memorial pillar

To everyone else, monsters have been a source of fear, disgust and a morbid fascination. They exist as untouchable beings within the shadows of the human memory, standing as pillars of fear. 

They are fear itself- all the basest, primordial and predatory fears of man become fanged, winged, scaled, furred flesh. They exist only to prey on the innocent, their sole emotion being blood lust or revenge. 

But to you, they’ve been an unending source of fascination. There’s a strange beauty in their hideous visages, one that completely captures you. You want to reach out and touch them, to soothe them of their pasts of rejection and pain for their appearance.  

Whenever you share your fixation with others, it’s met with incredulity or outright disgust. 

Monsters are monsters, they tell you. They’re ugly, evil. There’s no good inside them. They only exist to hurt others. 

Monsters can’t love. 

Monsters can’t love, you scoff. If only they could see the way that they hold your tiny human form next to them, completely and safely enveloped in them, hear the guttural endearments that tickle into your ear, feel how their massive hands so easily fit into your own, protectively enclosing over yours.

Monsters can love. You know this, because you love one back. 

A Sterek Fic Rec to get through Monday for those not watching the new season:

I’ve compiled a list of new fics, oldies-but-goodies, and all around favorites that I’ve come across over the years. 



High school AU’s:

  • Binomial Coefficients by DevilDoll 
  • So Shed Your Skin and Lets Get Started by halfhardtorock 
  • the lunch table configuration by thepsychicclam 
  • Practice Makes Perfect by blacktofade 
  • This Might Be Irony by thepsychicclam 
  • seems to me it’s chemistry by HalfFizzbin 
  • John Hughes Did Not Direct My Life by nascentgalaxies 
  • We Are So Intimately Rearranged by secondstar 
  • I stopped believing in happy endings by otatop 
  • Why don’t you say so? by sassywerewolfuncle 

College AU’s:

  • No Homo by RemainNameless 
  • There is a Brotherhood by minusoneday 
  • Hemingway Can Suck It by KuriKuri 
  • Losers by stilinskisparkles 
  • It’s Called a Heart Boner by RemainNameless 
  • The Chemistry Between Us by coffeeinallcaps 
  • My Bitchy Soulmate by tee_tee 
  • Hemingway Can Suck it by  KuriKuri
  • Hot Nerd Alert by alisvolatpropiis 
  • A Certain Romance by Vendelin 

Kid fics:

  • DILF by twentysomething 
  • our lives are changing lanes by grimm 
  • Trust In This (Even If You’re Scared Stiff) by otter 
  • Stiles’s Story Time by trilliath 
  • He’s Not Mine by Sunnee 
  • The Littlest Alpha by triedunture 
  • Reasonable to Assume by Saucery 
  • Daddy Do’s by apocryphal 
  • How Derek Met His Smallest Fan by purpleduvet (maga_nw) 

Famous AU’s:

  • soulmates tbh by bleep0bleep
  • my heart’s been offline by thepsychicclam 
  • Midnight Wolf vs Abominable Snowman! by KuriKuri 
  • Take Me Back To The Start by thingcalledlove 
  • Dancing With The Moon by starsandgraces 
  • Play Crack the Sky by  WeAreTheCyclones
  • Just Act Normal by zosofi 
  • Wheatgrass and Froot Loops by WhoNatural 
  • In Fashion by stilinskisparkles 
  • Kiss Me and Fall Asleep by KuriKuri 

Period AU’s:

  • an exaltation of larks by llassah 
  • With Warmest Regards (Affectionately Yours) by asocialfauxpas (fuzzytomato) 
  • Burning Glances (Turning Heads) by Yiichi 
  • Phoenix by Unloyal_Olio 
  • Kindred Spirits by Stoney 
  • I Am Your Liege by relenafanel 
  • Never Did Run Smooth by blacktofade 
  • heart as black as night by thepsychicclam 
  • Like Heaven Catching Lighting by weathervaanes 
  • And the Cry Goes Out by secondstar 

De-aged AU’s:

  • Where Clouds Roll By by ohanotherday 
  • Beware of the Spell by MemeKon 
  • Hold On, Hold Tight (make it through another night) by callunavulgari 
  • The Time Traveler’s Prerogative by weathervaanes 
  • The Time Traveler’s Prerogative by weathervaanes 
  • Baby One More Time by Castielific 
  • Hormonally Yours by Nokomis 
  • Out of the Mouths of Pups by cardel 
  • Sticks and Bones by kellifer_fic 

Apocalypse AU’s:

  • thank god your heart is too close by hoars  
  • In This Twilight How Dare You Speak of Grace by secondstar 
  • The Isolationists by velveteenshadowboxer 
  • Ride by wolfbeater 
  • Come with Me and Walk the Longest Mile by DevilDoll 
  • It’s a mad, mad world by ElisAttack 
  • We, the Monsters by neko_fish 

A/B/O dynamic AU’s:

  • What Stays and What Fades Away (you can’t choose) by standinginanicedress 
  • Knot if You Don’t Knock by jsea 
  • The Chase by saltandbyrne 
  • Nowhere Man by 1lostone 
  • Eat, Knot, Love by pandabomb 
  • Alpha Spikes by starbeast 
  • Hello, Heartbreaker by astoryaboutwar (ofalexandra) 
  • Scent Left Unsaid by bleep0bleep 
  • The Dating Game by lielabell 
  • All You Ever Needed to Know About Knotting by KuriKuri 

Mermaid AU’s (this is me we’re talking about, it was bound to happen):

  • No Oceans Left by zoemathemata 
  • Hurricane Stiles by Shake_n_Blake 
  • Sea Foam and Sunshine by Jenetica 
  • Mermaider by nothing_left_sacred 
  • Sui Tollech Gwanna Tach Omen by atlaspeaks 
  • You Make Me All Achy by Emela 
  • Fathoms Below by Saucery 
  • Cold and Deep with Bite Beneath by orangecrow 
  • Where Angels Dance by xxxillusionxxx 
  • Whatcha’ reading? by scarlettletterr 

Pornstar AU’s:

  • Desperate But Not Serious by sofonisba_found 
  • I want you (no, I mean your art) by ElisAttack 
  • Prepared by ericaismeg 
  • All’s Fair in Orgasms and War by bleep0bleep 
  • Love Runs Wild by DevilDoll 
  • Dating Backwards by RemainNameless 
  • Love Comes in Spurts by talktowater 
  • Skilled Direction by ashley_ingenious 
  • Dude, is porn a taxable income? by ElisAttack 
  • Two Hearts Race (Gay Porn Edition) by kat_fanfic 

Fusion AU’s:

  • That Which You Cannot Undo by uraneia 
  • Not Like Bond & Moneypenny by WhoNatural 
  • Fire Burn and Cauldron Bubble by pandacowhipster 
  • By Moon And Stars by kellifer_fic 
  • But Not With Haste by uraneia 
  • Stardust by raisesomehale 
  • Easy Alpha by interropunct 
  • Seriously, it’s like you’re photoshopped. by nevermetawolf 
  • we’re catching bullets in our teeth (it’s hard to do but they’re so sweet) by prettyasadiagram 
  • I thought the world would move on by raisesomehale 
  • Bonding for Beginners by Ember 
  • No Superman by WhoNatural 

Amnesia AU’s:

  • By Any Other Name by entanglednow 
  • Remember Me by stilinskisparkles 
  • Our Memories Are Numbered by rufflefeather 
  • It Starts When You’re Around by strobelighted 
  • should the pillars of memory topple out of my reach by bleep0bleep 
  • And We’ll Be Complicated by ingberry 
  • To Feel Your Heart as It’s Keeping Mine by Vendelin 
  • Ephemeral by thegirlgrey 
  • Take Me Back to the Start by TroubleIWant 
  • The Man in the Snow by mikkimouse


  • Play It Again by metisket 
  • A Desperate Arrangement by mikkimouse 
  • A Life Less Ordinary by Jebiwonkenobi 
  • hope is the thing with feathers by ShanaStoryteller 
  • Stiles, why is Derek Hale passed out on our front porch? by marguerite_26 
  • flint & tinder by grimm 
  • A Thousand Fiery Suns of Angst - Just Press Play by apocryphal 
  • In Desperate Times by Nokomis 
  • Noticed by InTheArmsofaThief 
  • Soulseeker by alisvolatpropiis 

Outsider POV:

  • From the Cradle to the Grave by  jezziejay
  • Five Times the Sheriff Found Derek Hale in His Son’s Bedroom by suzvoy
  • Derelictions of Duty by Regann 
  • the lovers [murderers] in 9B by ofherlionheart 
  • Single Parent, Multiple Problems by hoosierbitch 
  • a target that I’m probably gonna miss by HalfFizzbin 
  • Little Talks by pollitt 
  • hear his alibis by 1001cranes 
  • i’ll fall (forever endlessly) by shipmateee 
  • New Morning by Captain_Loki


There’s so many more wonderful sterek fics out there, probably a handful for any AU or trope you can think of. This is just a little taste of the 30,000+ fics just on Ao3 alone.

I’m so proud of this fandom, lets keep doing us♥

“Memory” by Pablo Neruda

“Memory” by Pablo Neruda

All must be remembered:
a turning wind, the threads
in the threadbare event must be gathered,
yard after yard of all we inhabited,
the train’s long trajectory,
and the trappings of sorrow.

Should a rosebush by lost
or a hare be confused with the night,
should the pillars of memory
topple out of my reach,
I must remake the air,
the steam and the soil and the leaves,
my skin and the bricks in the wall,
the thorn in my flesh
and the haste of my flight.

Pity the poor poet!

I was always an avid forgetter:
in my two human hands
only the untouchable things of the world
live unscathed,
and the power of comparison required
nothing less than their total destruction.

Smoke came like a smell,
and smell passed like a smoke,
the skin of a body asleep
that woke to my kisses:
no one asked for the date
or the name of my dream:
I am powerless to measure the road
that leads to no country, perhaps,
or the truth’s pure mutation
that might blow itself out in the daylight
or afterward change to the glow
of a firefly’s vagary at night.

when you sleep (Chisaki/Tsumugu)

Title: when you sleep
Summary: …will it be with me? / Four times they watch over each other, and the one time they both close their eyes. Chisaki&Tsumugu, one-shot.
A/N: the first of my gift-fics. for datte-ba :)

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When the doctors finally let them see Tsumugu’s grandfather, the room is quiet, save for the intermittent pulse of the monitor. Chisaki breaks from his side, a mess of fear and relief, stumbling into the chair by Isamu’s bed.

She’s a bit more composed than before, but her cheeks still glisten with tears as she reaches for Isamu’s hand, clutching it like an anchor. The pressure of her touch makes Isamu stir; his eyes open and he whispers, weakly, “I’m sorry.”

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Memory Loss Fic Recs

Ephemeral by thegirlgrey
Words: 2,100

Stiles has a weird reaction to his anesthesia. He wakes up with temporary amnesia. The resulting video gets 1 million hits on YouTube in 6 hours. (Beyoncé can suck it.)

Remember Me by stilinskisparkles
Words: 3,801

When Stiles wakes up he sees a pair of eyebrows knitted together. He blinks and a blurry face comes into view. The face looks angry, no, furious.

Too Far Ahead by WhoNatural
General Audiences
Words: 3,873

Derek is only too aware of his destiny - choose a calling, ascend to the pantheon of gods that the rest of his family is a part of. Trouble is, though, he can’t seem to decide where to focus his strengths, shies away from the power and responsibility thrust upon him and prefers to escape and to watch the progress of humanity throughout time. He feels a bigger affinity with the humans than with his own kind, and revels in watching the fragile, mortal creatures he loves so much embody all the traits he holds dear. It’s a passing hobby, that is, until he catches a glimpse of someone who demands his attention like no other.Series

Take Me Back to the Start by TroubleIWant
General Audiences 
Words: 4,002

“Hey, buddy,” Stiles says, tone placating. “What’s the last thing you remember?”

“I dunno,” Derek says, looking surprised at his own voice. He squints in concentration and then hazards, “School?”

“Interesting,” Deaton says faintly.

Stiles feels something like panic settle into his stomach. “Wait then…do you remember how old you are?”

Derek looks at him like he’s an idiot, which makes everything seem normal for a moment. “Fifteen,” he answers, with a little questioning lilt implying ‘duh.’

So, actually the opposite of normal.

should the pillars of memory topple out of my reach by bleep0bleep
Words: 4,391

If Stiles didn’t know any better he’d say that look in Derek’s eyes is adoring, but he does know better, and also amnesiac Derek thinks they’re married. Which is the only fact he hasn’t questioned so far, which is the weirdest thing.

i wanna dance with somebody (who loves me) by bleep0bleep f
Words: 10,538

Derek gets in an accident and loses a few years of his memory; suddenly everything is different— he’s not a freshman loser anymore, but a popular senior, captain of the basketball team, a shoo-in for prom king, too, and he should have everything he’s ever wanted— except he doesn’t seem to be friends with Stiles anymore.

Black Out Days by Stoney
Words: 12,985

Myocardial contusion: literal crushing and bruising of one’s heart.

There’s an accident. All Stiles can remember is how the handsome guy sitting next to his hospital bed makes him feel. And that the accident happened at a wedding. Which means…

has time re-written every line by kellifer_fic
Words: 14,647

No, dad. Listen to what I’m saying. Yesterday, I was eighteen. I’m not speaking metaphorically, or about the way I feel or whatever. I was eighteen, we lived in the house on Maple, the last conversation we had was about how fries didn’t count as a vegetable and I, uh, wasn’t married.

I don’t need any help to be breakable (believe me) by Oywiththepoodlesalready
Words: 35,285

“He tried to kiss me.”
“We know”, Scott says, placatingly, and Stiles rounds on him, fists clenched and eyes blazing.
“No. No, you don’t”, he spits, “You have no idea.”

In which Derek has an accident and doesn’t remember anyone except Stiles.

Tabula Rasa by andavs
Words: 36,070

The Sheriff shifted, beer in hand, immediately wary of the pair of werewolves on his porch.

“Good evening, Sheriff.” Scott greeted, with an uncomfortable and forced smile.

“Good evening, Scott.” Sheriff Stilinski returned patiently, playing along. 

“Anything I can help you with?” He didn’t look like he actually wanted an answer, which was fair because they rarely saw him when someone wasn’t on the verge of being arrested or dead.

“This is probably going to sound really weird, but I promise I’m being completely serious.” The Sheriff nodded for him to continue, almost looking pained. “Do you have a son, by any chance?”

“Excuse me?”

daximed  asked:

Have you read (or written) any good sterek amnesia fics? Like one other the other loses thier memory for whatever reason and slowly falls back in love all over again? You're my go to for fic recs so I figured I'd ask uvu ❤️

I’ve written a short ficlet once, and also:

  • should the pillars of memory topple out of my reach by bleep0bleep (T, 4k)  If Stiles didn’t know any better he’d say that look in Derek’s eyes is adoring, but he does know better, and also amnesiac Derek thinks they’re married. Which is the only fact he hasn’t questioned so far, which is the weirdest thing.

Here are the recs, for amnesia (long term, temporary, magical, etc)

Both have amnesia

  • By Any Other Name by entanglednow (E, 33k) He doesn’t know his name, he doesn’t know who he is, and neither does the werewolf he’s on the run with. But he’s pretty sure they hunt monsters, because they seem to be really good at it.
  • until we wake by verity (E, 2k) ”It shouldn’t have affected Derek,” Lydia says over the phone. “But maybe—because of your bond.” ”What bond,” Derek says.
  • I Do Do You? by captain_loki (E, 7k) Stiles and Derek wake up hung over and married in a hotel room in Las Vegas. It wouldn’t be so bad if the year before their relationship hadn’t fallen apart.
  • has time rewritten every line by kellifer_fic (T, 15k) No, dad. Listen to what I’m saying. Yesterday, I was eighteen. I’m not speaking metaphorically, or about the way I feel or whatever. I was eighteen, we lived in the house on Maple, the last conversation we had was about how fries didn’t count as a vegetable and I, uh, wasn’t married.

Stiles has amnesia

  • Remember Me by stilinskisparkles (T, 4k) When Stiles wakes up he sees a pair of eyebrows knitted together. He blinks and a blurry face comes into view. The face looks angry, no, furious.
  • Black Out Days by Stoney (T, 13k) Myocardial contusion: literal crushing and bruising of one’s heart. There’s an accident. All Stiles can remember is how the handsome guy sitting next to his hospital bed makes him feel. And that the accident happened at a wedding. Which means…
  • Wake me up with the morning light by rufflefeather (T, 2k) Derek goes into magic induced dreams to have what he lost.
  • El Corazon del Lobo by heartsdesire456 (M, 23k) Derek drove back into Beacon Hills on a Tuesday morning seven years after he had left it last with one single thought: “Why am I doing this?” But in his heart, Derek knew exactly why. (In which Stiles suffers temporary memory loss and any serious emotional trauma could give him permanent damage so Scott calls Derek to come back and fake like he and Stiles are still together so that Stiles can heal)
  • Stilinski Exclusive (remember remember) by Jerakeen (T, 437 words) ”Oh my god,” Stiles says. “You did. You married me. I married you. I married a fireman superhero pornstar!”
  • Come So Hard Motherfuckers Wanna Fine Me by sadtomato (E, 3k) Stiles wakes up naked on the bathroom floor with a throbbing headache and Derek Hale taking care of him.
  • Begin Again by PeanutButter (E, 21k) ”It’s March 2020,” His dad begins. “We found you in the woods last night. You’d hit your head and were lying in a clearing. Do you remember that?” Stiles nods. That at least is familiar. “You’re twenty five.” ”I’ve lost seven years of my life?” Stiles remembers the steady beat of Derek’s heart, using it to keep himself calm. “Will I get it back?”
  • the sound will bring me home again by notallargon (T, 2k) They stop for gas. Stiles considers making a run for it but the wire of his headphones is tangled with his seatbelt. “Stop fidgeting. I can smell your fear,” the trucker deigns to tell him. “You talk like a serial killer,” Stiles says. “I watch Criminal Minds, too.” “How great was Prentiss this season,” the trucker says. “She died.” “Oh my god, shut up. No spoilers.” In which Stiles doesn’t remember what happened with Gerard Argent, or very much else, actually.
  • Untitled by Jerakeen and tryslora (T, 2k) Stiles wakes up one morning in a large bed, in a huge house, with no memory of where he is and why there are pictures of him and his friends - that he doesn’t remember taking - on every available surface. The mirror tells him he’s way older than he thinks he should be, and the couch downstairs reveals a sleepy disheveled hottie that he in no way could have landed.
  • The Man In The Snow by mikkimouse (T, 16k) Derek finds a young man injured in a ravine on the border of his ranch. That’s strange enough, but the mystery only deepens when the young man wakes up without any memory of what he was doing out there.
  • Teenage Dream by matildajones (M, 59k)  “I’m married. I’m married to Derek Hale,” Stiles says. Everything seems to hit him at once. He pushes aside the fact there’s a celebrity sitting right next to him, and then thinks of why the fuck he can’t remember him, why he doesn’t know who he’s married to, and how much time he must have lost. After an accident, Stiles wakes up to what can only be a dream. He has money, he has fame, he has award winning actor Derek Hale as his husband. It quickly seems more and more like a nightmare because Stiles doesn’t remember getting any of it - and it’s hard to accept the reality that Derek can still love him.
  • Running Down A Dream by tryslora (T, 10k) He wakes into an unknown room and without his memories. The name they give him tastes unfamiliar on his tongue, and he wonders if he’ll ever find the memory-eating aliens that did this to him, or the magical spell to give him back his life.
  • And We’ll Be Complicated by ingberry (E, 19k)  Stiles already had his hands full with the case he was working on for the enigmatic Mrs. B. He really didn’t need this too, but there was no changing the fact that he no longer remembered Derek Hale or anything connected to him. And no one could figure out why.

Derek has amnesia

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Both Forget

Everyone Forgets

Fic Rec Friday

Some random sterek fics from the past week. 

But The World Won’t Stop Turning by  thepsychicclam | 19.9K

Derek glances at Stiles, who is watching him with a curious expression.

“Oh shit,” Stiles exclaims as comprehension dawns on him. “Everything makes sense now. Derek, I know what the witch did, she cursed you with – “

But before Stiles is able to finish his sentence, everything fades away and Derek is surrounded by darkness.

should the pillars of memory topple out of my reach by  bleep0bleep | 4.3K

If Stiles didn’t know any better he’d say that look in Derek’s eyes is adoring, but he does know better, and also amnesiac Derek thinks they’re married. Which is the only fact he hasn’t questioned so far, which is the weirdest thing.

Stiles Stilinski and the Lupine Amulet by  tresa_cho | 66.6K

A howl shredded the eerie calm around them and Stiles jerked. He whirled in place, trying to keep his hands on Scott’s wound while looking for the werewolf. When the creature didn’t reappear, Stiles forced his heart back into his chest. And then he saw a figure crest the ravine.

It wasn’t the werewolf. It was a wolf wolf. Legit, the largest, hugest wolf Stiles had ever seen in his life. Stiles dug his fingers into Scott’s skin as the wolf slipped down the ravine towards them. The bat was next to the fire, well out of reach, and Stiles didn’t have anything to defend himself with. Maybe if he held his breath and didn’t move, it wouldn’t see him-

These Woods Sigh by  blacktofade | 80.3K

Derek and Stiles never plan to start a family together, it just happens. Or, the one where Derek accidentally wishes for a baby.

In Desperate Times by  Nokomis | 3.4K

Stiles gets magic wish-granting powers, but only when he’s in danger. He begins to teleport to Derek in increasingly awkward moments.

I Know You Care (I See It in the way that you stare) by KilledTheQueen |  19.1K

The one where Stiles is in a coma and wakes up a little…different.

Disappear Here by  AgnesBlue | 28.5K

Wounded in a fire that killed off his entire family, Derek wants nothing more than to be left alone as he finishes off his senior year in high school. That all changes when omega Stiles Stilinski asks him to help him through his first heat.

Forging Bonds by  mikkimouse | 27.5K

The loft was flooded, the water shimmering in the moonlight streaking through the huge windows. The twins held Derek on his knees, with his arms extended and claws out. Kali had Boyd, and she was dragging him toward Derek, and—

Stiles aimed at the twin closest to him and threw the Molotov cocktail as hard as he could.

(In which Stiles gets to the loft just a few minutes sooner in s3e7, and what happens because of it.)

Undercover Heart by  spellwovennight | 9.4K

Who knew that the government knew about supernatural creatures? Stiles didn’t until they stepped in and separated his pack to protect them from the Alpha Pack.

Now, Stiles was stuck in New York City with a lame job, a different name, and no friends. Maybe he’ll make some with the neighbors next door…

Badly Timed Boners and A Failure To Communicate by  eeyore9990 | 22.8K

Suddenly, Derek is everywhere, and not just in that creepy, Edward Cullen, I’m-gonna-stalk-around-and-lurk-broodingly way. Stiles doesn’t know what’s up with that, but he’s pretty sure there’s only one conclusion to be reached.

We’re all going to fucking die.

How many times have you tried to talk to someone about something that matters to you, tried to get them to see it the way you do? And how many of those times have ended with you feeling bitter, resenting them for making you feel like your pain doesn’t have any substance after all?

Like when you’ve split up with someone, and you try to communicate the way you feel, because you need to say the words, need to feel that somebody understands just how pissed off and frightened you feel. The problem is, they never do. “Plenty more fish in the sea,” they’ll say, or “You’re better off without them,” or “Do you want some of these potato chips?” They never really understand, because they haven’t been there, every day, every hour. They don’t know the way things have been, the way that it’s made you, the way it has structured your world. They’ll never realise that someone who makes you feel bad may be the person you need most in the world. They don’t understand the history, the background, don’t know the pillars of memory that hold you up. Ultimately, they don’t know you well enough, and they never can. Everyone’s alone in their world, because everybody’s life is different. You can send people letters, and show them photos, but they can never come to visit where you live.

Unless you love them. And then they can burn it down.

—  Michael Marshall Smith, Only Forward
My TOP 20 favourite Sterek fanfics what I just love & adore

Stories are not sorted by how much I like them. 

I just love them all.

And wanted to share them with you all.

  • Heartbeat - short & beautiful

  • The Aftermath - amazing

  • Breathe With Me - short & sweet

  • The Christmas Howl - just made my Christmas even better

  • Lessons in Humanity - awesome

  • Lovebitten - hilarious

  • My boyfriend… Miguel - really enjoyed that

  • A Legend of a Lonely Boy - very nice

  • And You Say You’re Alone - beautiful

  • So Sweet with a Mean Streak - cute

  • From the Cradle to the Grave - brilliant

  • The lovers [murderers] in 9B - funny & cute

  • There Are No Wolves in California - heartbreaking & beautiful

  • Patience Gets Us Nowehere Fast - simple & sweet

  • Derek Hale’s No-Good, Very Bad Day - so adorable

  • Bribing Werewolf Puppies With Food - so domestic, I just love it

  • Stilinski’s Home for Wayward Wolves - my first, loving to bits

  • You Can Hear It In The Silence (Or Not) - adorable nicknames

  • Should the pillars of memory topple out of my reach - perfect

  • Five Times the Sheriff Found Derek Hale in His Son’s Bedroom -  Sheriff Stilinski is just the best

anonymous asked:

Hi sweetie. I really should be studying for finals but-- it's the time of year where it's hitting me hard, that i'm-- i'm outliving my loved ones who have passed and it really really hurts and i just. i'm trying to distract myself because I can't get back into my studying... Do you have any feel good or fluffy sterek fic recs? Please and thank you, i'm sorry for bothering :((

It’s absolutely no bother at all, and I’m sorry you feel so crummy :( There’s not much that can be said when you lose people, I know that, so I hope this list helps instead, and I hope you feel better and get through your finals♥

Wow, people are crying over the fact that one of the backer-created “memorials” in Pillars of Eternity was changed because it was a transphobic joke, and they’re claiming “censorship” and “free speech” because of it.

As a trans woman who loves Pillars of Eternity, let me say this: every one of you pissbabies who takes offense at being “censored” deserve to know how much I typically am afraid to even point out how offensive and destructive such material is. You want to talk about censorship?  Let’s talk about being literally afraid to speak out against harmful stereotypes for fear of a violent backlash.  I’ve received death threats, rape threats, I’ve been stalked, repeatedly harassed and treated like less than a human being because I dared to stand up for my “free speech”.

You want to talk about censorship?  Try living a life where you have to censor yourself just to stay alive and to protect your family.  I have two nephews who have been threatened just because they had the misfortune of being related to me.  When you claim this sort of thing is “censorship”, you’re literally defending people who would threaten CHILDREN to censor me, and if that’s okay with you, then you are lucky Obsidian was willing to let the backer change the epitaph rather than deleting it outright, because you don’t even deserve that courtesy.

Stiles/Derek - should the pillars of memory topple out of my reach

Titleshould the pillars of memory topple out of my reach

Author: bleep0bleep (AO3)

Rating: PG

Fandom: Teen Wolf

Word Count: ~4.4k

Warnings: amnesia

Summary: If Stiles didn’t know any better he’d say that look in Derek’s eyes is adoring, but he does know better, and also amnesiac Derek thinks they’re married. Which is the only fact he hasn’t questioned so far, which is the weirdest thing.

Comments: Beautiful, adorable fic!

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  • All’s Fair in Orgasms and War- I think while I was writing this I was so stressed out because I put myself on that chapter-a-week deadline, but I really had such a good time and the feedback I got on the demisexual and demiromantic characters was really really incredible and I’m just so happy that people enjoyed that aspect of it; I really appreciate everyone who read it and liked both story and characters. Also, this might be the longest piece I’ve written and published in fandom, so I’m pretty proud of that since I come from a short-one-shot type style. 
  • should the pillars of memory topple out of my reach- I’m really satisfied with this one? I like it a lot, which is weird for me when I’m super self critical. I really love the amnesia trope and I remember writing this in all one go, which is very unusual for me too. I really loved that feeling when the words were really flowing and so this piece makes me feel really happy and I get that I-can-do-it! feel. 
  • I wore a mask that always smiled- I’ve only written a few things for HTGAWM fandom, and I wrote this to deal with the biphobic statements during that one episode and kinda did a fix-it, and was a bit of character study for Connor and a get-together for Connor and Oliver. It was really really early in the show at this time but I feel like even with those few episodes it was fun to kinda play in this sandbox. 
  • Model Behavior- this piece always makes me laugh, I had so much fun writing it, and I remember when it was untitled it was saved in my drafts as “Derek is naked all the time WHY” 
  • tweet dirty to me- I’m not exactly sure why this is a favorite of mine, but it’s so silly and self-contained that I love how trivial and fluffy it is. 
should the pillars of memory topple out of my reach

happy birthday howlnatural! i wanted to write you a ficlet and it got longer than i expected, but i hope you enjoy! 

should the pillars of memory topple out of my reach

by bleep0bleep (T, 4k) 

If Stiles didn’t know any better he’d say that look in Derek’s eyes is adoring, but he does know better, and also amnesiac Derek thinks they’re married. Which is the only fact he hasn’t questioned so far, which is the weirdest thing.

Derek/Stiles, Temporary Amnesia, Pining, Love Confessions, Fluff