anonymous asked:

You posted a video of a baby on your sex work blog? Really?

Look, don’t get it all twisted. This is not a blog I advertise sex work for clients. This is a space where I share my experience with my job as sex worker and as a woman. And I happen to be a woman who loves babies and hope to have mine one day. This is not a sexualized space for men to get off on. I mainly talk about how annoying men are, dogs, politics, art, fashion, lgbt issues and women empowerment. Sex work is just my job, like any other job. Get over it.

Monday 8:27am
I woke up with you on my mind.
You called me babe last night —
my heart is still pounding.

Tuesday 10:53pm
Today I realized we won’t work.
What we are is hurting her.
And I think she matters more to me than you do.

Wednesday 11:52pm
I broke things off with you today.
She barely said a word.
I’ve never regretted anything more than this.

Thursday 4:03pm
I shouldn’t have sent that message.
You shouldn’t have been so okay with receiving it.

Friday 9:57pm
I almost messaged you today.
I didn’t.

Saturday 8:49pm
I’m walking around town in search of alcohol.
They say that liquor numbs the pain of having a broken heart.
I want to put that to the test.

Sunday 2:32am
I heard you texted a girl you’ve never spoken to before.
I wonder if it’s because you’re trying to replace me.
I can’t help but wish you weren’t.
I thought I was irreplaceable.

—  a week with you on my mind, c.j.n.