Worst day in a while
Crying very loudly, very alone. An hour-long panic attack, crying loudly in the crowded street, crying loudly on the crowded bus. Getting yelled at and laughed at and told to smile by old men. Walking and walking and crying but nobody stops to ask if I’m ok. Feeling very nauseous, my head hurts and I can’t breathe. Heavily dissociating.
I’m at home and in bed now and I really wish I was dead lol