memory-of-love

i don’t want to discuss it too much obviously as it’s a private matter but god my heart aches for harry and louis and their families. they’ve gone through too much. definitely keeping them in my thoughts and i hope they can find comfort in the happy memories and love surrounding them. and i hope they get the privacy and respect they all deserve during this difficult time.💓

He forgot her name
And she forgot his
Yet they never stopped searching.
They never forgot the
Nostalgia and the feelings
That arose when thinking
About their faded memories.
They were in love
But couldn’t remember who with.
They were meant for each other,
They were meant to reach their
Happily ever after with one another
And I can’t help but hope
That they found each other
In the very end.
It makes me wonder if you would
Ever forget my name,
If you would ever forget me.
Would you ever forget how much
Love I harbour for you?
How you mean the world to me?
Maybe one day you will forget,
But knowing that you once thought of
Me as your happily ever after
Will always be everything
I hoped for and more.
—  Inspired by the movie, your name. // S.T.
Memory

Anon: Hii♥ I love your blog ohmygod. Can I request a song based scenario with mountain man Nakamoto Yuta?♥ Sugarcult - Memory pretty please♥

Genre:  Angst/Fluff/Unrequited Love

Yuta x Reader

He didn’t know why you both were laughing but somehow he ended up looking at you lose your mind over a long forgotten joke. Your hair were bright against the blazing sun. The tree that hung over you both cast a warm glow over your skin as he fixated his gaze on you. He wasn’t smiling but you didn’t see that. You weren’t aware of his suppressed feelings that ran so wildly inside him. 

“Oh Yuta, you’re a funny guy,” you said. He smiled and looked away. His arms rested on his knees which were up to his chest. 

“Am I know…” he muttered, smiling to himself. He scrunched his face into the sun, looking ahead. He tried to get rid of the butterflies in his stomach. You rested your head on his shoulder. He immediately looked over at you, not ready for such affection. You both were best friends after all. This was normal to you. And once in his life, it was normal for him too. But not since a while. Especially when he saw you that day on a date with this guy. The feeling of betrayal he felt was inexplicable. He felt guilty and ashamed for feeling that way. You were his best friend, independent to go out with whoever you wanted. It was none of his business. 

On most nights, he would go to clubs and flirt with other girls. He would drink and wink and sometimes dance too. On rare nights he would bring a girl home. Anything, anyone to get his mind off of you. Off your pink lips that curved so perfectly into the most breathtaking smile he had ever seen. Those eyes that were so deep and a gaze that was so dreamy, it melted him into a far off land. A place where he was free to touch you, where he could kiss you whenever he wanted to. A place where he could love you the way he had always wanted to without fearing rejection. A perfect blissful time just the two of you, happy and in love. His day dreaming about you had become a serious issue. He would often stare out the window, imagining your smile as he confessed. But he was so afraid of rejection. He could take anything. He could take the pain rendered by you not being close to him. But he could not bear you rejecting him.

“Is Y/N single?” His friend Taeil asked, mindlessly. He wanted to say you weren’t. He wanted to protect you. But from what? Taeil? The gentlest human in the world? “I saw her with you yesterday. You two seem pretty close.”

“Yeah, we’re just really good friend,” he replied, smiling slightly. He tried to appear casual about the issue but on the inside his heart was pumping vigorously. 

“Can you set us up? I think it’ll be awkward for us both if I just randomly went up to her.” Yuta nodded and promised him that he’ll work something out. That night, he didn’t sleep. He kept on staring at his phone that sat silent on the night table. The window was slightly ajar, the night beyond cold and breezy. A soft breeze brought in a whiff of perfume. It reminded him of Y/N. Her flowery scent so faint and distinctive. She smelled like a flowery meadow, each flower fresh and fragrant. Like when the fragrance of the flowers mingle with the fresh scent of the grass after a rainy day. That was what she smelled like. 

He stood up from the bed and walked over to the window, looking down on the quiet street. He could see the far of city lights twinkling in the distance. He wondered what you’d be doing. Probably working on some assignment, he thought. A smile invaded his face as he imagined your furrowed eyebrows and stiff face. How you would stick a part of your tongue out when you were concentrating. He imagined himself walking over to your busy body and giving you a warm embrace. He visualised your beautiful head against his chest and your dainty hands holding onto his back. That was what he wanted. 

He finally picked up his phone and called you, heart thumping against his chest as the call went through. “Hello?” You said into the phone. He paused for a minute and cleared his throat. 

“Yeah Y/N, hi,” he spoke. 

And why did our takoyaki prince suddenly decide to call me at this late hour?” Your voice was melodious to his ears.He was going to talk about Taeil but then he stopped. He couldn’t bring himself to tell you. 

“I just wanted to tell you to go to sleep early,” he lied. You chuckled through the phone, the laugh that made his legs weak.

How did you even know I was up?” 

“Because I know you very well.”

Well Na Yuta, you better go to sleep too.” You sounded tired. He leaned against the window sill and pictured you on your bed in your embarrassing pyjamas that you found so cute.

“Bye Y/N,” He said. You responded with a cheery good bye and hung up. He spent the night tossing and turning, the guilt eating him inside. But no matter what, he couldn’t let Taeil have you.

It had been a week. Yuta avoided Taeil at all costs. He couldn’t lie to the boy. But he had lied anyway. He pondered over everything. He finally decided that instead of running away from his raging feelings, he was going to confess. So on a rainy afternoon, he walked over to your dorms with a strong willed heart and a wide smile. That was when he saw you, standing in front of Taeil. You both looked as if you were engrossed in a serious conversation. And then suddenly, Taeil leaned down to kiss you softly. Yuta stood behind the tree and watched. His vision became blurry with slight tears as he saw you in his arms. 

He walked back to his room, head down. He was too late. His fear of rejection had robbed him of the one true love he had always imagined. Sometimes our imagination gets the best of us. It causes us to make castles in the sky. But hinders our path to make it happen. Fears that hold us back sometimes end in a disaster. Yuta knew he should have confessed a long time ago. As soon as he got home, he packed his bags (the little he had in his room) and left. He could never face you and Taeil. He never told anyone he was leaving and he didn’t want to. 

A/N: Hi, I didn’t really know what the true meaning of the song was. So I decided to concoct my own analysis and write it based off that. I’m sorry if it’s not what you wanted.

No Good from Goodbye

Tail lights fade
into unspoken
goodbyes.
Promises made
turn to
shallow lies.
Choked feelings
Lead to
Sleepless nights.
Memories
haunt Dreams
From when
Love
was right.

Only The
heartbroken
realize.
There’s nothing
Good,
About goodbye.
Orson Krennic x Reader - Time Chapter 2 - Stress Relief

Chapter 1 - Rain and Memories

Summary - Your love for Orson isn’t exactly fading but with more intimate flashbacks occurring your mind often wanders elsewhere…

Warnings - smut, daddy kink, oral

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anonymous asked:

I dated someone for 4 months officially. But unofficially it was closer to 6 or 7. I told him that I loved him and he never said anything back and that's okay. Weeks went by and we were perfect. It's been over a week now and I haven't heard from him. He stopped answering my calls and texts. With no explanation or apology. I don't know what I did. And now, I don't know what to do with these memories or this love. I feel like I'm living a nightmare. I don't understand why I wasn't enough.....

I know how you feel. Well I wasn’t in a real with him but we were so close. Suddenly he stopped talking to me for like 4 months. It killed me. I still hoped everyday for his text but it have came. Hope can be a bitch sometimes.
I’m not sure why he doesn’t talk to you but darling you deserve someone better. There are so much great boys out there! Don’t let this bring you down. If you can then go to his house and talk with him. It’s a bit easier if you know the reason. Try to tell yourself that he isn’t the right one and ask friends to help you distract yourself. You don’t need him. You will find someone else.

anonymous asked:

i'm happy robin was able to go to a harry solo show, i know that special for the family <3

I was just talking about that with someone. He was so lovely with Harry’s fans, seemed so proud in Harry’s boots & cap, so celebratory. A lovely memory for them all, especially Harry. I’m sure there are many.

It’s been months since we left
Fighting over and over for petty things and reasons.
It’s been months since we talked
But never a proper conversation with words or emotion.

Not that I miss you, I don’t.
I am over that.
But there is something that rises because of you, now and then.

A tenderness.
An emotion.
A nostalgia.
A missing.
An urge to try again.

But I know that’s it’s not possible.
What has been done is done.
But somehow, you still reside in a tinsy corner in my heart.
And its against my will, yet you stay.
So I left you there. And there you remain.
Causing subtle stirs now and then ever so slightly.

Sometimes I hate you for this,
But I cannot hate you enough.
Each day I still get to realise a little more about Us.
We destroyed something we had.
A piece of that “something” still remains,
Perhaps just with me.
But we still talk, not like we used to,
But it’s enough
Because you exist
And maybe that’s all that matters.

—  Complication Emotions. (Reminiscing)
5

June 12, 2016. In loving memory. 

Edward Sotomayor Jr., 34

Stanley Almodovar III, 23

Luis Omar Ocasio-Capo, 20

Juan Ramon Guerrero, 22

Eric Ivan Ortiz-Rivera, 36

Peter O. Gonzalez-Cruz, 22

Luis S. Vielma, 22

K.J. Morris, 37

Eddie Jamoldroy Justice, 30

Anthony Luis Laureano Disla, 25

Jean Carlos Mendez Perez, 35

Franky Jimmy Dejesus Velazquez, 50

Amanda Alvear, 25

Martin Benitez Torres, 33

Luis Daniel Wilson-Leon, 37

Mercedez Marisol Flores, 26

Xavier Emmanuel Serrano Rosado, 35

Gilberto Ramon Silva Menendez, 25

Simon Adrian Carrillo Fernandez, 31

Oscar A Aracena-Montero, 26

Enrique L. Rios Jr., 25

Miguel Angel Honorato, 30

Javier Jorge-Reyes, 40

Joel Rayon Paniagua, 32

Jason Benjamin Josaphat, 19

Cory James Connell, 21

Juan P. Rivera Velazquez, 37

Luis Daniel Conde, 39

Shane Evan Tomlinson, 33

Juan Chevez-Martinez, 25

Darryl Roman Burt II, 29

Deonka Deidra Drayton, 32

Alejandro Barrios Martinez, 21

Jerald Arthur Wright, 31

Leroy Valentin Fernandez, 25

Tevin Eugene Crosby, 25

Jonathan Antonio Camuy Vega, 24

Jean C. Nives Rodriguez, 27

Rodolfo Ayala-Ayala, 33

Brenda Lee Marquez McCool, 49

Yilmary Rodriguez Solivan, 24

Christopher “Drew” Leinonen, 32

Angel L. Candelario-Padro, 28

Frank Hernandez Escalante, 27

Paul Terrell Henry, 41

Akyra Monet Murray, 18

Christopher Joseph Sanfeliz, 24

Antonio Davon Brown, 29

Geraldo A. Ortiz-Jimenez, 25

Your Birth Tree

Many witches like to choose what their wand is made of by their birth tree, or have seeds/the actual tree nearby for strength/guidance. So here you go 

Dec 23 to Jan 01 | Apple Tree

Jan 02 to Jan 11 | Fir Tree
Jan 12 to Jan 24 | Elm Tree
Jan 25 to Feb 03 | Cypress Tree

Feb 04 to Feb 08 | Poplar Tree
Feb 09 to Feb 18 | Cedar Tree
Feb 19 to Feb 28 | Pine Tree
Feb 29 | Poplar Tree

Mar 01 to Mar 10 | Weeping Willow Tree
Mar 11 to Mar 20 | Lime Tree
Mar 21 | Oak Tree
Mar 22 to Mar 31 | Hazelnut Tree

Apr 01 to Apr 10 | Rowan Tree
Apr 11 to Apr 20 | Maple Tree
Apr 21 to Apr 30 | Walnut Tree

May 01 to May 14 | Poplar Tree
May 15 to May 24 | Chestnut Tree
May 25 to Jun 03 | Ash Tree

Jun 04 to Jun 13 | Hornbeam Tree
Jun 14 to Jun 23 | Fig Tree
Jun 24 | Birch Tree
Jun 25 to Jul 04 | Apple Tree

Jul 05 to Jul 14 | Fir Tree
Jul 15 to Jul 25 | Elm Tree
Jul 26 to Aug 04 | Cypress Tree

Aug 05 to Aug 13 | Poplar Tree
Aug 14 to Aug 23 | Cedar Tree
Aug 24 to Sep 02 | Pine Tree

Sep 03 to Sep 12 | Weeping Willow Tree
Sep 13 to Sep 22 | Lime Tree
Sep 23 | Olive Tree
Sep 24 to Oct 03 | Hazelnut Tree

Oct 04 to Oct 13 | Rowan Tree
Oct 14 to Oct 23 | Maple Tree
Oct 24 to Nov 11 | Walnut Tree

Nov 12 to Nov 21 | Chestnut Tree
Nov 22 to Dec 01 | Ash Tree

Dec 02 to Dec 11 | Hornbeam Tree
Dec 12 to Dec 21 | Fig Tree
Dec 22 | Beech Tree


Apple Tree | Love | of slight build, lots of charm, appeal, and attraction, pleasant aura, flirtatious, adventurous, sensitive, always in love, wants to love and be loved, faithful and tender partner, very generous, scientific talents, lives for today, a carefree philosopher with imagination.

Ash Tree | Ambition | uncommonly attractive, vivacious, impulsive, demanding, does not care for criticism, ambitious, intelligent, talented, likes to play with fate, can be egotistic, very reliable and trustworthy, faithful and prudent lover, sometimes brains rule over the heart, but takes partnership very seriously.

Beech Tree | Creative | has good taste, concerned about its looks, materialistic, good organization of life and career, economical, good leader, takes no unnecessary risks, reasonable, splendid lifetime companion, keen on keeping fit (diets, sports, etc.)

Birch Tree | Inspiration | vivacious, attractive, elegant, friendly, unpretentious, modest, does not like anything in excess, abhors the vulgar, loves life in nature and in calm, not very passionate, full of imagination, little ambition, creates a calm and content atmosphere.

Cedar Tree | Confidence | of rare beauty, knows how to adapt, likes luxury, of good health, not in the least shy, tends to look down on others, self-confident, determined, impatient, likes to impress others, many talents, industrious, healthy optimism, waiting for the one true love, able to make quick decisions.

Chestnut Tree | Honesty | of unusual beauty, does not want to impress, well-developed sense of justice, vivacious, interested, a born diplomat, but irritates easily and sensitive in company, often due to a lack of self confidence, acts sometimes superior, feels not understood loves only once, has difficulties in finding a partner.

Cypress Tree | Faithfulness | strong, muscular, adaptable, takes what life has to give, content, optimistic, craves money and acknowledgment, hates loneliness, passionate lover which cannot be satisfied, faithful, quick-tempered, unruly, pedantic, and careless.

Elm Tree | Noble-mindedness | pleasant shape, tasteful clothes, modest demands, tends not to forgive mistakes, cheerful, likes to lead but not to obey, honest and faithful partner, likes making decisions for others, noble-minded, generous, good sense of humor, practical.

Fig Tree | Sensibility | very strong, a bit self-willed, independent, does not allow contradiction or arguments, loves life, its family, children and animals, a bit of a social butterfly, good sense of humor, likes idleness and laziness, of practical talent and intelligence.

Fir Tree | Mysterious | extraordinary taste, dignity, sophisticated, loves anything beautiful, moody, stubborn, tends to egoism but cares for those close to them, rather modest, very ambitious, talented, industrious, un-contented lover, many friends, many foes, very reliable.

Hazelnut Tree | Extraordinarycharming, undemanding, very understanding, knows how to make an impression, active fighter for social cause, popular, moody, and capricious lover, honest, and tolerant partner, precise sense of judgment.

Hornbeam Tree | Good Tasteof cool beauty, cares for its looks and condition, good taste, is not egoistic, makes life as comfortable as possible, leads a reasonable and disciplined life, looks for kindness and acknowledgement in an emotional partner, dreams of unusual lovers, is seldom happy with its feelings, mistrusts most people, is never sure of its decisions, very conscientious.

Lime Tree | Doubt | accepts what life dishes out in a composed way, hates fighting, stress, and labor, dislikes laziness and idleness, soft and relenting, makes sacrifices for friends, many talents but not tenacious enough to make them blossom, often wailing and complaining, very jealous but loyal.

Maple Tree | Independence of Mind | no ordinary person, full of imagination and originality, shy and reserved, ambitious, proud, self-confident, hungers for new experiences, sometimes nervous, has many complexities, good memory, learns easily, complicated love life, wants to impress.

Oak Tree | Braverobust nature, courageous, strong, unrelenting, independent, sensible, does not like change, keeps its feet on the ground, person of action.

Olive Tree | Wisdom | loves sun, warmth and kind feelings, reasonable, balanced, avoids aggression and violence, tolerant, cheerful, calm, well-developed sense of justice, sensitive, empathetic, free of jealousy, loves to read and the company of sophisticated people.

Pine Tree | Particular | loves agreeable company, very robust, knows how to make life comfortable, very active, natural, good companion, but seldom friendly, falls easily in love but its passion burns out quickly, gives up easily, everything disappointments until it finds its ideal, trustworthy, practical.

Poplar Tree | Uncertaintylooks very decorative, not very self-confident, only courageous if necessary, needs goodwill and pleasant surroundings, very choosy, often lonely, great animosity, artistic nature, good organizer, tends to lean toward philosophy, reliable in any situation, takes partnership seriously.

Rowan Tree | Sensitivity | full of charm, cheerful, gifted without egoism, likes to draw attention, loves life, motion, unrest, and even complications, is both dependent and independent, good taste, artistic, passionate, emotional, good company, does not forgive.

Walnut Tree | Passion unrelenting, strange and full of contrasts, often egotistic, aggressive, noble, broad horizon, unexpected reactions, spontaneous, unlimited ambition, no flexibility, difficult and uncommon partner, not always liked but often admired, ingenious strategist, very jealous and passionate, no compromise.

Weeping Willow | Melancholy | beautiful but full of melancholy, attractive, very empathetic, loves anything beautiful and tasteful, loves to travel, dreamer, restless, capricious, honest, can be influenced but is not easy to live with, demanding, good intuition, suffers in love but finds sometimes an anchoring partner.

today i noticed that life is very short. life is so short that we must follow our dreams. that we must kiss the person we love. that we must say hello to strangers. eat that creamy chocolate bar we were craving. leave our friends and family with hugs and kisses instead of just saying goodbyes. we should look at the sky. gaze at the stars and count it too. smell the flowers, pick it and give it to your neighbours. look at our lovers face and memorize the twinkle in their eyes when they talk about their day. call our mothers. call our old friends. dance the night away till your feet give up. enjoy the little things before it’s too late. before it’s too late to enjoy life.
—  S.Bashir
08.06.2017

Mississippi lawmaker Karl Oliver wants to lynch people who take down Confederate monuments

  • Mississippi state Rep. Karl Oliver learned of New Orleans’ successful effort to remove Confederate monuments from public spaces, and he wanted to do one thing to the people responsible: lynch them.
  • “The destruction of these monuments, erected in the loving memory of our family and fellow southern Americans, is both heinous and horrific,” the GOP politician wrote Saturday on his Facebook page.  
  • According to the Jackson Free Press, Oliver’s message was “liked” by state Republican representatives John Read and Doug McLeod.
  • The Facebook post also drew at least one Twitter rebuke from a Democratic member of the state’s House of Representatives. Read more (5/22/17)

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Waters

Hello darlings! Today I really want to talk about magical waters. I’ll start with simple waters, then one ingredient waters, and then composite waters. Waters is pretty much anything like water that is used magically, so it ranges from storm water to tobacco and damiana tincture, and other stuff. Any of these can be collected whenever is convenient, but I added the time to collect them to make them more potent.


Natural Waters

Rain Water:

Rain water can be used for any spell to make it more potent, but it is a useful tool in peace magic, to quell anger, to relax, and for dream magic. Collect whenever you want.

Storm Water:

Storm water can be either protective or offensive. Use it to wash down your doors to protect you from hexes, and wash your tools with it to amplify their power. You can use it in any hexes or curses you want. To amplify it, add rusty nails to it and let turn rusty. Collect on a waxing gibbous moon.

Swamp Water:

Can be used in works for binding, hexing, or cloaking. Use when wanting to cause illness. Annoint yourself with swamp water to make yourself unnoticeable to others. Colelct on the dark moon (second new moon of the month) or on the new moon.

Marsh Water:

Marsh water is almost the same as swamp water, but it is more suitable for cloaking than other things. It can also be used for cleansing negative energies. Colelct on waning crescent moon.

Hail Water:

Hail water is melted hailstones. Use it for protection or hexing. Similar to storm water, but more aggressive. Use when you want to break sojmeone, or when you wish to cause physical harm. Collect during a full moon for best results.

Salt Water:

Salt water can be used for cleansing and protection from negativity. Simply add salt to water.

Sea Water:

Use sea water in works involving the psyche, or in hexing. It can also be used for cleansing. I use it to work with demonic forces as well. Collect on a new moon.

Lake Water:

Lake water is amazing in works concerning emotions, love, memories, or past life regressions. Boil it and drink it to enhance attempts for past life regressions. Collect on waxing moon.

Pond Water:

Use when wanting to bind someone, or to limit their horizons. Keep a flower vase with pond water in it on a table to silence a conversation to those not sitting at it. Collect on a dark moon.

Spring Water:

Spring water is super versatile. Use it instead of tap water.

Dew:

Dew can allow the witch to cast powerful glamours for beauty and youth. It is an important ingredient in love potions. Collect at sunrise during a waxing or full moon.

Self Water:

Fancy word for spit or urine. This one is a little nasty, but it is to be used whenever a spell needs to be tied to the caster.

Simples

Sun Water:

Bask any sort of water in the sun for a full day. Use it for cleansing, to bring positivity into a space, or for glamours of youth.

Moon Water:

Used to power up any spell. Let water sit in the light of a full moon for a full night.

Tobacco Water:

Steep tobacco into water for a week in the fridge. When strained, mix with 100 proof vodka, about 1.5 parts water for 1 part vodka. Use it to cleanse or to offer to spirits when working with them. Can be used to cause addiction in a person.

Saffron Water:

Steep saffron into water and mix 1 part water with 1 part vodka. Use to raise winds by sprinkling it in the air, or rub on your lips before whistling and raising storms.

Rose Water:

Use for love, glamours, and beauty. Steep fresh rose petals in vodka for a period of 4 weeks, and then extract all the liquid from the petals by pressing them until they have lost their color. Cut with 0.5 part water.

Orange Blossom Water:

Use for joy, beauty, cleansing, and sunshine. Prepare in the same way as the rose water.

Lilac Water:

Use lilac water for sleep, dream magic, spirit work, and cleansing. Prepare in the same way you would prepare the other flower waters.

Apple Blossom Water:

Create this by the same manner as the three flower waters above. Use for protection, love, and beauty.

Holly Water:

Holly water is to be used to protect your family. It will prick at intruders, or unwelcomed guests. It will also allow you to always have knoledge of the safety of your family. Simply steep holly leaves in water and mix with vodka. Do not ingest this, as it is poisonous.

Composites

All Bite no Bark Water:

A powerful water used for protection of a space. Mix together storm water, hair of a black dog, dirt of a grave, the ashes of psalm 7, rose thorns, teeth of a canidae, and three holly berries. Pour around a room which you wish to protect, or water protective plants to give their produce an aggressive kick. This water will protect a space with the ferocity of a rabid dog, and will not warn before attacking.

Fiery Wall of Protection Water:

Mix together sun water with three hot peppers, red brick dust, pottasium nitrate (saltpeter), sulfur, and blackthorn pricks. Another like the above, but more passive. Attacker might suffer a rash after encountering it.

Pitch Water:

Use pitch water to stop someone from making any progress. Mix together water from a swamp, gum arabic or acacia, charcoal dust, and chapparal. It can also be used to dissorient. Fair warning, this water is hella sticky.

Fuck Off Water:

Mix together sumac, apple seeds, thorns of a blackberry, cloves and storm water. Use it to repel unwanted people.

Goodbye Lover Water:

Mix together sea water, sumac, cloves, poppy seeds, thorns of a cactus, petals of a hibiscus flower, and saltpeter. Use it to get rid of unwanted courters or lovers, or to make two people break up.


I hope you guys find this useful! Make sure to be careful with any of the potentially dangerous ingredients listed, and put these to good use! Good luck my darlings.