I never knew the sky could be so effervescently blue 
Until you told me to look up and see our Father’s view

I never knew how sweet it was just to eat cupcakes
Until you showed the sweetest love God could ever make

I took for granted all the diamonds that I’ve ever rocked
Until you gave me priceless gems that could never be bought

I didn’t think I was nosey until I met you
You’ve shown me how to take nothing and turn it into something to do

I took for granted all the songs and the melodies
Until you sang to my heart and didn’t miss a beat

I never knew I had the courage to step out on faith
Until you told me to trust in Him and not in my own ways

I never knew how much I saw beauty in the sky
Until you showed me from within the beauty that was mine

I never thought in the world I’d ever know the truth
But suddenly I found it all whenever I met you

I never knew how far I was into aimless sleep
Until you opened up my eyes and awakened me

I took for granted every blessing that came from above
But I thank God every day you’ve shown me how to love

I used to be afraid to fail and make my mistakes
Until you taught me life is a risk that we all must take

In life there are people who teach you all these things
You never see it come at you but it’s inspiring

When life gets hard and I feel like giving it all up
I remember the one​ special person who taught me how to love

by: @ebonymagnolia

For the record, it’s generally considered rude as fuck for you to walk out on your date without having courtesy to say you’re leaving it without paying your fucking bill. You will forever be known as a garbage person and I hope something petty and inconvenient happens to you.

Things that fucked me up in The Foxhole Court series (warning: spoilers):

  • Every single time Andrew did something just because Neil asked
  • “He pressed Andrew’s palm to the ugly scarring across Neil’s abdomen” 
  • Dan’s entire existence as the biggest boss in the galaxy
  • “You are a pipe dream.”
  • “I am not a pipe dream.  I’m not going anywhere.”
  • Renee saving Jean
  • Renee doing literally anything
  • Wymack hating that Neil flinches away from him and doing everything he can to prove he’s the good male role model Neil deserves???
  • RESPONSIBLE AND CARING ADULTS
  • “You hate me, remember?” “Every inch of you,” Andrew said.  “That doesn’t mean I wouldn’t blow you.” ANDREW LMAO
  • SHOWER BLOW JOB/CODDLING/ANDREW FINALLY LETTING GO ENOUGH TO LET NEIL SEE HIM FEEL PLEASURE (partly because he can’t bear to leave Neil’s side to take care of it alone FUCK)
  • “Yes or no?”
  • VIGOROUS CONSENT and Andreil knowing each other well enough to tell when the other isn’t in a good enough place to consent even when they think they are??
  • Neil calling Andrew a “drama queen” behind his back
  • Nicky getting the happiness he deserves in Erik
  • “Who’s humanizing who in that relationship, anyway?” NICKY OMFG
  • Andrew needing to map every single scar/wound on Neil’s body and Neil letting him
  • Andrew saying “I told you not to look at me like that” after Neil stares at him with fucking giant anime heart eyes when the sunlight hits his hair
  • Matt and his spikey hair (/everything)
  • Casual 3 hour bus chats where Andreil loses track of time smh
  • How fucking short Andreil is???  5 foot **nothing*** is right
  • Neil saying he wants a vacation and Andrew almost cutting Kevin’s dick off when he tries to get in the way of it
  • BED SHARING IN THE CABIN ffs
  • Honestly that whole woodland retreat with team bonding took me the fuck out
  • “The only one I’m interested in is you.”  Demi!Neil is watering every crop in my field??
  • “Thank you.  You were amazing.”  (aka me @ Nora Sakavic)
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i’ve watched this video at least 30 times in the last 48 hours.