fandom earlier.

thank you for everything, merlin fans. my life is better since i met you :)