You really really REALLY want to go be with someone, but you have a hard time going places AND you can’t because you have so many dr’s appointments in the following days you can’t and this sucks because you very rarely have days where you feel like you want to be productive!!! GAHHHHHH
I can’t stop thinking about everyone around me. I’m always the awkward kid walking through the halls and classroom constantly thinking about what the people think of me when i walk by: ew shes fat, shes ugly, she has too much acne, her thighs are huge, oh my gosh, etc.’ Everyday during first period i start crying and hide in the bathroom. All of this anxiety is to overwhelming and theres no one that understands so i can’t let out my worry.